I should absolutely be asleep but I'm all riled up by the spirit of the lord and I just wanna keep writing. I haven't felt like this in months? years?

toxic yuri VN with the Kara B. collab?? let's actually fucking go

2X years ago, the self-named Vesper Knights wielded dreams and darkness against Shadow Queen Valice and her manifestations of Absolute Negation. They bonded in a nighttime world they could explain to no one else. After their victory, the Knights grew apart. But the past is not ready to let them go.

getting early access to this art and generally making it like 1% less financially burdensome for Fluxom to -create- this art are top reasons to throw a little cash at the substar

the vibe I'm going for this story is, yuri sequel to a kids-on-bikes/sentai show that follows the characters into disillusioned adulthood

Neo Shadow Princess Tourmaline wants so very badly to humiliate the dream-wielding Vesper Knights. But she's a generation too late, and the heroes have already moved on with their lives. please look forward to my upcoming story about them!

shitposting about a story or art that someone else is making is a love language

I need to actually finish Symphogear to see if Tsubasa can get through a single set without a mass casualty event

I still don't give a single shit about this character but I'm glad we bullied capcom into actually trying to make battle music and not yoinky sploinky character themes www.youtube.com/watch?v=-d00...

I just saw 20 AI notetakers join an internal call. send in the personality draining star vampires I can't do this no more

villainess with an ornate cane that makes her wince when it CLATTERS to the fffucking floor

every bunny coded woman has a secret Australian rival who is bilby coded

starting to get tired of a trans server where I get mean girled at half the time I express positive interest in something. I'm not asking for an all-positive hugbox but could some of you just be kinder human beings please

listening to the part of Sightless Shepherd from Hades 2 where the music goes crauzy and choreographing a little AMV fight scene with my new characters to try and understand them

I had a truly rotten day, professionally speaking. but I am thinking up imaginary women to write about so I got that goin for me

100% what I look like to my normal friends

I think I'm close to ready to start on this fic. I have thought of three women. I just need to think up one more woman.

my current trans hero story pantheon: -Gears x Gems, @corruptivespirit.bsky.social -Magica Riot, @magicariot.com -Magical Girl, Mechanical Heart, Natalie Maher -A Little Vice, Erin Elkin I will happily take more recs though. feed me

ok let's crack open magical girl, mechanical heart volume 2. I need more mahou shojo vitamins from trans authors with opinions about stuff

deciding to do MC/hero corruption fic from a personal place of hurt feelings and unresolved issues. please look forward to it

screw the egg prime directive, in case it needed to be said

slowly realizing this week that no matter what account I use or flags in my bio, I'm never gonna be palatable to other trans women who post 30 times a day about the culture war

whatever, I don't wanna look at shen on my timeline any more and I don't want to deal with the kind of girlies who jumped on me for engaging in good faith with him

to paraphrase a friend, Ultramarines have about 40 different special characters now and it's impossible to imagine an interesting conversation between any two of them

120mm cigarettes are "heroic scale"

just gonna do a nice easy terrain project to soothe my burnout, soothing and cal (demon voice activate) TOKYO DRIFT ACROSS THE COLOR WHEEL. MAGICAL SPRING WITH ENVIRONMENTAL LIGHTING. CONSTELLATIONS AND STARS CAUGHT IN THE WATER, FLOWING DOWN IN GENTLE CASCADES

symphony of the night, please heal me

floating in my mind palace, trying to find the intersection of magical girls/heroes/kids on bikes but make it mid-life

the green goblin mask asks, why not put your sublimated anger over a mid life transition into some written porn

I am charmed by a lot of the Age of Sigmar model kits but I think I'd rather touch a scorpion than play AoS to a serious level

lmao these are all the blocks I picked up for replying to shen's comic in good faith

someone come over and teach me how to do makeup and give me a big kiss and a thing of caffeine and a honk of garlic bread

big shout out to a fiddly warhammer terrain kit for getting me through what would have been a loud, hot, stupid night, were it not for the thunderstorms

all the blocks I caught from other queer folks for a good faith reply to that shen comic, you'd think I had just snapped a nazi salute or said cohost is a bad website. you all are fucking mean

nah it's definitely me who is the fool and not the webcomic artist who has drawn multiple comics over a stretch of months about how tee hee funny it would be to be a girl.

got smugged at for falling for "eggbait" by a woman with a pinned post that shows how proud she is to be an early adopter. this website can do it all

here's the thing, I don't have a single drop of hope that I will pass or be cute or wantable, I genuinely don't believe any of the hormone altering drugs I'm taking will do anything. I genuinely and truly think it's too late for me. I'm still doing it

okay fine I've been ignoring the bait but this is straight up just what dysphoria talk is like. "If I take off my hoodie I look like Carl Brutananadilewski Aqua Teen Hunger Force" yeah yeah take ur estrogen etc

going to spend the Fourth of Shit assembling an age of sigmar terrain piece as a burnout-healing project, and maybe sketch out a story to write about something

"what did you do over break" well, I'm glad you asked, fictional coworker! I dissociated in 100 degree heat

can I tell you how funny it is to be both paranoid about the VOCs that come from 3D printers and also being someone who thinks cigarette smoking is hot. like I am dumb as hell for actual

like two or three of the most insane things to ever happen to me in years happened at combo breaker and one of them is "got misgendered by cis bowsette"

I need more media depicting people transitioning in middle age, trans temporality is beating my ass. I'm getting shimmied and throw baited by ancient brats

I tried going back to both tumblr and fetlife for a few months after an extended period away, and I just cannot make those places stick to my brain. I just want livejournal back

dating myself a little here, but: Monsterhearts Thirsty Sword Lesbians Exalted Vampire: the Masquerade Paranoia

I just, I cannot spend too much time with people who feel like the only reason to transition is to pass and be beautiful

I need a gender-corrected cover of Frontier Psychiatrist sung by trans women, I really think that would fix me today

I just, I cannot spend too much time with people who feel like the only reason to transition is to pass and be beautiful

people are still thirsting over emoji angel in my notifs so this one's for you guys. I see you.

feeling bad because I am canceling on a hangout with someone who specifically pushes my fetish buttons because it's like an all day drive to see her, in a heat wave, and she said some out of pocket things about transition