It's my birthday in two days ❤️

Lazy sofa picture

Lazy sofa picture

Bad picture but I've had such awful dysmorphia and dysphoria and self disgust recently and I just want to put something out there to try and feel better

The new house I'm supposed to be moving into is on the top of a really big hill overlooking a town and some villages and I think it'd be really cool to put up a giant trans flag up for everyone in the valley to see and I could point my house out to queers I meet.

Anime fans will really watch an anime with a trans character where all the abusive evil characters misgender her and the good characters never misgender her and are really supportive and then misgender that character. Like do they have no media literacy, do they want to be like the weird abusers?

Bad picture but I've had such awful dysmorphia and dysphoria and self disgust recently and I just want to put something out there to try and feel better

Like extremely not okay and don't know how to help myself

This is me! I am a demon now ❤️ (art by Ayy Kaplan)

I'm like super lonely if people want to chat with me a little

This is me! I am a demon now ❤️ (art by Ayy Kaplan)

How do you not feel disgusting all the time. I feel like I didn't used to but idk how to get back

I had 4 months where I was under extreme stress every day because of some really big traumatic things happening to me and that only really ended 2 or 3 weeks ago and for some reason I'm wondering all the time why I'm still struggling like I'm expecting myself to have recovered from all that by now

They're so embarrassing

She likes to be on my shoulder

"Young people are flocking to reform. Young people are all going right. It's cool to be on the right now." (I swear they say this shit every year and it never happens)

I genuinely think America evangelical churches are a massive threat to the world. The massive amount of money going into influencing other countries laws, politics and institutions is terrifying and I think everyone is completely complacent to it.

There is a ferry to Ireland called Ulysses obviously after the book but I think it's pretty silly naming a boat after the guy who pissed off the gods and spent 10 years getting shipwrecked by storms.

Cryptid

Everyone knows it's pretty much impossible to change people's opinions online but I think there's a problem that people apply this offline too. Like I think there's a lot of ill informed people in poverty who are voting right who can very much be brought left irl (obviously not all of them)

Sometimes it feels like the world is so beautiful and I am so ugly

You can really tell if a musical is made by a straight guy

It's weird how hard it is to browse games on steam. Like you'll specifically search for a genre and 90% of games it shows you will be completely irrelevant

I think my mental health has kind have fallen off a cliff this year to the point where I can't even really think about my needs or my emotions, like I've just put a big wall around them and I don't really know how to deal with that

I don't have COVID but I sure feel like I do :(

I feel like my body looks so weird

I feel like my body looks so weird

Hotel slut ❤️

If Your Party was an actual thing it would be the party with the most landlord MPs proportionally. Don't know why anyone treats it like it could have been a socialist part while the MPs had a central role

Hotel slut ❤️

My brain has been so confusing recently. My capabilities and energy are varying wildly and unpredictably, random minor things will trigger intense loneliness or dysphoria and I can't understand any of it. It's like my brain is not communicating with me at all and idk how to cope with that

I think cynicism and nihilism is such a destructive force. Believing that you can't make a difference and things can't be changed is so harmful and it's so hard to get out of that mindset once you're there

Children are just rabbits but more effort

This picture is kind of weird but I think it's fun

I feel like I can't be around people. I feel like I am incompatible with humans. I feel like I can't understand people and everything just goes wrong and hurts

Can't see anything good about myself :(

Having one of those days where I can't feel anything but intense self hatred and the need to be as far away as possible from anyone and I never know how to be okay when I'm like this

New video on Fansly and OF :) You should check it out :)

New video on Fansly and OF :) You should check it out :)

Hi :)

Made content for the first time in a few months after having a mental health break so that's fun. Hopefully will be up sometime tomorrow

Hi :)

I really like when people fuck my thighs. Like I think thigh fucking is really underrated. Why aren't people talking about thigh fucking more

Got a weirdly large amount of compliments from random people waking around town today ❤️

Someone I've been friends with for months just said she didn't know I was trans until recently and like.... now I'm worried my vibes aren't trans enough...

My tits keep trying to fall out of my top today and idk if my top has changed or if it's my tits

Crying a lot because there was a cat on TV and it was cute (I recently increased my oestrogen...)

A little bruised lol

A little bruised lol

Went to Muay Thai for the first time and I'm apparently extremely talented at beating people up even though I've never even punched anyone before lol. My knee and elbows are so fucked and swollen though