Was going to talk about how small things can reopen emotional wounds and some sort. I just both care enough to mention it and not enough anymore to bother with it. Such is the constant of my emotional state. Have a image set instead. #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

One thing to know about me: If I just wake up, my usual filter doesn't exist Dream Me certainly didn't appreciate Karija trying to give obvious advice. I don't need to wake up and doze lightly to the obvious. He should of realized that. Lousy day. #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

Usually, I'll never do IRL stuff, but since this was from the FFXIV cookbook I decided to show what I made today. Deep Fried Okeanis I made some carrots with it so that to add some colour Now I do the whole eating of the food. Ciao! #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

Roleplay in FFXIV annoys me a bit. As male Lalafell, I'm already at a disadvantage by my race, but that's not what bothers me. People will literally start of RP, Say they want to continue later and then never come back to you. Ugh.. gives me conniptions. #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

I'm going to update some of the glams and if there was a fun way to do it. I mean I've made enough glams in this place alone. While I will post new glams when I do. If you want to know what I use for some glam pieces for older stuff or have a theme idea. #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

I was going to open up to like collabs and stuff. And then my mind wanted to do a pose, but my mind kind wanted to be still like water not really thinking of anything. So Now I just float on the water while it rains. It's nice an quiet around here. #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

Being alone with yourself teaches you that you would do anything at that point. Just to cope and pass the time. Something to make you feel something at least. It's a lot of reading. Thankfully, any other convo is blocked by secrets (Lot of Alt text) #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

Went digging for these but I decided to show off the other characters I made I XIV because looking back at memory lane made me feel nostalgia. From left to right we have -Lyshtar Drischild -Rumen Lonestream -Amakusa Fujimori -Lathuya Shamra Small Alt text for each #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv

Look. I'm taking a day off after this post. I would ask the universe to give me my one week of peace and instead it gives me existential dread. Woo. (I would just say it's not any of you it's just real life makes me want to... I don't know, make a bargain at this point for myself) #lalafell

So I saw the Varient Dungeon pants on everyone these days. I decided to try them and only use the pants with another glam idea, but I think it worked so well. Eh. I don't how people will react to this, but here we are. Enjoy Karija dancing for you. #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

600 Posts! I wasn't sure if I was going to make it. I'll be honest. So... Thank you. It gives me a little hope that I can keep going. I feel like should give you all something? AMA? Collab? Specific picture (Within reason), Discord? Chat? (Alt) #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

Trying to discuss things with yourself is the hardest thing someone can do. You're constantly at odds in a blurry non-coherent place trying to ask the voices that either don't respect you or just want to move on from the topic People are better. #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

"Destination Vacation" Though a mountain wouldn't usually be someone's vacation spot. Karija wanted a change of pace that wasn't just a beach or a tropical paradise. He wanted a change in scenery so up high as he can be to just enjoy the wind and view. #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

While I have a different idea for @archivereliq.bsky.social Suggestion of "Memory Lane" later. I think this counts. A current picture of Karija vs. The first picture of Karija. He didn't change too much. But it's at the same spot. Those halcyon days... #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

I want to do like week's worth of pictures, but I'm not sure what the them of them will be. I would like to ask if there is anything in particular that you want to see. I would try and accommodate anything really. I just wanted to give back to you all. #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

The seems a different shade of purple these days. (I just wanted to use the filter) #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

Oh look a picture in my backlog before maintenance this works out perfectly. #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

Somehow stars are both beautiful and haunting. They usually always accompany the night sky making sure that it's not so empty. On the other hand, all of those star could be just ghosts in the sky. Time is a concept, but I still will enjoy the stars #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

One quiet Sunday as it seems to be the norm. I started watching things to pass the time. Then this scene happened and considering it's been the same amount of time for everything. I don't think I've cried at a show for a long time. but what can you do. #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

There was a point that if Karija current story didn't pan out that he would of been retro fitted to being a priest of the moon. In one way or another though. It's interesting to think about in the grand scheme of things. #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

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"Little Ladies day come around again huh? I guess I can go out for a little bit. It will probably a bit lonely though... Will you join me?" #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

Honestly, I'm sort of tired of being entirely bleh... So rather than post the rest like I wanted. I'll just end it off with this one and go back to Random Karija posting. and we end off with a para-phrased meme. That said what that thing is a secret. #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

(Yes, this was made with the other pictures in mind. A change of pace) Gold Saucer attendant finds you on the floor after a GATE. "Loyal customer, I'm sorry you fell to the ground. What can I do to make your stay even more comfortable? Anything at all?" #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

This gpose has a different kind of effort put into it. Being a empath is like being a needle felting ball. You put a needle and a pin and leave there until you need it again, but even they need to be replaced at on point. (Alt) #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

I have to state that this was the last one I made before I came back for real though despite that. This one came out really well. This one was based off a dream I had in my compromised state and it's pretty accurate to how it went down just with me instead. #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

Sorry it's a River post, Though River isn't exactly Karija, being basically my proxy. He sort of appears when I feel like it, but its like a way to also calm down. I do as I please. Enjoy a wall of text or not. I'm not going to force you. (Alt) #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

Just.... yeah this one sort of speaks for itself. Just wanted to post this before trying to sleep. Or stop myself from feeling any worse. One of the two. So does that make this post a positive. Eh... who knows. #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

Because of the event, My sleep has been awful. I have to deal with adding this to my schedule which rather than explain in the 300 character limit here. I'll just use the (alt) text to explain in detail. Just know that this has been happening every night. #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

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Not back by the way just want to do that before it was too late. I probably won't win but hey I thought it would be cool to at least try. See you

#FFXIVSweepstakes #GlamourItUpSweepstakes

I'm sorry it's hard for me to think right now of what content to give you properly. Thank you for the support but for right now I'm just going to take the week off from Bluesky posting. Can't make the things I want while I'm like this. I'll still "like" things here and there though. #lalafell

I would personally would like to ask a refund on my birthday wish last year. (Wished to be happy this year) Procced that these have been some of the most turbulent two first months I've ever had. I can blame the family mostly. Basically saying I won't amount to much does that to you. #lalafell

"Life is always subject to change its how you ride with that changing wave and adapt that defines a person. So if change is to happen it's just a natural part of the process" Have a Karija waking up from sleeping. #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

Funny story, I went to Balmung a bargain on the market board, but I accidently forgot to to remove the RP tag. So a Hyuran woman walks up gives me drugs, tries to offer her "services" and we just had a conversation about the state of Ul'dah. (Alt) #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

"Oh, did you come to relax at the hot springs too? I thought it would be a good idea to relax and let my body recuperate. If you want... You can join in and speak your problems. I don't mind. I can use the company." #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

Karija is dream gambling currently. #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

A silent continuation of one of the first few posts I did. #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

I don't think I could EVER do a talk to your younger self. 1. If I said how I am now. I fear that I might just Vanish from existence 2. I would basically try to stop a crying child as I tried to tell him I would have to lie to myself and HE would know. #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

Rain Singular in its purpose, yet meanings a plenty, Solitary, I stand to watch their response. As I listen, A song made manifest from calm waters, The world's problems seem to disappear as I watch vigilant, But I hear my own loud and clear, Rainfall. #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

I don't like Valentione's. Personally, I've just found it gives more problems than it's worth, but I will not just deny it for the people who happy on this day. Having someone close to you is... Special, even if not in relationship. Keep them close, okay? #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

You ever had a day that felt like every little thing could make you annoyed no matter how small, even when usually they wouldn't bother you? Take it from me, the best thing you can do when that happens, Just remember to give yourself time to relax. Take care. #gpose #ffxiv #lalafell

"Hello there, I was wondering if you were doing okay? I can't do much to help, but I am offering free hugs so if you want want you it's yours. I can only hope to make you feel better." (I might do a series of pictures with hugging people.) #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

He's happy to enjoy the water with you. Even if it's pretty early. #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

Imagine having a morning stretch, only to have a cramp right after?! Flesh is dumb and stupid and garbo I'm getting my sacraments and praising the Omnissiah. Bones.... Replace them. #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

I would love to just sleep outside on a nice day.... Unfortunately, bugs kind of ruin that for me. No ill will to them, but I just find it hard to sleep when mosquitoes and other things can just ruin the sleep. Karija is used to it by now. #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

I wasn't expecting an instance with the Valentione's day event, but here we are. It was fun, if not a bit chaotic (Especially with other people) (Had to reupload to say this: I just wish you had a reason to do it more than once.) #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

"I got this skirt as well and usually I don't wear these... But I'll admit it. It's pretty comfortable. Probably won't wear it by itself... Probably with another dress..." Karija despite things will try new clothes occasionally. (Alt PSA) #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell

I hate that this outfit basically screams Karija and now it's the replacement of his sweater glam. It honestly looks so much better and just very comfy. #gpose #finalfantasyxiv #ffxiv #lalafell