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[ . . . oh ! he remembered this part ! she remembered this part quite fondly , actually . it was hard to forget . ] whoa-oh-oh-oh . . . sweet child o' mine . . . ( ♪ ) [ he sung gently , as if he were trying to recall every lyric in his mind . holding her father's hands and dancing . ]

[ she flinched at the unexpected , yet gentle touch . . . but instead of backing away , she stared . letting her father gently hold her broken face . ] . . . [ she was devastated . she couldn't remember the lyrics , only the instrumental . she wanted to sing along so bad . . . humming . . ]

ah ! i remember now . again , my apologies . my memory is quite fogged after all this time . but yes , i do remember . . . . even now , i'm your sweet child ? even after what has become of me ? [ she was anxious over the answer , her tone remaining soft . . . though a tad bit shaky . ]

what song is that again ? it sounds familiar . apologies , it's been a while . [ raising a finger up to her own chin , tapping it . you can't fault her for not remembering . she's been here for quite some time , as she said . ] but , i understand . i suppose .

i write the lyrics myself , father . admittedly , i do tend to forget some of them . . . . . . i assume it's the graphicness of them that you have a distaste for , correct ? [ dropping her claws , looking down at 7n7 . well , talk about a sudden mood change ! ]

you don't like my songs either ? i work hard on those , father ! sigh . . . you never fail to upset me , father . . . oh . . . pretend i'm crying . . . uuuhuhu . . . [ covering her eyes . . . looking away . geez , she's so dramatic . some things never change . ]

. . . scary ? :[ you think i'm scary ? :,[ i can't help it , father . . . .

father pisses me off sometimes . trying to give him a hug because i genuinely miss him and then he gets me with his clone like Ok. Damn. You're getting the walkspeed override then

that is fair from your perspective . you do not share the same history as me and father , so you see him the same as everyone else . . . . i wonder though . what makes them partake in such foolishness ? don't they know what awaits them here on our side ?

[ with the other lowering themselves , c00lkidd decided to lower her guard aswell . sitting down against sixer , exhaling a tiny huff . ] . . . i appreciate your willingness to listen to me , even with how cold i may appear now . sometimes , being aware hurts . but i'd argue it's better than +

that "hacker" is my father . i'd much prefer a pathetic man with nothing more to his name than a robloxian who is just as pathetic although armed with weaponry . . . . i dislike being shot in the face .

. . . [ her face grimaced . he does not like to be reminded of how he used to be . ] i'm sorry . my eyes are opened . you don't look like a "puppy" any longer .

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do not refer to me with such a title . that does not apply to me any longer . if you wish to play with him , do that /during/ the rounds . don’t bring them into our safe space .

wait what . why is that guy coming over here . i don’t WANT him here GET HIM AWAY . PUT HIM BACK .

. . . 😶

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there's something disturbing about recalling a warm memory and feeling utterly cold.

life doesn't care how young you are. it forces you to grow up anyway.

all this anger was once love.

bones-a-breaking aren't enough , don't give me my . . . uh . hm . . . . . . shit , what was that one lyric again ?

[ eerie humming . ]

just got scared of myself 💔

[ staring at her wrist . his gaze focused on the hint of blade sticking out of the hand . . . . regrets . ]

what ? no they don't , they're perfect

. . . thanks . 😊

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oh . . . !

good , because i don't see my feelings changing anytime soon ! hmhm !

i hate every single one of you by the way . just in case you didn't know

disgusting .

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[ everything went silent after that . nothing but the gentle wind of the realm breezed by them . the silence was deafening , as if he were being judged by the monster before him . then , kidd began to kneel down . dropping her sickle which burned the grass it touched , then -- he slowly +

. . . . i wish i could say "i love you too" with my whole heart , like how i was able to back then . it was so easy . when i was young , i saw you as my hero . someone i wanted to grow up to be . but now , with my eyes opened . . . i can only say that statement half-heartedly . [ despite +

[ staring down at him , his face grimaced . expression hinting disgust . ] you apologize , but even now you can't even bother to look at me dead in the eyes . do you mean what you truly say , or are you 𝐚𝐟𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐝 , father ? face me , father . look at me . [ he snarled . absolutely pitiful . ]

take responsibility .

a normal life . one without being trapped in a never-ending cycle . one without eternal solitude . what we had before . . . before it all came crashing down . it was a fate that could've been prevented by you . but you failed . you failed me , and you failed yourself .

you mourn too , father . i sense regret from your gaze . tell me . . . is that true ? do we dream the same dream ?

nothing changes . everything here feels the same . loop , after loop , after loop . it's a repeating cycle , one to which we all are trapped within . we all wish for a way out , but a lot of us are here for a reason , to atone . [ holding her hook-like blade within her claw , gaze cold . ]

. . . tell me , then . what future do you see ? is it positively bright like the sun on a beautiful , blue day ? or is it bright like spreading flames that grow more and more , until nothing but ash remains ? perhaps i've drawn a blind eye , but i lack hope . nothing for the future .

as i've become aware , i have also grown to be sick at the sight of you . but yet , i can't help but feel sad . i mourn what our lives could have been like if you had actually cared . but you didn't . you only started caring once i went out of your sight .

yes . though i do not see a way up for you from your current position . you're just like everyone else here . filthy trash that runs from their inevitable demise . that's all i can see you as .

you all sicken me , every single one of you . filth . filth . that's what you are . you all are filth .

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