i totally have up on getting all of the demiatma because no matter how much i grinded it just wouldnt drop for me. idk what im doing wrong lol

MY HAND WRITING IS SO FUCKING BAD I'm sorry.

i remembered minon meme fan estinien but i totally forget when i made this

i wanna go back to unova.......................da big city please take me back

i love having nahgi crash out when he thinks hes right!!!!!!!! i love it!!!!!! i love hubris!!!!!!!!

i saw oomfies doing the oshikatsu fate and i was like "omg i should say hi" but i got to into doing my katsuing and forgot

holy fuck lyse

ffxiv blog post title is "oshi's a jolly good lady" lmao

OH MY GOD

it's not happening................

made the mistake of watching aqua play ending E of automata and i feel stupid for almost crying with her LMAO i can only hope that write something that makes me feel as miserable(good) as nier...

they are a part of a larger thing I’m making but their illustrations came out really cute so………

ok nvm i am scared to say literally anything in here tbh bc i get blocked for saying like "please don't make me download the original mod bc im careful abt my storage space" lol

i've always written stuff and doing rp has made me do it more but i'm too nervous to write more stuff and show it to people. how the hell do you like write things and not be afraid of having ass prose lol

i got back into drakengard and damn this game fucking sucks (it's good)

i miss my favorite chuunibyou roleplayer. like not roleplaying as a chuunibyou but beinga chuuni. i miss him.

i finally figured out why ppl were arguing and i think we should just start beating the shit out of each other

black history month win!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they put black girls into the horse game!!!!!

(chud voice) we need to gatekeep

idk im too embarrassed to show wips of this lol. i want to but im low key like idt people are into that on bluesky lmao

im so fucking scared i told myself to finish this by april

i still dont know what to call this doujinshi all i have now is "the gear that makes you evil (GONE WRONG GONE SEXUAL)" i thought ilv 69 is too phoned in. 69 isnt a funny number anymore.

i feel like i come on here and go "what happened" more often than not though. it's really funny. what did you fandom niggas do now go outside or like watch foreign film in a theater with two other guys you don't know or learn how to make crepes idk lol

i should stop looking at twitter but i love to hurt myself because i'm a masochist and my homies are still trapped in the plato's fun cave

ok this place sucks but admittedly every time i look at twitter i get suicidal and crazy

i wish i forgot about shadowbringers so i can play it for the first time again....

IM LOSING MY MIND

Final Fantasy XIV: Shadowbringers (1999) [ #ffxiv | #ffxivart ]

I MISSED FISH FEST AGAIN NOOOOO

i read this in fishu's guide but would it be best that i announce when i'm opening commissions again before i do because i honestly feel so bad seeing so many people go "aw man i missed it"

there was a wolqotd about this but i lost it, more catgirlslop, she is long and flat

i had planned an rp with someone but both of the other party members were a no show and we were like "oh no what are we gonna do😔" be we happened to be talking to two other players ic and they volunteered to join the scene. it's one of the few times i've been like "I'm Playing Final Fantasy...."

i want to make a male roe character because there are no male roes but also i refuse to level another character lol

LRP holy fuck 😭it's also cool to see that hiromatsu shu influence pop up in fan projects.

*grabs you all and pushes towards YT* Go and check this masterpiece right this instant! Go to their YT channel and leave them some love!! #ffxiv youtu.be/iKqMI15juU4?...

im fucking shaking. i need to sit down being a gross otaku is lore abiding. i can do this and nobody can get mad at me oh my god

i will be nice to you 🫵 even if you reject my kindness i will keep doing it 🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵 i am LOVEMAXXING. today we will be HOPEMAXXING. i love you ❤️

sorry im doing a really unfunny bit here, but it really does suck bc i genuinely just love to see people get into animation lol. this shits my entire life, im not saying "watch this tutorial idiot" out of spite. i want to see him give it a shot bc i love animating when it doesn't make me suicidal

i try to be so nice. i try to be such a polite little child and approach character-of-the-days as if they were new born fawns as to not startle them with such kindness and understanding, and yet they bite back at me as if i'm a predator out to swallow them whole....😔

HE BLOCKED ME?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

ai doesn't understand eroticism or like how things move at all. there's no joy in animating like that. it feels so good to see something come together, go "wow that penis i animated goes crazy" and watch it on loop for 10 minutes straight. it's such a rush i'm not kidding.

why are you animating in gpose are you crazy you're paying $15 to animate in ffxiv when blender is literally free and not over 100gb. load up that donut tutorial dawg i believe in you.

15 frames is barely a second but you're over complicating things for yourself. you can do this in blender. like you've already basically blocked out the shot and you could interpolate it from there in blender rather than using AI. you clearly know how to animate don't cut yourself short man

guy who just started killer is dead a few days ago: i should get into armored core right now

finished this later than i wanted to but😵‍💫happy new year!🧧 #ffxiv

this reminds of when i was like "what do i do if i work on a popular project and everyone is parasocial and come at me with knives??????" and the answer i came to was just to call them gay and stupid no matter what

next opponent ➤ deep blue