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Trickle - Homunculus【MV】 I'm lower than the dirt... Homunculus / Trickle【3rd Original Song】 Listen on Spotify | https://tinyurl.com/TrickleYT While Homunculus is part of my multimedia series: Ghost Town, I wrote this song to be something special for everyone. What does Homunculus mean for you? *Credits* Music/Lyrics/Vocals: Me ‣ Music/Arrangement/Composition: @tikaal X | @tikaal_coto See how Tikaal made the music: |https://youtu.be/H33UzVApkgc ‣ MV: @Venz228 X | @venz228 Inst: https://tinyurl.com/TrickleInst *Follow Trickle* X | https://twitter.com/trickleYT TikTok | https://www.tiktok.com/@trickleyt IG | https://www.instagram.com/trickle_yt Discord | Trickle's Discord Server | https://discord.gg/TFbp6CymW9 *Support Trickle* Merch | https://trickle-shop.fourthwall.com/ Patreon | https://patreon.com/TrickleYT subscribe or i'll eat you ヽ(`⌒´メ)ノ #Trickle #Homunculus #JPop #anime #vocaloid #animemusicvideo #projectghosttown #utaite #youtaite I'm a Christian who wants to glorify the God who loves me in all that I do! So if you're interested in learning about the Bible, feel free to check out this link ^^ https://tinyurl.com/TrickleGospel ‣ Characters: Limon, Mudd, & Muddon -https://twitter.com/venz228/status/1573708873969475584 *Lyrics* I realized in my last life That I hate the light So I keep running And running I'm trying to hide From everything that's inside This heart that I've tried To erase and wash away all the shame Scared to death of what's within There's bleeding kind of beating, deep beneath the skin Feel it rattle, ravage, all my sin Hear it scream behind my chest again No alchemy can give me what I wish I could be So I'll try a different body Just a dash of this and that A touch of blood and add some mud My wishes, fears, and painful tears I wonder when I'll have enough No form of love can give me what I wish I could be I pray just change me I'm broken, torn, and tattered I'll never be full again I'll close my eyes and shatter My heart, rebuild from the start Disgusting Even if I somehow find a way to feel alive, I Realized in my last life That I hate the light So I keep running And running I'm trying to hide From everything that's inside This heart that I've tried To erase and wash away all the shame To erase and wash away all the shame Stuck in the mud in my mind, if I clean up, I swear that I'd shine I am confined to what is inside Eating away at the thoughts that I'm trying to hide And I'm sick of all this wondering if I even deserve to live I think it's best I rip these feeling out with the rest of it The breath of life was my demise I'm cursed until the day I die Perhaps a better set of eyes Will blind me from this sin of mine I've been forsaken, I'm breaking, can take it again So take from me my mind and let me be I'm lower than the dirt A worthless Homunculus Sick of this Even if I somehow find a way to feel alive, I Realized in my last life That I hate the light So I keep running And running I'm trying to hide From everything that's inside This heart that I've tried To erase and wash away all the shame To erase and wash away all the shame Toil all day, till this rotten clay Water and blood just aren't enough To fill my heart up Over and over I try to reshape Crying in shame as I take the pain out Maybe that can change me That can save me I'm broken, torn, and tattered I'll never be full again I'll close my eyes and shatter My heart, rebuild from the start Disgusting Even if I somehow find a way to feel alive, I Realized in my last life That I hate the light So I keep running And running I'm trying to hide So maybe in my next life I'll finally find Find a way to wash away all the shame To erase and wash away all the shame https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=KVJtNxVoocQ