My homophobic coworker just told me I could leave work 2 hours early wait he’s suddenly my favourite coworker again I love homophobic people

My character development job so that I develop the ability to endure any torture I experience 🙏

Service user who touches himself and then tries to grab my hands . I’m gonna get some kind of disease from this job

5 and a half more hours of work but I’m so overstimulated and my head hurts AND IVE ALREADY BEEN HERE 8 AND A HALF HOURS

Have we considered killing me yet I think we should consider killing me

8 more hours of work I think I have another migraine coming for me my head hurts idk if the painkillers will keep it at bay. AHHHH

7am at work and one of the service users is listening to fnaf songs? 😭😭😭

My job when they don’t give me any time to eat or sleep because low-key I guess they just expect me to eat breakfast lunch and dinner on shift but I also have eating disorder that makes public eating a nightmare so I just get starved instead for days on end and sleep deprived like a CIA experiment

When I die and I get my statistics and find out I spent 21% of my life wiping bum. Dear god

From 6.15-7.15 at work I spent the entire hour wiping a service users ass Cus he just started pooping more halfway through and then running in circles around me it was neverending . Had to meow my way through it

My fourth poop at work today 😍 poop number 4 😍 a healthy respectable number of poops to be pooping

Awful IBS day at work today 😍

Not to jinx it but my job is actually lowkey fine and chill now it’s just the problem is them switching my rota last second and throwing me off my mental schedule Cus that always unreasonably upsets me + the long ass shifts. And my poor health messing with me all day at work

I couldn’t sleep last night from the stomach pain which is so cool because I’ve not gotten a full nights sleep in several days and now I have a 13 hour shift and then a 14 hour shift that I won’t get a full nights sleep for tomorrow

At work training today the trainer told me I have awful posture and also that I hold a pen weird

Just did a big smelly shit in the interchange loos. As I stepped out the stall a bunch of girls stepped in and gagged at how awful the toilets smelt and then had to leave from the stench. Still got it

They’re about to put me in the 72 hour torture chamber with my shifts rn and I’m starting off the first day with 6 hours of travelling and less than 6 hours of sleep . I’m so anxious I can’t sleep

Just had explosive IBS at the wedding party #itsBAD

Climbed again for the first time in like half a year I’m about to be so back and exercised

Messaged my manager asking where training is on Monday . She said Halton. HALTON????? THATS 20 MILES AWAY??????????????? In what world am I getting to Halton

Didn’t leave work until 9:30pm but the night staff bought me an Uber back as thank u so it’s all worked out. I’m passing out when I get home though OHHHH MY GOD THAT WAS SO LONG

Wait…. Now why are they saying the night staff won’t arrive till 10pm? 15 hour shift??? 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 EURGANISE MEEEEE

My coworkers sat in front of me arguing how early they can abandon me alone at work right now omg

There is another supported living house next door to my workplace and today while I was helping service users inside from their return from the day centre a woman from the house next door ran into our house screaming, did a beeline for my tea and drank the whole cup, then ran back out the house 😭😭😭😭

I cannot quit my job until I get the care certificate (I am not RESTARTING THIS ENTIRE BULLSHIT QUALIFICATION ITS SOOOO LONG) and till I get all the training I want 😭 but then after if the job hasn’t gotten better then lowkey free game for me to find somewhere without 14hr shifts

Only good life news I have had lately is I am going to have a second niece soon. Sadly my nieces and nephew are in Thailand which is too expensive to travel too every year 😭 but 2026 I am going to try make sure I have money for to see them MY BABIESSS

My relatives always got something so completely abysmal to message me that it gives me genuinely no hope for the future 😭 oh my god what do I even say to any of them ever

Today I: - threw up - got sent on a 2 hour bus tour of the city by my managers changing my job locafion 15 minutes before my shift started - got assaulted at work - had a migraine - left work early Cus I didn’t want migraine AND concussion - 4 hour nap - cuddled with Sami and hilan - #starving

Gave ev a kiss on the forehead based on this photo

Alex when it’s Christmas: Alex Merry

Okay wait I either have a stress migraine or I’m actually sick who even knows anymore idk what’s going on with my body ever 😭😭😭

Service user just threw me into a wall trying to get sweets off me 😭 I

Please can we kill me

2025 the year of nonstop health problems 2026 I either get better or I get diagnosed with something I can’t take it anymore I can’t take ittttt 😭😭😭 I feel like I’m rotting on the inside out

This fun game called me throwing up and then my job calling me up after I’ve travelled an hour to a location 20 minutes before my shift starts just to be told that they’ve changed their minds and I need to go to another location 😭😭😭 psychological torture games 😍

Threw up for second morning in a row and about to have to head off for work nothing is funny anymore

She called and was like “you don’t have a bowel obstruction so ur fine” okay lol 😭😭😭 whatever sure

I genuinely feel like I’m living in an alternate dimension all the time at the moment . I can’t do this I’m at work. I don’t know what to do . I wouldn’t have gone to work any other day but I need to secure a nicer workplace and I won’t get another opportunity. But I might be dying . FUCK

Always having some kind of medical problem where I search it up and it says “urgent medical emergency go to a&e now” like damn… idk I feel kind of fine

The woman who I’m supporting today just went to me “I knew an Eve but they transitioned to a guy and guess what they went by” and I was like “oh god Adam” but NO “They went by Ev what a crazy name” ohhhhh 😭😭😭💀😭😭😭

Will I make it to work or will I throw up on the bus and make a embarrassment of myself find out In the next 2 hours 😍

Woken up at 5am and started randomly throwing up my guts I thought I was past the morning nausea !!! Idk what to do now!!! It looks like poop pebbles!!! I can’t skip work today I’m a cover for a cover for a cover it’s bad out there 😭

My job still highkey organisationally a mess and there’s still so much bodily fluids but the last few shifts I’ve actually enjoyed it . Things are looking UPPP

I wonder how many times I will poop at work today 😍

They changed my 14 hour shift to a 13 hour shift tomorrow 😍😍😍 my coworker is planning to report to senior management because my managers messed about and were about to leave the house understaffed 😭😭😭

Those first 2 hours of work where I’m fighting the morning pain and nausea and also have several tasks to urgently do like please god have mercy

For the first time ever at work literally none of the service users are awake at 7am I don’t know what I’m meant to do I started making breakfast but there’s low-key no point Cus no one’s up!!!

Trying to decide if a half hour walk through a dark cycling country path at 6am as a shortcut is worth the risk or not…. If I get jumped it’s like a free day off work tho and I do love dark country paths

I am praying someone tells me tomorrow where I am meant to be going for work on Monday Cus I have been told several conflicting things and idk if my own managers know that the other managers want me working in a different location Monday. AHHHH!!!

I hope all my friends know that I love them so much even if we aren’t talking much atm I still love all my friends and have a very special place in my heart for each of them