Put Starset's Vessels album (cough the best one) back in my car and it's so nostalgic... I really said "yes I will take inspiration from this and build a story around it" back then 😅 Maybe I'll revisit that old thing... I really loved the original progression of "Eden's" and Jules' relationship...

vizael's eldest brother has finally made an appearance ! The Morning Sun, adanael. his vibe is Olafur Arnalds which i discovered just today and was compelled to get this rough idea down. some characters really wont form in my head without Their Song, and it always catches me by surprise

let's fuckin go, gamers 🌿✨️

There's universe lore reasons for anima protrusions, like with julien's horns,,, but I think it's something that's going to get nixed... That ofc means I can't justify them anymore and I'm low-key grumbly about it 🥺...

The results are in!!? ...And apparently I have a perfectly healthy heart, which is,,, great, to say the least... What I'm experiencing is apparently called an "electrical storm" and is a lot more common than one would expect ? It's tapering off at the normal rate (<9 months), which is relieving 🤍

Apart is "separate" and the letters are together, and A Part [of] is "together" and the letters are separate... Just little mildly irritating English things 😅

If anyone knows fun stuff to do with an industrial amount of thyme and rosemary, please let me know 😅

I have an interview in an hour, get a two day weekend WITH my beau, and echocardiogram is next Friday... November has the potential to fix me........

when in an art slump, imo there's nothing much better than picking an older art and polishing it a little for 20-30 minutes... breathe new life into it !! it's validating but also feels productive (and less embarrassing to repost again heehoo ♡)

Goodness thanks Google, really keeping me from looking like a fucking idiot out here 👍

an actual angel ✨💕

gently baby-stepping this again 🤍 not sure if it will ever be "finished", but I love slowly building up hair even when I can't draw much else... such a great stress-reliever

Anna’s hummingbird puffs up and extends his wings and tail feathers as he defends his territory in the meadow. #birdoftheday #birds #nature #photography

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Seeing a friend doing cool oc crafts and remembering my desire years ago to cosplay Julien in aelus attire 🥺 but becoming too busy to attend conventions... I'd like to start again with a small project to ease back into it, even if just for me ;v; I miss Making Wearable Things ✨️

typography urg... it's not much, but it's honest work 🤲 (and for a dedicated 15 minutes, not too far from how I imagined, I suppose lol)

I'm finally eating again after a month of being bedridden, missing days of work with nausea and lethargy ;v; even used the new elliptical today... it felt so good god these medications have been kicking my aSS but I'm seeing the light at the end of the fuckass tunnel!!! 🙏‼️

I'm honestly in such a bad place mentally and possibly physically that the bsky changes and drama are not even blipping on my radar lmao...

will share the finished piece here ! ended up adding the Great Conjunction symbolism in the bg (traced !! aint no way ya girl freestyling that lmao) and tweaking it a bit ^^ got to show my friend today and she loved her !! maaaybe just maybe my art tank has been refilled 👀

Lines for da cutie pieee......... My favorite part so far is Ezra's tail wrapping loosely around them protectively 🤲🤍

Hey, so her drip came today... and I'm officially going to need the entire Big Into Energy collection and each a full wardrobe, thanks 🤲🤍✨️

Bluesky is highly unlikely to put out softblocking anytime soon, so I'm just taking final unfollows into my own hands and they can do what they want lol... I do not care anymore 🤍

Mmm back on my bullshit 🤪✨️ #wip I wanted it to be more dynamic or... idk it's missing something so far? but grahhh... maybe the refining process and final clothing extras will perk it up lol ♡ I just wanna play dress up with him 👉👈

If there were a sport for hearing, 'If you're struggling and need someone to talk to, you can always come and talk,' saying 'oh thank you so much' and then never using the invitation even while actively dying, I would be a champion

Another dms wip <3

GUYS... it's so much cuter in person, I'm screaminggg 😭🤍🤍🤍

Oh my god I just purchased the Luck "Big Into Energy" Labubu to cope 😭... my little ugly purple baby.... you'll be here so soon..... Ebay, be sweet to me....

I wonder if Artfight is struggling to get the results because of all the false submissions? I never saw it firsthand, but heard people were submitting hundreds of low effort sketches as fully shaded and polished work for max points... it would take a long time to sift through, if true!

Now that I'm on my husband's healthcare, we're trying to set check-ups with anyone local who are accepting new patients, and it is a struggle 😭😵‍💫💦 Please, I am losing sleep and sanity over my kidneys and heart...

I haven't kept up with The Bunny The Bear in like 15 years omg, they made a redux of my favorite song by them and it's honestly... not that bad 🤔 I cannot believe they've been putting out new music! 2025!! WOW... I feel ancient 😂😅 open.spotify.com/track/4EyXhs...

I think this is my absolute best photo made this summer for now

Itching to share progress somewhere grr grrrrr-- Art is coming slowly, it's been days since I've tried chipping away at this or Sentavva or artfight 😭 I want to, but I am. tired... Could not wait to go ahead and make her toyhouse profile tho afksvjk

Me: man, I kinda don't really wanna be on social media anymore One of my absolute favorite fucking artists: follows me back 💀💀💀💦 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫‼️

It's worse living, for this I love big water

Every now and then, I get a compulsion to do fanart, and it is only upon the realization that I have forgotten about The Character Ever, Suzaku Kururugi 🥺

Summer vibes (don't believe the pretty pictures it's 33° I'm dyin)

I wanna be a faster artist so bad 😔 or, maybe less adhd ? Artfight really makes me aware of how little I get done dhchfjddj It's terribly discouraging when I have to rely on a muse that appears like every other quarter to get a piece done! without it taking multiple days!!

Me on The Starting Day, without fail: Why am I so dehydrated today, why did I sleep for 15hrs and still feel exhausted, why does my stomach hurt, why is my back pain flaring up, why is my brain being Extra Mean To Me, why can't I focus on a Single Thing... ohh.......

I went so hard with lips last year,, omg looking back on past comms and artfight.... feeling bad... feeling good about the progress tho... I honestly would be happy to edit past works I've done for people if they'd like it to be calmed down a bit LUL

NOT COPING WITH RECEIVING A LYOS ARTFIGHT ATTACK FROM A COMPLETE RANDO BUT THEY SHARE NOOOO SOCIALS WITH MEEEE 🥺💔💔 Please, let me give u da clout for your masterpieces........

Maybe I'll do a Micah sketch in a "pride demon" shirt last minute 😭 For the third year in a row, I have not done any pride art and it SADDENS MEEE 💔💔‼️

another DMs wip <3 ignoreee

SIGHHH I guess I'm making dinner and starting that new Kpop show or movie or whatever.... saw there was a cute, no braincells tiger spirit and a weird crow with a hat on tumblr and I need to know what's up with em 😭

fUCK MY DUDES, NEW STARSET SONG JUST DROPPED

ignore dis raffle wip lol <3 bluesky if you're eavesdropping, please pics in DMs soon, thanks xoxo (and if anyone else is eavesdropping, hello! this is being timelapsed so look forward to that if you're interested lol)

Now that's what I call a successful community day!! And +800 candies! 🤩✨️✨️✨️

My kingdom for a chromatic aberration feature in CSP 😔

Making quite a few changes around my toyhouse and pretty pleased with how my updated characters landing page turned out ♡ Now to soon add more characters to make this OC House feel like an OC Home!

Normal Mexican hass avocado vs. Peruvian hass avocado 😭 I can't wait until it's ripe so I can try it!!

god I've really reached the point where bluesky isn't fulfilling me, or more and more feels like a chore to interact with I'm drawing hardly at all and nobody seems to be posting art and I'm just burned out. I want to sink into toyhouse and never return lol