thank you roc nation

i have full body chills

NUEVAYOOOOL

had my first fast food burger since my food intolerances resolved and im feeling soooo good about it

feels like something happened last night that i missed out on... can't quite put my finger on it...

anyone else buy themselves valentines chocolates bc theyre sad and lonely and don't have a rose gold wedding ring. or is that just me

realizing that my head is spinning probably because i am trying to balance multiple long-term personal and professional goals and i don't actually think my brain is equipped to do that! maybe i need to simplify!!! (i feel like i need to Fix Everything rn)

zayn is coming to indianapolis....NO ONE comes to indianapolis.

damn you know it's bad when your boss is basically telling you to leave as soon as you get the chance lmao

cover letters in the age of AI feel especially pointless. like what are we doing here

andy cohen is really living the dream of a messy bitch who lives for drama

ovulating too hard to make important life decisions

for some reason my entire body hurts i can't imagine why

looking for apartments and feeling my soul slowly leave my body

i can vaguely gauge what's happening in the country by the daily questions yougov sends me. probably not great if they're asking how i feel about states seceding from the US

5 classes i took - history of latin american/US relations - middle eastern politics - african diasporic religions - urban sociology - voting, elections, and public opinion (in the fall of 2016 nbd)

today work, officially learned they're not filling the position for the other analyst who left in july, so we're a two-person data team indefinitely. that would be totally fine if leadership would fuck off with the excessively time-intensive and complex data requests ❤️

refusing to work because they're testing the fire alarm for 20 minutes.

okay well on top of everything else in my life rn i probably have to move out LOL

welp my office is closed again tomorrow... never thought i would be complaining about HAVING to work from home but i have shit to do and i need my screens.

new kim seon-ho netflix drama i am sat.

this storm may possibly keep me from being able to attend my grandma's funeral and i am lowkey losing my mind about it

why did harry styles announce his tour with a steve kornacki video im fucking dying

fully forgot to bring my water bottle to work so all i drank for 8 hours was a zero sugar mug root beer

unfortunately, last night i learned from my dad that my grandma passed unexpectedly over the weekend. as far as i can tell, it was quick and hopefully as painless as possible.

the month of january is really trying me

happy mlk day and also exo day

the strength it takes not to believe the thoughts i have about myself when i am pmsing

i'm obsessed with bobby's triple threat. i hope it goes on for 5 million seasons.

getting asked if i'm interested in a glp-1 in an *urgent care registration form* is kind of fucking wild. calm down.

oh my god i just socialized for 4 hours and reminded myself i can sometimes be almost normal!!! amazing

second: i am steadily making my way through all the good hang episodes (unless i am not vibing with the guest which, so far, very few), and the best so far has been the one with idris elba. unexpected, but he and amy are so fucking funny, and amy's attempt at regional british accents made me cry.

first: my alma mater cancelled their annual mlk dinner, which has been put on for 6 decades. one of the highlights of my entire life was going to this dinner in 2016 and seeing THE dr. angela davis speak. so. they can kick fucking rocks.

i deleted bluesky off my phone so i might only be on here once or twice a week to binge post things.

one day i will not fuck up stir fry. why do i always fuck up stir fry

obsessed with how discord's runway walk somehow got worse this week

off work too long. barely remember how to use a computer.

It’s a good thing Congress isn’t alive to see this

this was my best reading year since like 2018 yay

this is like me if i was cool

alright i'm going to the bmv tomorrow morning to get my license renewed and finally get a real ID. it will be FINE. i can do it.

good news chat my therapy session this week was better and i don't think my therapist hates me! it turns out if you have a depressive episode you do not Fail Therapy!

one of these years christmas won't make me inexplicably feel like shit about myself

the muscles in my back are so tense that it's making me nauseous, time off is going great thanks for asking

happy holidays i need to scream from the top of my lungs

i love when they're doing blind tasting on culinary class wars and the judges are blindfolded and have to open their mouths absurdly wide to be fed like a baby.

we're having brunch for christmas on the 27th and im new to cooking normal people food...idk wtf to make.

my dad and grandma came to my office to visit and my dad insisted we all get a photo together...then he insisted on also taking a photo of the name plate on my door...sir please.

keep forgetting i have to work tomorrow and tuesday. seems stupid.

the heated rivalry hype finally got me.