My day. . .

When you post on reddit and every single post you make gets instantly downvoted by one guy who's stalking your account because you're a trans abdl. Like wtf?

I see all the memes about people who want transgirl girlfriends who they can just scoop up and are touched starved and they want to spoil them with affection and all that, and i'm like, "Here I am" And no one gives a fuck :_:

bleh, I feel all sick today ugh

I did an expressive art. How it feels to be mtf trans sometimes. . . (Spoilered/sensitive because even tho its just symbols there's an implied darker undertone) Birth name also blurred.

I wish I was brave enough to go to an ab/dl meetup and meet people.

I'm devastated Diane Keaton died, she's like one of my number one all time favorite actresses.

I'm going to call people "Dick Pick Donald" now, (No its not in relation to orange man) It just flows and starts with a D, like all of the people in my fetlife inbox with dicks for pfp's. . . -_-

I haven't given a shit about EA since they killed off Sim City in 2010 with that abysmal unfinished pos. And I haven't purchased anything from them since then either, why should I care now if they're getting bought? Like, it's either status quo or improvement,cant get worse.

🎼Where were you When everything was falling apart? Where all my days Were spent by a telephone That never rang And all I needed was a call That never came To the corner of First and Amistad?🎵

🎼Sleep till the sun's down, another breakdown Feels like the days are all the same New type of anxious, school never taught this And what the fuck are taxes anyway?🎶

I find hte Tylonal thing funny as hell, as someone who gets upset stomachs from the other stuff, but also have bad teeth due to anxiety triggers and my autism, and also can't swallow pills because of the same reasons, I take A LOT of liquid adult tylonal. I guess im just gonna be more autistic then?

Real shit, if aliens invade, I'm just gonna be like "Well shit what you wanna know? Ya'll all powerful n shit, give me a replicator and let me be a little for the rest of my life and yeah I'll sell out the human race.

I wish I knew how to be more social in the #abdl community.

Legitimate Dom/mommy/caretakers for a trans abdl/little who are interested in an *actual long term romantic relationship* don't exist, this is the conclusion I've drawn. Prove me wrong. You can't.

What's the point if no one even cares? You try and try and it's always the same. Pushed deeper and deeper into depression.

8.1 Billion people and still can't find anyone to love. Fucking typical.

Within 4 hours of posting a similar thing on fetlife, I got a friend request from a "Professional Mommydom" who was "Available for a session" Fuck off, preying on peoples insecurities.

Yeah, I think I'm done with trying to date, After almost 12 years of it, I've met no one who's stuck, I've been stalked, harassed, abused, insulted, and for what? No one has stuck. I'm unlovable in a romantic way I guess. Thanks for nothing internet. . .

I'm going to break my own rule here and take time to address what's happened recently, because I feel strongly about it.

New @lilcomforts.bsky.social Lacy Love diapers are adorable!

Man, Civ 5 had the best OST, Baba Yetu slaps harder than it has any right to and I'm mad that later DLC's and Civ games didn't have it. Especially in the beginning with a long load time, you and yer friends on voice singing it badly because you don't know Swahili. Good times.

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Those credit cards that are like "Pay us $500 and we'll give you a $500 line of credit that also costs $90 a year" My guy, that's just a debit card with extra steps and costs. That shits a scam.

Radical Political Opinion: Pullups are just diapers for big kids. And you can't change my mind.

I should post more diaper selfies when I get more diapers

Some wholesome Trek content to start the week right #startrek #tng #voyager #ds9

I'm worried about a friend because of something I learned but I don't know how to approach asking if they're okay because I don't know if they know the thing I learned or not. What do I do????

I hate digging into my stash of discontinued diapers but. . . my main stash is low af, I have all of $6 and I felt like wearing something cute so. . . Plastic Cushies it is!

School started again for the local schools and I'm still insanely jealous that I don't get to go and have naptime and playtime and snack time and learn my colors and letters! *hmphs in sadness* Why don't I get to go to kindergarten!?

It would be nice to start over again Before we were men I'd give, I'd bend Let's play pretend

Once in a while, I act like a child To feel like a kid again It gets like a prison In the body I'm living in 'Cause everyone's watching and quick to start talking I'm losing my innocence Wish I were a little girl Without the weight of the world

🎼Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go So make the best of this test, and don't ask why It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time🎶

Saw this, yeah. This is about right.

I mean, I don't identify with either political party because they're both wrong, but I feel like being literally diagnosed with autism gives me a pass to use this word. . . If it doesn't, rethink your double-standard Karen.

This was a good day. . . (labeled suggestive because of the items in the image) Lol.

Oh here's a good pic, not from fetlife but from Twitter, from a time my bank fucked up. . .lol This got resolved same day but what a thing to wake up to am I right?

A blast from the past in 2019. Ah to be 23(? I think I mathed right?) Again! Back before the company that made these (Afaik) was all controversial.

A bunch of my stuffies!

A super adorable littlespace outfit >.<

Some diaper upskirts. . . Figured I'd start uploading some images that I had put on fetlife that don't exist on my social media lol #abdl #diaper

Man I could really do with the government not docking my check each month by $100. . . BECAUSE OF THEIR OWN MISTAKE. But "HURDUR FILL OUT THE FORM AND WE'LL WAIVE IT, BUT WE GOTTA PROCESS IT" Spoilers: They take so long to process that you lose a shitload of money and never get it back.

Oh boy, time for some more venting and rambling. Been seeing some people online lately say that going after the "bad" fetish content is a good thing actually because they find it icky, so I gotta scream about that for a bit.

Did I ever post these to here? Not sure. . . SO here ya go! #abdl #diapergirl #cute

LMAO, Despite being diagnosed with autism, among other learning and social disabilities, I got put on a blocklist for using the word "retarded" Idk I think my medical history qualifies me to be allowed to use that word, actually I'd say I'm in the only class of people who can. Fking Virtue signalers

AMA, I'd do a normal AMA but I can't be bothered, so drop a comment and AMA! Maybe (Most likely) I'll respond! I will lets be real lol.

I kinda wanna be clicker trained ngl.

I feel inclined to apologize for my outbursts yesterday, I've been under a lot of pressure and extremely depressed, combined with medication changes following a mental breakdown from a different medication change. This isn't the content I want to provide and will endeavor to do better.

I try to do this every day to @blueearotter.bsky.social because they are the bestest otter

Am I a retard or something? At what point did i mention or allude to a findom/spoiling/sugar ad ANYWHERE in my post? #Fetlife