Ridiculous SamLeigh idea I had to get out of my head #freakoutside

I officially own more of this shit than I reasonably should, but the smell and appearance of this one in particular honestly feels *obscene* to me. I want to drink it SO bad. This might be the closest I'd get to considering a 'default' form for Glitter (what it reverts to as a 'comfort' form).

i coughed @wizards.love

[ 2.1 Spoilers, don't repost ] Guys... hear me out...

Feeling like crap about all sorts of stuff, so venting by drawing some half-naked cuddling because ghhhhhhhh #freakoutside

Rereading my Ellipsus docs makes me wince a bit in vicarious embarrassment for my own behavior only a couple months ago, but at least I can unlink/relink them whenever without deleting them entirely. The art gets to stick around even if *I* can't look at it right now without reeling, sdkfjlskdfjslk

This residual 2.15 bug gives me horrible thoughts, but seeing as I am still hanging in the air on the 'disgust' side of the horny pendulum, I can't really form coherent thoughts about it aside from... well... ... come on, I'm predictable.

WHO ASKED FRANKIE ABOUT IF SHADOW x SAM IS SELFCEST, HE BROUGHT IT UP ON STRREEEAAAMMMMM

Just thinking about my art here now is giving me such intense embarrassment to the point of almost feeling nauseous, but I still get notes trickling in for older ones (which doesn't really happen on my Bsky main), so it's like... people like it!! That's good, right??? Brain, WHY are you LIKE this!!?

Had a very busy weekend but I was able to finish another #kinktober piece. Today's roll: Lonely A little something for the Spine fans~ #freakoutside

Watching Sus's playthrough from the beginning, and despite never meeting Spine properly, he got a lot of uncommon things completely blind, like the Ba//by Tee//th and Rat Ki//ng game overs... ...But he interpreted the Rat Ki//ng game over as "That fuckin' thing impregnated me, dude!!!!" I'm dying.

FUCKING LMAO

I notice a lot of Hellen interpretations have a significant amount of superficial trait overlap with Leigh. Instead of questioning it, it inspired me to air out an... alternative take that's been stewing around in my head. For consideration. (Theme reasoning in ALT) #freakoutside

....oh no i recognize that username in my notes oh no i kn(o/e)w that user irl oh nooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Popping in and out to check notifs but not really browsing (only if I see something on the very top of my feed), but figured I'd take a moment to plop some fun friendly slime refs for the egg freaks tee hee (I'm one of you, technically, why the hell you think I *own* this)

Welp, I've officially been deeply infected by T̸̬̭̯̘̟̥̞͈͇͔̃̇̕̕h̴̨̨̥̠̩̯͚̤̙͖̤́̓͑̓͑e̷͚̠̺͓̙̋̓̏̓͒̌̕͘͜ ̷͙̖̟̙͉͎͈̗̓͛͛̚Ḓ̴̛̠͛͛̆͐̄̋̌̏̈́͝͝ͅi̶͐̎͜s̶̨̧͔͔͙͚̣͎̱̟͓̽͒̀̀̕͜g̷̭̝̳̺̮͛͆́̈̒̈́̓u̵̲͕̲͚͔̲͕̮͉͂͊͐̐͌͌̆͑͆̀̀̚s̷̡̨̙͎͈̫̣̤̐̓̑͛͗̉͘ṱ̶̡̢͇̫̟̘̻̝̤́́̀͂͜͝ (In general, not related to any particular work or person, dw) I'm just gonna have to take some time off from this sector for a bit while my brain sorts itself out. Hopefully the place isn't on fire when I get back, lmao. I like it here.

Only *slightly* mortified that certain very vague character name searches without the game name - while vague enough to hit more non-relevant posts than relevant ones - will still output my sfw acct's art of them RIGHT NEXT to this acct's art. Never escaping the freak allegations. Ever.

Body temperature soda.... LMAO.

I also got this one, which I'm just turning the sound off for (sound is not the focus). Can't do it outside because its most interesting quality requires a strong directional light rather than ambient; sadly, my only light of such kind is LED, and therefore bands.

A bit better, haha. Lowkey obsessed with frogspawn slime, though sad that the high inclusion ratio makes this type dry out quickly. Posting here instead of Main because You Know, but also I have a couple Bsky moots who are genuinely super Icked by slime, so I'd rather not butt heads.

You got it! I thought the Masked Shadow would be a fun option for this #freakoutside

The introduction of "Saves" is so funny because the "Save" metric now feels more 'valuable' than Likes or Reposts (but still not as valuable as Replies). But the funniest part is that old SFW art from before Saves were introduced don't have people going back to Save them... but NSFW pics DO, LMAO.

why doesnt the uhhh ..oh.... oh my.. (i gave up) #freakoutside

Feeling suddenly very embarrassed by my writing, so Gratitude is set to Private for now (benefit of not AO3ing it) Only mentioning it here because I'm leaving up the original post linking to it, since it had some great comments that I cherish, but it's not doing itself any favors on a re-read, lol

I wish that The Disgust didn't hit me so quickly because I had one more pic idea in the hopper (continuing the last one), but now I can't bring myself to draw it. Feeling the RSD creeping in (where my brain hates me and tries to convince me everyone else does too, even though I know that's not true)

*sighs wistfully, watching the popular ship fans excitedly hold a big ol' potluck banquet with one another, occasionally sneaking scraps from the buffet before curling up under a corner table in the back of the room, eating the last of her own long-cooled slop from a microwave-warped plastic bowl*

Special Delivery #freakoutside (bodysuit by vexclothing.com)

! New Pin ! Hard NOs at anything with minors/incest/zoo Heavy distaste/ick for bodily waste RL photos/videos muted On shaky terms with CNC/dubcon/Situations, but the line for noncon is very blurry. The more 'real' it is, the harder the Nope. Difficult to explain; blocking if the vibes are bad

Seeing more and more blocked posts showing up while browsing, with the whole censorship debacle, and I hafta pull my main to see what's being said. I'm not blocking them, and they're not (directly) blocking me, but it seems it's from me being on one list that blocks people with "proship DNI" in bio.

Ok, brain is doing the cartwheels hard. Turned over from "had fun" to "disgusted, can't even look at it" for the last pic within 24 hours of making it. Happens a lot, not usually that quickly. Thankfully, seeing other people like it is a strong impetus to not tear it down and throw it away.

Not me NEARLY saying "that bottom growth is insane" live in stream chat regarding Beryl's Cursed form (because only one head has all the clothes, and a majority of the GIGANTIC monster design comes out the bottom of the skirt).

Sure, you've gotten used to getting pretty freaky. You think you've toughened up. But... it's okay to turn down a challenge from Leigh... especially if she seems THAT confident about it... ...Oops. [ terato / restraint / knismo / overstim / humiliation / ... ...tongue fisting..? 🤔 ] #freakoutside

That does make me wanna do some kinda kinky tongue-hand knismo stuff with Leigh, lmaooo

Leigh/Sam has been growing on me, I like the idea of them needling at each other #freakoutside [mild body horror, teasing, restraint, spanking]

I wish I was joking when I wrote "Plus there may be people who really don’t want to see it but might click anyway just for an excuse to be upset (because people on the internet really Do Be Like That)" on a Tumblr post referencing the existence of this account, but that's what Bsky is turning into..

The whole 'consent' argument when it comes to censorship is so stupid and threatening, because it gives too much power to the person pulling the trigger "Ew, I don't like this kink. I wouldn't consent to this. Therefore, nobody would. Goodbye, content I disagree with! Goodbye, people who like it!!"

Me, looking closely at the code shown on stream for the different 'unique' chatters and noticing one of the 'pervs' has a religious-themed name and remarks: Me: Me: That better not be a jab at me.

Ok, I originally sketched this right at the end of my last horny bender, but right as I fell out of it I started feeling a bit ehhh about the implied cnc of the bondage/pleading aspect of the situation... but people seem to like mean Ly//le, so I figured I'd just toss it up, incomplete and untagged.

Huge news for Dan fans on devstream today (techncially from yesterday, but Frankie - after joking about pulling an allnighter to make it happen - pulled an actual allnighter coding in the thing we talked about on stream yesterday, and it's AMAZING).

Oh, hey, I reached 100 followers on the horny alt, LMAO Thank you all for <s>enabling me</s> coming (ha) along for the ride (snrk). It's been a real trip so far for sure, LOL

Ahhhh, hell, let's just be a little silly. A bit goofy. Wanted to play with soft colors and figure out a way to draw a soft cloud creme texture with my line style. Feels a little cringe to keep using Sam for these Glitter pics, but that's just the self-indulgent shits 'n giggles talking. Pthhhbbbt.

My biggest sadness with slimes is rainbow/colorful ones eventually blending into neutral tones. Glitter regenerates its gradients if it wants to, purely in a "making OCs that break laws of physics as Cope for real-life disappointments" way.

... Noticed sudden, live movement on my profile numbers... checked Following... only following 16 people (I like to keep a tight feed), but the number says I'm following 17... check Clear//sky... not being Blocked By anyone that I followed... Feel like I'm going crazy, LMAO.

Seeing the heartwarming comments on the heartwarming comic from people who definitely 100% know THIS blog exists cracks me up in the BEST possible way.

People getting overly negative abt stuff around here kills the 'have fun drawing smut and being weird together' vibe. Feels less like a 'hang out' type place and more a 'ok i'll drop in here when i'm horny to post my weird shit' because keeping up with the personal posts just makes me depressed, lol

brooo if I'm looking up a slime ASMR vid, I'm looking for the SLIME noises, not "lady taps the jar with her nails and whispers into the mic for several minutes before opening the slime" do you even know your audience go the fuck away

The joy that is drawing my very specific and unusual intersection of niche interests that do not normally overlap, causing a few people on either side of those fences to start peeking over curiously and realizing maybe it's not so bad, gehheheheh...

more of @notsovacant33.bsky.social 's Glitter! I love slime a completely normal and healthy amount.

I do feel like the preview thumbnails in the Notifications tab really should be blurred if they're labeled adult, haha. I wanna check my Notes while waiting in line for stuff and am afraid someone in Public will see that shit over my shoulder (I'm short!!)!!!

I think this round of horny finally wore off because whew. Idk why it was THAT strong compared to the last round. I almost feel bad, even if I shouldn't...