trans women should invent a version of Neocities that is slightly easier to use. I am not traveling back to goddamn 1997 to scratch HTML tags in clay tablets so I can have a personal blog

I don't think I'll always be a yearning, incomplete, poseable doll who wraps herself in memories of fleeting touch but it's definitely what I am a lot of the time.

my last several tabletop RP characters were increasingly blatant signposts of gender and my personal fetishes

I think toxic MC/TF online roleplay is an important part of transition 😌

120mm cigarettes are in demand

the more I say the deranged things in my needy heart, the more I become the thing that I am.

The relief of fighting and losing. The relief of not needing to hold it together any more, collapsing into the strength of her hands. The way she pours into your rent armor and your faults and dissolves them, dissolves you to make another thing that is like her. Relief. Relief. Like a hot bath.

it would be mighty poggers today if you would take a big rolling pin and gently but firmly squish me with it

what the hell, Star Sword Nemesis is currently 20% off because I got really excited about NASA and it's a book about a girl who also gets really excited about NASA and that's good enough reason for me. this sale ends as soon as Artemis II splashes down

this is a frightening, alienating time to be alone. I can't really focus on work today. Human warmth wouldn't make war and precarity go away, but I could protect myself if I weren't isolated.

save me, fat elphelt cosplayer fat elphelt cosplayer, save me

phantasy star 2 and kingdom hearts are ancient load bearing parts of my psyche. "what if there was another version of you" type stuff percolating in my brain for years

meanwhile on Earth 2, Phantasy Star 2 got the big remake treatment instead of FF7. Neifirst can join the party after she kills Nei. She laughs at the party's hypocrisy for better-dealing her dead sister and takes advantage of the toxic, lingering attraction you have for her.

make me something else, if it means I can feel your regard.

I am falling in love with Jam Kuradoberi's fuckass rabbit

identity destruction was explained to me today in a way that makes it inescapably hot and beautiful and now glistening black gears are turning in my head

I reward attention with perverted writing and transforming into my worst and sexiest self

if isaac chotiner had 10 minutes of access to the executives who run this website, the reputational damage would shutter bluesky in a week

"how would horns be erogenous zones, they're made of keratin" followed by an internet search rabbit hole of learning about the sensitivity of duck beaks. stop overthinking it, says the angel on one shoulder focus on your dayjob, says the devil on the opposite shoulder

it's cold and clammy weather out today. someone come keep me warm

if you want to feel toxic imbalances of power and the sick joy of struggling valiantly before you're pinned to the ground and extinguished, may I recommend: ask that older trans woman to teach you how to play a fighting game

if you want to feel toxic imbalances of power and the sick joy of struggling valiantly before you're pinned to the ground and extinguished, may I recommend: ask that older trans woman to teach you how to play a fighting game

sending you an invite to my cool RP server called "my bed"

extremely hot to me when someone starts smoking because of someone else and takes up the same brand. "Look at the mark I left on you. I have changed you profoundly, and you're showing it off for everyone to see."

you should have control over everyone who starts smoking because of you, like vampire rules

my problem is, I've already aged out of all the trans starter pack type clothes. lovely women, I cannot rock your Killstar fits, please help me

I cannot overstate how much one "shopping for clothes" montage would fix my life

I never want to see another panel spread of Absolute Batman Doing Epic Pwnage To White Supremacists after dc fired Gretchen Felker-Martin, a trans woman, for refusing to mourn the death of a white supremacist

there is a bunch of birdsong outside and my cat is at the window barely controlling his murder lust. he spends 90% of his life as a soft sleepy angel cloud but KILL.EXE is always running in the background

slowly dragging myself from the pit of depression with walkies and writing street fighter fanfic

Sink Into Place (corruption, level drain) this started as a tumblr post and then got deranged with it. What happens when a soul-wounded adventurer goes for round two with the undead? archiveofourown.org/works/66250564

it's too nice outside to play video games. I gotta find something to do today

why is fashion so scary and difficult for me? why can it not work like sinister goo pouring from an evil emblem on my chest to coat my body. I think we can all agree that would be a better way to do it

I propose a truth and reconciliation commission to determine which characters in books and screen media are just repurposed oncelers

120mm cigarettes are in demand

the discover tab on this account is so funny because it kind of knows I want to see trans women but I haven't harmed it enough to stop seeing the blue check people who do nothing but talk about electoral politics 18 hours a day

rizz up a middle aged trans woman by gently correcting her every time she ends her pressure with a button that is punishable on block

www.youtube.com/watch?v=rmCb... cannot overstate how much more watchable this game is without wild assault in it. there is space for something besides constant braindead aggression

me showing off the chaos marine I just painted (his name is slorpax orphan flattener. he flattens orphans but it's sad because he has impostor syndrome)

charming and wantable woman fighting for her life against an encroaching jeans nap

charm that middle aged trans woman by giving a shit about any of her interests. you don't have to care about the thing I love from literally your birth year, just pretend!

nobody is gonna want my transition more than me, but I'm so isolated and scared sometimes that "corruption kink" often becomes "an earnest plea for someone else to affirm me and show me how to be the thing that I am"

ARTEMIS FROM SAILOR MOON WAS AT THE ARTEMIS 2 LAUNCH AND IM VERY EMOTIONAL ABOUT IT www.reddit.com/media?url=ht...

why am I so grumpy (experiences several weeks of work that feel like my skull is getting crushed by stone paddles) no one can figure this out

the pull and satisfying pop of a precious part of yourself, taken away and never to be replaced. glistening strands trailing from you and what you couldn't protect. she laughs in your face. you feel so light.

the green goblin mask is telling me to base my entire self worth on my win or loss streaks in street fighter, and I have to say this is a splendid idea with no ruinous downsides

the pull and satisfying pop of a precious part of yourself, taken away and never to be replaced. glistening strands trailing from you and what you couldn't protect. she laughs in your face. you feel so light.

cigarette smoker watching her ex-smoker girlfriend sleep. she exhales into her partner's face and watches the lines of tension ease in her face. the smoker feels the twinge of a wicked idea forming in her mind and smiles behind another slow puff.

still thinking about Them

lungs x cigarette gijinka toxic yuri #gijinka #yuri