I wish I didn’t fuck up everything.

The urge to disappear is growing stronger.

I still hope I can be redeemed.

I love depression, yay

I'm sorry to everybody.

I hope someday, I can prove myself a better person and find some kind of redemption for my sins.

Wishing I can take back every bad thing I did.

Man this depression thing sucks, would not recommend

Kakapo griffin 💚🦜 Colored Sketch for @tillette.bsky.social #furryart #commission

Feeling sick today which sucks, hoping I get better soon

Not me waking up in the middle of the night feeling a lot of mental pain and anguish

I miss him

Oh yeah, appreciate a dragon day is today

With great power, comes great WHALE-sponsibilities, and Lenny’s here to show that for you all with his titan-sized arms! 💪🐋💙 Cømm done by @penbeetle.bsky.social 💕

Got the balloons!

Birthday's tomorrow, should be something

Feels silly missing and yearning for someone who clearly doesn't do that for me anymore.

You can really feel when someone is erasing you from their lives. Hurts more when you watch it in real time.

Thinking about how I ruined everything a year ago today. They probably all moved on from me while I'm still here reveling in what I did forever. At least I have meds and therapy. Hoping not to end up in the psych ward again like before.

Today marks a full year since I lost my old friends, and the beginning of my problems

Suppose they were going to leave eventually, the whole time I was just prolonging the inevitable.

I hate they’re gone forever

“Taking space” is another way of cutting ties without explicitly saying goodbye.

I got a speeding ticket trying to get food tonight. I have to pay $164 I don't have. I have no job, and no way to afford this. I hate begging for money, but please any amount helps. DM me for my details related to payment.

lost him as a lover lost him as a potential friend lost him for good losing bits of myself each day

I forget how tired I get after I breakdown and cry. Fell asleep for a few hours and my body is absolutely spent

lost him for good no reason to improve rotting alone

I’M 24 NOW 🦎🧁🐊 It’s been a long time comin’, but I’ve finally given myself a brand new ref sheet! Nothin’ fancy.

Happy new year!

Happy New Year's Eve guys, I hope 2026 will be better for all of us

What I lost: The man I loved My old friends Close friends Family members Car Mental health Now I'm in even more debt. Please, I implore you can you give me some reasons why I shouldn't just end it already.

Got into an accident, as if my life couldn’t get any fucking worse

Jingle bells 🦌🎶 Clothless version on patreon✨

Commission for Buky Color Sketch. Thank you so much!

I wish I can wish him a merry christmas, wish I get to spend it with him too.

So I made a deal a while back that if SpaceGodzilla got into supernova, then I'd draw my Fangoji kissing him. Well, here it is. Lol. I also figured I'd make it Christmas themed too. Although Space G. seems to be doing all the kissing... oh well~ #Godzilla #GodzillaXKongSupernova

Merry Christmas Eve!

Saw him in another server, left because I figured he didn't need me to intrude his space.

The SI thoughts are strong today, but at least my dad's birthday was a success. Happy birthday, dad. I love you.

Seeing him distance himself from everything related to me, and here I am trying not to blow my fucking brains out.

Objective for 2026: Survive

This year has felt like one long challenge on how to keep myself alive when I feel so close to giving up more than once.

2025 has been such a horrible year for me that I don't have the strength to say that 2026 will be my year anymore. If I'm honest, hard to see myself in it. I'll try though, I know that there are people that want me to be in that year and beyond.

Hard to not look back at the past when it's all you really know. The present sucks and the future is uncertain as is.

The new Expedition 33 content is so much fun. The soundtrack in particular is definitely getting added to my playlist, haha.

Hunter, let's make more bubbles together~ I have been working on this Mitzu for a long time. It will be available as a standee and as a print at the next SAFE convention. Along with more merch.

Seeing the Clair Obscur: Expedition 33 sweep at the Game Awards tonight is definitely one of the best things to happen during the shittiest period of my life. For those who come after!

Seeing the Clair Obscur: Expedition 33 sweep at the Game Awards tonight is definitely one of the best things to happen during the shittiest period of my life. For those who come after!

Happy 5k followers on twitter to someone once close to me.

jolly icon for @snippet-ryan.bsky.social! (gift from @fireblaze6533.bsky.social)