Important phone meeting in less than 5 minutes and there's a symphony of buzzsaws and hammers outside my house. -_-

I'm getting new followers a lot suddenly. Hello, I hope you like a weird fusion of weed induced thoughts of reality and odd attempts at references and humor. With a little mix of irl happenings and Vtuber lore. I've been getting into quantum physics and rave music so that's something.

I threwed up, chat. :(

"Why am I in so much pain?" *Checks temperature* "Oh, it's 7°F outside..."

Upped dose on ADHD meds definitely taking effect. I swear I'm gaining psychic powers from this headache alone. But I feel present. Fog is definitely clearer.

Fixing my posture. It sucks so much but I don't like looking like Mr. Burns with D-cups. And no I'm not sorry for the mental image you probably got lol

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I woke up in a sawmill.

I think it's wild how my Vtuber theme of a quantum void based rave girl actually goes really well together considering how lasers and music work. I'm not gonna lie I just thought it was cool, and I don't really know anything fundamentally.

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Seems something is up with my insurance. My MRI got moved to next week while it gets resolved. Here's hoping things go smoothly. I'd like to know what's up with my back and shoulder and possibly fix it. I get huge dysphoria from how it makes me look.

Geez. Genshin giving me warning of it taking ample time and they weren't kidding. Fair warning to those going into the new content. It's long. Really long.

Since my hair is naturally greying now, I think I could pull off the X-Men Rogue look with the single silver streak or whatever. Just leave a bit that color when I dye it.

Playing Mortal Kombat and I remembered I was called Johnny Cage in highschool because I guess I looked like him and was a goofball? It's funny because I'm more like a brunette Sonya now.

Feeling pretty good today. Woke up, won a mug from an awesome Vtuber. Now I feel like voice training and maybe dance a bit.

Help. I was up all night thinking about bonking.

Okay, the ADHD meds are definitely starting to become more noticeable. I think I want to start streaming again. Probably at night due to my living area. Not sure what demographic I'll get but it'll be the same variety games and quiet vibes until I find my stride.

Yay for having to call my insurance to see what's going on. It's not like the end of the world or anything but I would like to at least know what's going on with the copays and medication prices instead of assuming. With the MRI this Thursday I'd love it if I knew ahead of time how much it'll cost.

MRI scheduled. Hopefully it doesn't cost too much if it's not fully covered.

Oh looks like my medicine and copays are more expensive now. Great...

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"I ordered the Double-Double, and they gave me the Double-Double-Double-Double-Double-Double-Double-Double..."

I swear I lose so much hair combing/brushing it I'm surprised I'm not bald yet. Super paranoid checking for signs of balding. >_<

I think another thing about 2026 I want to work on is being more honest. Like it's been something I've already try to be, but there are a lot of things I keep to myself due to fear. Things I think need to be said when the time is right. Because I don't think keeping them in is helping me anymore.

Oh neat. Interchangeable finger-less gloves that become mittens. I can put some of those hand warmer bean bag things in the mitten part when it's not being used since it's hooked on the back of my hands.

Purchased a bunch of games including two from my childhood I might stream in the near future. Particularly on a day my hands aren't frozen solid lol

youtu.be/JwVxVhuTU-Q?... Basically how 2026 started for me.

First random thought of the new year... A balloon is just a rubber bubble.

Happy new year! Here's to a good year. With the ADHD meds and a bunch of other stuff I've done. And the MRI on my shoulder might help me figure out why I can't move it. Fixing that hopefully combined with better focus. I can learn to finally do some cool VR dancing or something. Fun rave year?

New years goal. Just one thing. Learn something. And I'll break it into two different versions. Big version - I start classes either on site or online. Small version - I learn something. Like anything. Just one thing.

With 2025 coming to a close all I'm gonna say is I might not have accomplished much but I made a lot of progress, which is in itself an accomplishment. So I guess I accomplished a lot. Especially in the last few months alone.

I can't believe I'm actually saying this but i think I want to start taking classes.

I'm sure it's been a trope done 1000 times but the dream I had involved me playing VR and doing some kind of RP thing where I ran a store and did like odd jobs. But my partner ended up being my dad who I bonded with without even realizing it. Like it got wild and it just felt nice I guess.

Pretty sure I had some kind of reaction to the procedure I had on Christmas Eve. That night and most of Christmas I was feverish. I had an okay day and a nice surprise or two but ultimately passed out after a small dinner. Was treated to a pretty nice dream though. I had to write it down.

I don't want to seem ungrateful but the only gift I got from my family this year was something that makes me violently ill. I've been living in this family for over 30 years. Surely you have got to have realized that by now right?

I'm curious. Does leaf blowing on an extremely windy day do anything? Seems to me like the wind will just undo anything you do.

Everything went well. Now I rest until the party tonight

Damn I can't wait for cheese and salami tomorrow. Weird thing to be excited for but I'm hungry damn it.

So I'm currently having a procedure on Christmas Eve so I'll probably be out of commission until afterwards. Nothing serious, but it just takes a lot the day before. Already feeling bleh.

Stream over. We made it to Novac and the Big Dino. Thanks for the fun time. Doing it again soon.

Eepy Kamie. Probably nap before stream tonight. Aiming for a 10pm Eastern start time. So about 5 hours from now. We going to New Vegas in the Fallout games or something. I've been wanting to get back into my modded playthrough. So look forward to that everyone! twitch.tv/kamietwilight

Laying in bed and I'm suddenly aware of everything that's currently happening around me. I feel like I'm moving in reverse. But it's just I'm able to explore present moments? So this is what it's like to pay attention. Weird. I like it.

It's the first day of Winter tomorrow. And we're playing Fallout New Vegas to celebrate with my new Padoru avatar made by @musik2love.bsky.social and rigged by @thatlilmo.bsky. Hope you can be there at twitch.tv/kamietwilight. Time pending but probably at night Eastern time.

Wait you're telling me there's a movie that came out in 1995 that has a character with 6-7 in their name? The brain rot is time traveling now?

Annoying I sound like a death metal vocalist rn. Maybe it's time for Kamie to thrash for the holidays.

I'm sick today and probably tomorrow, but I have an announcement for probably Saturday or maybe Sunday. Hopefully regarding Monday. Sorry I know it sounds vague but I'm giving myself some stretching room lol

So I do in fact have ADHD. And I am starting medication for it soon. Hopefully it'll help and I can feel some focus for once in my life.

Doctor: You had a heart episode. Me: Really? Must have missed that one. Like it wasn't serious so it's not like omg. I'm okay. I was probably sleeping or very stoned so I didn't even notice it and it apparently fixed itself.

I hate that I thought this and now I have to share it with everyone.

Jfc Microsoft I tried to actually buy something from you and you give me attitude. Your site is broken and you ask me why I'm unable to do things? Idk, you tell me?