Seriously the lady upstairs needs to knock it off with locking the screen door. One day I'm not gonna be home to let my sister into her own damn apartment.

Today is officially the 30th anniversary of Steamed Hams. On April 14, 1996, "22 Short Films About Springfield" aired for the first time!

That feeling when I remember my Vtuber design used to have a beard... I mean I never had a beard. *cue dramatic music* I NEVER HAD A BEARD!!

Hmm maybe sitting on the front porch to write emotional stuff right after taking my dose of E was a bad idea.

Threw this together in ms paint in like 3 minutes for a joke. Point is I made it...

When the HRT runs out...

Had the "I'm a girl and everyone treats me as such" dream. Woke up feeling really nice for a change.

As suggested by my therapist. I wrote down 5 hobbies I want to pursue and picked one at random. Kinda low key glad "study quantum physics" didn't win.

My appetite has been so bad lately. I can barely finish anything I prepare to the point I even started skipping meals all together. They did say the ADHD meds could cause this. And I've been so restless at night now too. Irony is I still feel like I'm not that attentive.

One thing that definitely is difficult about being trans is clothes shopping. I have a particular taste and unfortunately I'm too unsure about how it'll fit on me. And I really don't have much help from family and friends. Half the time I just end up wearing my pre transition clothes. Which sucks

Someone wanna save me from my mundane life? Please? ^-^;

Best and worst April fools joke I did was tape the trigger on the spray hose at the kitchen sink down so when someone turns on the water it sprays them.

Here's a look at the irl voib loaf. Fwafwafwa

Shout out to all my Trans homies! 🏳️‍⚧️ I know it's bleak out there, but more and more people keeping showing up to rallies and protests even here in Alberta, the Florida of Canada. More people got your back than you think! 💪

Happy Trans Day of Visibility. I have a nerf of -100 sneak right now. :O

Roses, lilacs, and cherry blossoms.

Still remembering the time my dumb ass decided to cover the copay myself instead of letting the insurance do it. Like "don't worry insurance... I got this." (Luckily it was like $20 bucks but still that was $20 I didn't need to pay out of pocket.) I really am pretty dense sometimes.

So for those who are unaware. I am transfem. My gender identity is complex at best, but while I don't deny my male physical attributes, I emotionally and mentally identify as female. I can't help how I was born, but I sure as hell can decide how I choose to live. And that's as a badass rave girl.

Quantum entanglement is fum

My first original outfit! Only took me 5 years! - New refsheet for Sofie! - New animated emotes! - New stream alerts! - New art! 💓💫 SofieCloud 1.0 : The Fallen Angel ✅️Debuts March 29, 5pm PT / 8pm ET

I'm not religious, but I don't think Jesus appreciates being shoved in my door frame. Probably not the most respectful way to spread the word of the lord.

I love the direction I'm going with my OC. It's challenging bringing her to life in the way I want but I can only hope that I can share her in the way that shows off the sheer beauty to what she represents from me.

It's happening! The fucking cherry blossom times!

So the Shingles have more or less healed, but the pain is there albeit minimum. It's more of an odd pressure now if anything. 0 out of 10 would not recommend.

When the answer to the question "how much does your OC weight?" is in itself a mathematical equation, you might be going a bit hard on that lore train, lol. Short answer: A lot.

Oh God I just realized 23 Skiddoo is just the 100 years ago version of 67 Skibidii.

Oh no that feel when the jibblies again.

I guess I can put shingles on the list of "Bullshit I've survived before I was 40" now.

Love how my clumsy fingers stumble all over the keyboard when texting. And how common I accidentally hit the keys next to the intended ones. Did you know the I and O keys are next to each other? I hope my brother does.

What's the point in making us pay so much no ads for streaming services if you're gonna still remove content for "ad space" anyway. No wonder I could never find that scene anymore. I started to doubt it even existed.

Oh I confidently gave my chosen name to the nurse today. It felt really good.

These pain meds are no joke. But at least I have medicine for this. Wish me luck in recovery.

Wait... I have a back?

So in the ER. Might have Shingles.

I found my old Sega Dreamcast. Wowwie!

Me: I want to start dancing Also me: *Gets winded picking up garbage off the ground* I'll need a major stamina boost if I want to start doing that for a hobby.

I thought it was strange morning arrived so fast. Figured that tummy ache just hit harder than I figured...

The strong men are coming tomorrow and they're gonna pick things up and put them down somewhere else. Then I'm gonna feed them dinner. But finally I'll have more room and no more storage payments to worry about.

Bobby: Look Dad, 6 - 7! Hank: Gah Dangit Bobby...

So first I just want to say I apologize for not streaming or doing well any content really outside the rare video or twitch stream. Ever since coming out as trans it's been a very wild ride for me. And since then I've been learning and progressing more, slowly but surely.

Had a good session today. Made a lot of progress. Feeling good about the possible results.

So a first mock up of a card for my VTuber TCG So far only a few tenuous ideas at a name If you want to join in just let me know or hit me up with a DM I do not mind #VTuber | #Indie | #VSky | #ElegantArt

I'm going to train my imagination. Move to the rhythm of life more. I want to share it. And it will be glorious!

Want to Puppify me? For the month of March, it is your task to raise 1,000,000 Channel Points in 31 days. As a reward I will henceforth not deny being a puppy either onstream or in VCs, & I will get a custom puppy ears and tail toggle, & get a mood reactive tail IRL that I'd wear to conventions.

Citizens of Bluesky... Repeat after me! Wee wee!

Got everything working. Love how she came out. Can't wait to show off the model more in the future. Void Loaf Rave Girl Kamie Twilight

Learning more about myself and what makes me tick. I'm honestly a bit afraid of what I'm noticing and I'm not sure what it means, but I'm working on it the best I can.

What did you say to make me look at you like this? xD

Feel bad about my attempt to shovel out but it's at least an attempt. I'm just not capable enough. Hate being chronically ill.

Woo! It's officially my third HRT anniversary. I've definitely grown a lot since then. In more ways than one. :3