MIDAS✦ Apologies, I don't really want to engage much with anyone in or out of RP. Talking is hard. I was excited to join along for FE, and you've all been so sweet so far — just work circumstances. I'm feeling so deflated being ignored / rejected / ghosted from over 40 jobs the last few months.

  ✦ ❝ . . . How do you think I felt. ❞ ✦【 . . . 】 ✦ ❝ However, I don't understand ` HR. ` ❞  

​   Ike. Where are you going ?? Ike.  

  Why did you agree.  

  Hiding ? Hardly, someone of my status does not hide. Don't they say ` ladies first ` , anyways ?  

  I hate to relate with you over this, but I understand.  

  Of you ? Hardly.  

  No, no, I'm quite comfortable here. I like my personal space.  

  Debatable. Am I doing the biting ?  

  ??? Oscar ?? B . . . Bouyd ?? IKE ?? Do you care to explain this.  

MIDAS✦ This actually sucked drawing. But. Part of my headcanon chart for a specific set of my headcanons Laguz / Branded eyes

MIDAS✦ Ermmm what the sigma ( i finished my branded lore / headcanons )

MIDAS✦ I have... so many branded headcanons, i'm writing paragraphs

MIDAS✦ Sorry I'm mildly innactive, the loss of work time and time again has really been getting to me as of late... Applications either go nowhere, or I'll be hired, then dropped. They even had me train my replacement, then informed me at the end of a shift semi recently.

Bluesky what does this mean,

[ nc ] I don't understand the malice towards red delicious apples, I enjoyed them when I was a child. However . . . I used to scrape my knees intentionally as a child to see what was inside, so whether my opinion is worthwhile is up to discretion.

  ✦【 A sharp glance cast her way, an instance of silence met with cold words, 】 ✦ ❝ Even if I know of such cruelty, what do I gain from speaking of it to a stranger ? ❞ ✦【 Point proven, he knew it — but trust was not to be given so quickly. 】  

  ✦ ❝ Don't call me that. ❞ ✦【 Self - hate made evident with how fast the demand was spat, but . . . at least he was beginning to relax. 】 ✦ ❝ . . . Nor should you mention anything aloud, I'd be hunted like an animal if you did. ❞  

  ✦【 Another step back, head low, grimaces worsening at the percieved lie. 】 ✦ ❝ Why the hell would a subhuman care for some accursed half - breed ? I thought the Laguz were far too good for someone like me. ❞ ✦【 Words came faster than he could think, damn this potion. He'd be risking all. 】 

AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH

  ✦【 Immediately tense. Features carefully focused upon to look more beorc were immediately caved ; pupils constricted to sharpen slits, there's a curling of lips that'd reveal large canines ; Soren was defensive now. Instincts cane before reason, 】 ✦ ❝ Isn't it obvious ? Yes. ❞  

  ✦【 Bitter vials taken prior, his endless pursuits give opposite results — a position meant to aid backfired upon him. At the question, Soren's head lowered, gaze averted, 】 ✦ ❝ . . . I, ❞ ✦【 Choked out, difficult to silence himself, 】 ✦ ❝ I'm . . . unsightly to look at beneath it. ❞  

  . . . ✦【 Eyes shut, annoyance clear, 】 So be it then.  

  . . . I have no qualms being worse, we know this.  

  Why ?  

  They are she - devils. ✦【 Neither have been socialized in front of women that aren't Mist or Titania. 】  

MIDAS✦ Grahh ill reply to everyone soon

  So you can't count.  

  .  

  Do I ever make jokes, Ike.  

  Ok. Show me.  

  . . . . . . I'll show you later, then when you lose 25 off your share.  

  Yes. But, who hands out the shares ? And keeps track of every single cent ? And knows the math ?  

  Ike. Who do you think pays the taxes ?  

  Ike . . . Do you have 25 ?  

  Make it 20.  

  I wager a few coins he'll miss a fourth.  

MIDAS✦ Replies and reaching out to others when I wakeup. Intended to today, however allergy needs. Nini however, I'm sleeping

MIDAS✦ Guh. Allergy meds have been knocking me out off and on today. Sorry chat today did not go my way, so I am knocking out early

  ✦ ❝ Rooms have been secured, worry not Ike. ❞ ✦【 Hood pulled up, mahogany eyes pointed to the mercenary ; if he were to be near others for extended times, best he hide the truest parts of himself. 】 ✦【 . . . Even to Ike. Implications never understood by the swordsman, yet, best it stay  

  You could argue the same of me, however : I know not to treat anyone of these lands as unarmed. ✦【 Instance of curiosity died down to more true selves, the harshness of one as battered as he making itself known. Still, true emotions hidden, the self locked behind fortified walls. 】  

  What the hell is a sorenling.  

  I have yet to perfext the venom glands. Soon, however.  

⠀ ⠀⠀/ /⠀first i laughed and then i serious'd ⠀

  ✦【 A slight moment of tension — distracted glances from the bird to her, then back. The brand atop his forehead hadn't been recognized, yet, hold an air of defense regardless if things change. 】 I'm a mercenary, I don't hunt. ✦【 A simple answer, 】 . . . I don't enjoy meat anyways.  

MIDAS✦ Got back into roleplay icon making, eaine will show my latest stuff in a sec :)

MIDAS✦ Quick doodle I made of my own Soren yippiee Just subtle enough traits to tell he isn't fully beorc from just a glance, but when you see it, it's hard to not tell — however, pointed ears are often hidden by his hair, and so are cheek scales — assuming there is no product being used

It doesn't matter. It was my fault, and it can't be erased. What difference does it make if I come to terms with it? It won't change anything.