my husband threw one of my fave plushies across the room as a joke and i deadass burst into tears 🥲 he felt really bad and apologized a lot, idk why i reacted so intensely it just hurt my heart so bad 😔

i’ve got this awful taste in the back of my throat…tastes like the flu 🤒 been really tired the past few days too, i BETTER not be getting sick again 😭

christ i haven’t had a terrys chocolate orange yet WTF is it even december rn???

someone just asked me if my husband will let me keep working when we have kids…my brother in christ you are making SO MANY ASSUMPTIONS in a single question 😵‍💫😵‍💫

If u r considering recovery never feel bad abt blocking me U deserve to be happy , and i kno my content is NOT healthy for ppl recovering so pls take care of urself first

sweet briar seriously gives the best hugs 🫂

had a really hard therapy session, dug into childhood trauma 🥲 so i’m clinging to my plushie and sipping coffee and letting myself float in a gentler headspace for the rest of the day

today has been so frustrating already why tf did i eat 3/5 of my cals in keebler elf cookies in like 5min 😅 like why was that a decision i made

i’m overcaffinated but in a nice way for once lol, it’s always a toss up!

woah i’m 15lbs under the low end of ideal 🥹 this just made my day!! i wanna be much lower than ideal tho so i gotta keep going 🏃‍♀️

almost wrecked my car taking a picture of a silly license plate and honestly?? worth it

hungry but i’d rather eat paint chips and glass than food rn, so just gunna mope instead 😒

my hair got caught in a laundry basket and it damn near ripped outta my head 🫩 bout ready to chop it all off atp

going to see zootopia 2!! 🦊💖🐰 imma have some junior mints i fckin love junior mints

i ate an entire 400cal crunch bar for breakfast and honestly i’m okay with it bc i only ate a 180cal protein bar and a piece of sushi yesterday. balance 🙂‍↕️

we ordered in sushi and it was fucking disgusting 👎 i hate food

i’m craving a new tattoo really bad 👀

i ate a protein bar, wish i didn’t lol. at least it was free 🤷‍♀️

does anyone else go through phases where all food tastes like actual mud??? like i’m dreading dinner and it’s 10am wtf 😭😭 i have no idea what to make but i just know im gunna hate it no matter what everything sounds horrid

had to take my dog to the emergency vet 🥲 she ripped her paw open, and of course my husband is traveling atm so i had to handle her all by myself so i got bit really bad while trying to take care of her. i’m super shaken up

buying concert tickets months in advance is a form of slewerslide prevention 🙂‍↕️☝️

i want a partial fursuit SO BAD 😭 one day i will get my claws on one i s2g

THIS IS YOUR REMINDER FROM SHADOW THE .MOTHERFUCKING HEDGEHOG

sorry i’ve been MIA thanksgiving was CRAZY (mostly good!!) and my brother-in-law gifted me a crazy cool gaming pc and i’ve been playing w0lfquest almost non-stop since 😂

the plate!! 😁 i didn’t eat the turkey obvi (i thought about trying it but, not this year ig)

happy thanksgiving mooties!!! 🍁🥧🙌🍛🥰 i better see plates on the tl, i’ll be sure to post mine!! 😁

i haven’t slept in like 2 days bc my husband is sick and it’s making him snore i lowkey hope this makes my depression turn into mania, i miss being a lil manic

just got diagnosed with “severe visceral hypersensitivity” at the gastroenterologist. apparently associated with early life trauma. too bad i can’t REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENED. the treatment is all the shit im already doing - crazy pills and therapy. im so frustrated.

randomly feeling like a terrible person 😣 ugh. why is guilt eating me alive today for something i didn’t even do

having good coworkers is such a blessing man, they really made my morning 🥹🤍

idk why i have this pit in my stomach, like something bad is gunna happen :( not even necessarily to me just like…a bad feeling, idk how to explain it.

i eat like a 80 y/o woman with my prunes for breakfast and kimchi for dinner 😅

i wish my heart would stop.

what’s y’all’s favorite kind of apple?? mine is macintosh i love those tart mfs 🍎💕

b!nged then p^rged then flushed then b!nged again bc my husband was being horrible to me at 6am. what a horrible fucking morning.

im hosting thanksgiving this year and im honestly so excited, i LOVE to cook and im doing all of the cooking!!!! 🥰🥰🥰 i unfortunately have to cook a turkey and ham (husband and husband’s fam demands it), but otherwise everything is going to be vegan 😁

im wearing my leggings backwards somehow and my hair looks like a fckin rats nest AND my period is gunna start any day now so im breaking out like crazy 😓 happy thursday ig

i have to do huge grocery shopping after a super stressful day…sometimes i rly love grocery shopping but im just not feeling it rn 🥲 especially bc i have to go to c0s+co, it’s always such a mad house

you don’t have to die to become a ghost 👻

i burnt my soy curls bc i was distracted playing pokémon ☹️ probably a sign i shouldn’t eat tbh

i finally made it out of that damn appointment GOD that was miserable, i better get some answers 😭😭

oh cool just found i’ll have drank 500cals total by the end of this of basically pure sugar 🙃 literally KILL ME this is LTERAL TORTURE

doing my breath test and apparently i have to be here for 8HRS?!?!?!? this is actual torture wtf. also i threw up 5min after drinking the first solution 🥲

my go-to drunk food/hang over food is black bean burritos, i make some BOMB black bean burritos 🤤

im going line dancing tonight 💃🤠

guys pls go follow @g1orexia.bsky.social before I get nuked again😭and if someone is doing this on purpose pls just block me or something I just wanna be able to vent abt shit I cant tell anyone else😞

boof i b/p’d some chocolate cake and idk why it was like, super violent?? felt like i was gunna pass out, im still shaking lowkey, feeling a little better but damn. it wasn’t even that big of a binge it was like a slightly larger than normal piece of cake

it’s funny how as soon as i start holding my husband accountable for his actions, his TRUE colors start to show. just funny.

my bangs are too long and it’s driving me CRAZY but im scared to cut them after messing them up so bad last time 😅

the cup of it i ate last night rly did set my stomach right this morning tho 😅 gods bless fermented cabbage fr