Will be very busy with my study and some other stuff, ah pardon me....

starting to pick up manhwa/hua yuri and yaoi again

oh. aha. ahahaha. I think I have it. what if the event that causes a fear of death to suddenly explode is humanity remembering that death exists.

been enjoying unity cup scenario so far, it's so good for medium-long runners

Introduction of my #umamusume tracen academy trainer yume oc, and I yume Biwa Hayahide (sharing is OK) Outside from what is said from the pic, she also has other hobbies such as reading books and will drink occasionally every Saturday with Tazuna-san, other trainers, and other older umamusume.

wanted to paint something self indulgent real quick 🐎 ⛓️ #umamusume

my pfp will be picrew for a while until I actually draw my trainer oc

I don't like chainsawman anymore but I want to see how it ends

(yapping in the way no one can't understand) She's my Yogyakarta you guys had to understand that

💌 There's this girl on the Chainsaw Man manga who's my type, I read that manga every Tuesday. I even buy the official merch, things like that. But I stopped reading that manga. It wasn't that the girl had changed. It was my brain that changed.

to think there will be a day I decided to leave fandom spaces entirely... and it's today. But I think it's a nice way to say goodbye to my dreams once again. Perhaps, I'm just not built to be an otaku because I feel too much. And I'll have to think about getting a job in two years anyway.

the message I got from Chainsaw Man is if I'm gay and wanting to get into mediocrity I should die, OK. I still loves Fujimoto's other works like his oneshots but Chainsaw Man somehow become my let down. Still excited for the anthology anime tho.

I thought about lrt a lot for the past month and honestly, I think it's fine if my younger self kill herself too, she should do it when she has the drive I think

i always thought it would be a bad ending for the suicidal teenagers—asa, denji, and yoshida—to be able to accomplish suicide, but no. it’s fine if it is yoshida.

i am sad that yoshida committed suicide for a larger goal, and that’s an okay end for him supposedly.

Fumiko Mifune is such a good fucking character and I really hope we see her again

I was in love but then I just want to end it all. Idk what will happen to this account, I might repurpose it, I might be still active, just quitting csm fandom entirely. I guess love just doesn't last forever.

School, friends, normal life.

Sometimes I think that maybe I'm way too tender on my view on chainsaw man. Turns out I was more empathetic than my edgy 13yo self thought I would ever be.

I always know my boy is suicidal and yet I was never ready. It's not some sort of bursting out sadness, it's gradual kind of grief. And while I've matured enough to handle things better, I think, I miss my son for a little bit.

Messy age gap lesbians could save my life- WHOA WHOAA WHO SAY THAT

finally I post this #Kagurabachi

yoshiden yaoi is so tender in my heart.... quanmiko too, I think it has a chance

makima doodle

Quick drawing Makima #art #chainsawman #ChainsawManMovie #artwork

in like one month you guys just gotta believe me

you know what? fuck it, Hirofumi will save Asa. "How?" The spoiler chapter was depicting Denji eating the cake, yes, asayoru doom ending is inevitable BUT you know who's also there but with the cake uneaten on screen? Hirofumi.

Also when I went to watch Reze movie, during akiangel scene the dude beside me is absolutely fudanshi-ing out, even his girl ain't that flustered. Good for you king.

My husband (Kishibe) is there at the end! So I'm happy. #YumeAyu

going to see Reze movie today

I'm in condition where I'm forced to watch Saving Private Ryan by my friends

just drank alcohol today so I'm happy... and I still miss my husband

Denji and Yoshida, why this relationship matters to both (analysis thread 🧵)

silly edit #asareze

MY HUSBAND HUUWAAAA

I don't have any solid advice to handle psychosis inducing traumatic experiences, but personally I always add the words "comically" in that traumatic experiences title. Like "Comically Losing My Big Brother Figure Twice in One Year Yet I Still Have to Act Like Nothing Ever Happened"

my thoughts and feelings are on two different roads but to sum it up, over Hirofumi's death, it's like this: MY THOUGHTS: I'm not satisfied. Hirofumi is not as mysterious and powerful as Makima to be intriguing and not as emotionally connected to the reader as Aki to be super impactful.

If Kishibe was in charge for Hirofumi's I might have to kill him myself❤️❤️ but I think I could never hate him, that's my husband

#csm214 they both got stabbed through the heart oh god

turns out I just need to read some cute yuri manga to recover from this sadness.... more fantasy yuri please!!!!

Yeah, I should went back to my iced coffee habits again. Not being able to stay awake at night has disturbed my personal academic performance and I don't like it. Call it my bad traits, but I took too much pride on how to play pretend to looks perfect in many way.

dating my gf tonight so I'm happy

this is me, if you guys ever seen one

that one guy you had hate sex with #chainsawman

honestly the big reason why I am *still* enjoying CSM part 2 is because I simply stop perceiving CSM as battle shounen and instead perceive it as a very bad coming up age movie where none of the characters get along well together.

Fumiko-chan #chainsawman

Quanxi-senpai #chainsawman

Beautiful Makima-san #chainsawman

manga panel coloring because I miss my husband #chainsawman 💔

yoshiden kissing