god i wish that were me

I need the existential crisis to stop for a bit so I can sleep.

Feel like the US is laying the groundwork for the next four or five 9/11s

Been poking at Street Fighter 6 here and there off-stream and I feel like I haven't yet been able to break the ice. Like I think it's the type of thing I'd enjoy when settling in to a reasonable level of comfort with it, but it's always so tense and sloppy.

Based on different implementations, I suppose it could be coyote time or coyote distance. Maybe both?

With all the bullshit going on, I would like to add that only placing blame at the top isn't right. Just following orders isn't an excuse. If an American soldier admits to involvement in Iran, they should be ostracized for it. Respect the troops? Lol, no. We don't have to respect these assholes.

"but that's illegal" *dunk* "he can't do that" *dunk after dunk* "that's against the constitution" *dunk after dunk after dunk* this dumbass dog doesn't know he can't play basketball. he only knows how to do whatever the fuck he wants

"What kind of pokemon do you like?" "...did you know that in terms of..."

I'm really struggling with the idea that maybe I should play Jump King. Blame Brungo.

Does anyone else feel like every time you gotta make a phone call it's catastrophic at worst and surviving intense awkwardness at best?

man I could really go for some foot noodles right now

I still find it wild that they appeared when they did in #VoidStranger Well said, stranger... Maybe one day I'll get to learn a bit more about that.

The Steam Next Fest demo for WITHERING REALMS is live! Join Clover and her doll as they explore the occult frontier. Encounter horrible creatures, slot new tools into the doll's missing right arm, and defeat the first two bosses. Get the demo: store.steampowered.com/app/3441990/...

The true reason for the garbage disposal.

Grab Skully, crush Database, these things just happen I guess.

Everything I see or read, including the DSM-5 really suggests I'm autistic. Already been diagnosed with ADHD and I feel like I've mostly just been heel dragging on getting the remaining diagnosis. Even the stuff that's like "you may not be autistic if..." points me in that direction.

I had a headache from like 5-6pm until maybe 30 minutes ago. I gotta stop doing weekends like this.

there are not words available to appropriately reflect the vastness of my hatred of the state of things

Took apart and cleaned up one small fan that rattled and one larger fan that was clunky and getting jammed up and both are functioning about as well as when I bought 'em in 2010 and 2015, possibly better. Something about fixing physical objects feels real good.

the DOG NIGHTMARE Heraldry designer minigame is online and free for everyone : ) #Art #gamedev #indiegames #vesna #fantasy #medieval

I enjoy the Gauntlet music in Star of Providence way too much, and the clapping and sound cue upon completing a room pets my brain like a big dumb dog.

Some people were looking at me like an alien a while back like "what's an everquest?". It's real. Also the pizza thing.

For those who know - I still have the Medium wallet.

Motion Twin's quite a solid choice for doing a new Castlevania game.

I think the headphone-out on my mixer may have died (at least the right ear) at the end of my stream. I can still just use the control-room-out for now - but I'd like to see if maybe I can just clean out some corrosion if possible. Have at least 1 spare mixer if it comes down to it...

I wanted to stream tonight but the only eye appointment I could get was either tomorrow morning or the 19th, and I'd better get on this shit before I risk my right eye going blind (blepharitis is stupid and even sounds stupid).

In a fit of insanity I've rearranged my desk and streaming setup. It's pretty much done now minus swapping a couple cables that'll arrive tomorrow. Realized how claustrophobic the prior setup was, and it was overall a pretty bad idea to just bolt _everything_ to the desk to roll around.

How could anyone resist that FACE!? "Stupid Dog" by AGO adds a new dog companion with a look that is... quite distinctive. →https://steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/filedetails/?id=3655963823

All I want in this fuck ass life is a motherfucking garage so I can woodwork and airbrush. I just want to build fucking furniture I can’t take it anymore

Oh my god, so many people are canceling Nitro that it's having issues processing it, cook 'em hard bois.

Have people decided what to replace Discord with yet?

Jacob Geller promoting chronic alcoholism.

Have the bots been around for a while? or is that pretty new to Bluesky? I guess having turned off all the non-followed-user feed stuff has insulated me a bit.

Actually, if anyone following me knows blender and wanted to get on a discord call for a bit to just point me to a few basic things, I'd even pay for that.

@echofar.bsky.social I can't remember - does Star of Providence have any additional DLC on top of it? - or is everything included atm?

Every while or so I try to get myself to commit to that blender donut tutorial but I don't know if the combined sum of all of the stamina I've ever had would be enough to survive a 4-hour video tutorial. I wonder if they have it written down somewhere.

My washing machine's spin cycle has made the transition from a muppet deflating sadly like a balloon to small rat excited to tell you about something. Suppose I'm gonna have to call maintenance soon.

I'm not sure strikes are going to be as helpful as directly targeting and disabling the ways rich people can comfortably ignore everyone's suffering instead of being directly dependent on everyone's comfort and success.

There’s an abyss in humanity that is so fundamentally stupid that I don’t feel like prying it open because it gives me psychic damage

Maybe a dumb question - is The Long Dark something that has a definite ending? or is it just an endless sandbox?

Ferbruary #oldknees

This weather... I am now the dry. The crackly dust monster. Please send moist...

“If Musk was in the files, why did he call out Trump for being in there too?” I don’t know if you know Musk’s plan to pay someone to make a hardcore character in Path of Exile 2 and fool people interested in that specific game, or his 3-shield Elden Ring build, but he makes BAD decisions

As the US becomes more authoritarian by the minute, I'd recommend grabbing resources like the Simple Sabotage Field Manual while they're still available. www.gutenberg.org/ebooks/26184

bro I'm excited did you know a new monster hunter came out

January 27 1998, Fighter's Destiny debuted on the N64 in the Americas! Many publications talked about the game positively, with @ign.com saying it was "the most original fighting game in years" and @gamespot.com with "Fighters Destiny stands alone as the best N64 fighter on the market"