vizael's eldest brother has finally made an appearance ! The Morning Sun, adanael. his vibe is Olafur Arnalds which i discovered just today and was compelled to get this rough idea down. some characters really wont form in my head without Their Song, and it always catches me by surprise

BRUH 😭😂 i havent even caught one yet, its one of the rarest river fish and worth $15k. W Link has expensive tastes. (i'm alive and still playing toooo much AC:NL) 💕

no WAY i return to animal crossing franchise 2 days before the acnh 3.0 release trailer 💀🥰 i'm excited, though a teeeeeny bit bummed that most updates are so focused on more decorating. (rather than more buildings + interactions with characters)

whoever decided to change the map/inventory/pick up button mapping from animal crossing wild world to new leaf (and new horizons) is on My List bc ... i'm playing new saves of them all concurrently and i stg i can barely play ww just bc the buttons are all swapped around 😭😂

not my migraine-every-afternoon thing returning with a vengeance aaagghh. losing the hours between 2-5/6pm every day is Not Convenient. its also so very boring !!! i'm hving so many oc thoughts but before i'm done with work the migraine wipes my brain and energy raahhh

an actual angel ✨💕

i'll still be active here and tumblr btw ! wish this acct could be priv lmao

lil pencil drawing for my dad's birthday (chinooks are his favorite haha) 💕 might play around and do more tbh it was pretty relaxing. the bristol paper i used was crazy smooth but not slippery ! very nice

i fear i have bought my first hobonichi planner and the Grip that this paper has on me !!!! also it has little snakes with top hats and pipes on it ,,, 🥹🥺 the 2025s went on sale so i nabbed one to test whether i really wanted to use one next year and the decision took .5 seconds lmao

some rambles about dragons ! slowly exploring my lil head world and doing what i want with it 🫡 i wont be making threads here so screenshots will have to do lol

woo, an efficiency issue which i've had at work since 2018 and has bugged me having to do it in such a weird work-around way Was actually doable in the way i wanted originally ! the person training me straight up told me the wrong thing 😭😭 LMAO, lol even breathing a sigh of relief 7 yrs later 🫡

mmm... heavily considering blocking all socmeds from my phone for fall/winter. even bsky. i already have twt/insta/fb blocked from my phone (no "open anyway" button either bc i'm dumb and was bypassing it). youtube and pinterest are available, but pin is blocked during "working hours". i'm just -

confronting my demons on a friday 🫡 (old wounds from past friends which i pretended didn't bother me)

long rainstorm for the next 5ish days and my head wants to BURST 😭😭 pressure migraines my beloathed !! i'm hoping i can function by tomorrow bc these legit have me just staring off, worst brain fog

king of opening my scrivener doc & staring at it 🫡 that or messing with the formatting of the folders ...

will share the finished piece here ! ended up adding the Great Conjunction symbolism in the bg (traced !! aint no way ya girl freestyling that lmao) and tweaking it a bit ^^ got to show my friend today and she loved her !! maaaybe just maybe my art tank has been refilled 👀

my friend wanted a cute gelfling drawing for her Dark Crystal wall. i def need to elongate her face even more, but Look ! i actually got to draw 😭 i have been so so uninspired this year ughhh it was really fun to try a pencil sketchy style too

itch to draw immediately evaporated by my allergy-stricken eyes being insanely puffy and itchy 😭😭 CMON, i had so much motivation and now i cant focus aaagghhh

pull up at the bank to make a work deposit and one) the slowest banker is helping me and two) the loan officers are straight up ARGUING and the drive up window is catching the whole thing!! its so loud and stressful wtfff lol

when will my ocs return from the war ... 💔💔 (i am so overwhelmed mentally ughhh)

✧ Sentavva ✧ [ #art / #ocs / #ocsky / #scifi ]

oh dear, i helped my husband move our old couch into the basement (which means thru the front door, around the house, then down the cellar stairs) and damn my body hates me today. its a 3seater and so awkward to hold 😭 i have time to work on my book tonight, but i'm too exhausted to think 💔

omg huge day in the household!! we got a new couch (not the ottomans yet tho) AND my new espresso machine came a day early 🥹💕 mabel is already a huge fan of the couch! and the COFFEE ! oh it's dreamy !!

nvm depresso hit so bad. unless something possesses me, there’s no way i’m doing them in time ughh

finally to the point where i’m feeling more solid in my ocs lore and world than ever before, got a journal to keep as the “index”. going through my notes since 2022, so much has changed 🥹 (for the better!). its nice to be rewriting and only keeping the things i like vs having a journal of brain

love losing power Every time it rains, and on top of that my kitchen ceiling is leaking. fuck.

aaa i have 3 more attacks (at minimum) i set out to do this year, but after those first 3 i have had zero motivation to draw at all 😭 why wHY brain, c’mon!!!

turns on rp to see everyones artf ght things …. immediate artist discourse all over the feed the next day 💀 aaaand its turning back off

artf ght makes me realize i struggle SO BAD drawing human/oid characters unless i know the artist well enough and connect with the character LOL i think i will not push myself too hard and focus on doing more ferals bc they're relaxing and fun hah

early morning work meeting and it was So misty and dewy outside!! driving through and i was thinking “omg this is just like isa and vizael’s house” 🥺 my blorbo brain is Real this week lmao now i want to write and not work oops

me when i remember that my entire th is so outdated 😭

panik attack so bad i felt my heartbeat in my stomach. that was new 🙃💔 in completely related news my boss is an asshole and i’m back on my “i need a new job” phase lmao …

i truly havent drawn much on this hiatus, but here’s a wip of rin’s birdform 💕

aaAAAA AH. Aaha ahaha aaa… (an apparently very dangerous low hanging branch decided to spear my windshield) ps: its ok & am getting it replaced tm, just… not really how i wanted to spend my morning 🙃

someone somehow recorded a rdr2 ambience vid where it follows a condor flying around ?? not only is it stunning, but mabel is a huge fan too hah

sure do hate when a depression spike steals the rest of my appetite. i even made my favorite comfort food (steak soup) and can barely eat it, which then made me unbearably sad. ;n;

omg i need to clean up at least my th of all the out of date info YIKES ! tumblr too oughhh. i guess i never said anything official, but my lil guys’ story is now Cloudspire Chronicles 💕 not illimaia anymore. i mean, the region is still illimaia but i’m not using that to tag it anymore lmao

new side character been soaking up a bunch of attention ! this is Nahaera Sykes (a relative of Thilas). she’s the B’aelar of Cloudspire Cathedral (oh man i bet none of this makes any sense aha - the religious leader of one faction in the capital, a very Very prestigious position)

drawing is going pretty rough, so here’s a really sketchy blob of Vyper being subjected to the horrors. poor lil guy. luckily, worldbuilding notes arent suffering too bad even if drawing is ! trying to nail down the magic/religion interplay and how that affects the storyline

sometimes wish i’d yapped more about my various interests on main in the beginning instead of strictly posting art. now it feels like that acct is only for oc art, and when i (inevitably) end up not drawing my ocs for a while i just dont post ?? or interact at all ughhhh. i don’t know

my desk fishtank starts to make these little sputtering sounds if the water gets slightly low, and i stg, NOTHING completely obliterates my executive function quite like it. it makes me so mad 🤣🤣 i cant even get up to fill it i’m just locked in like “😡🤬😡”

survived presenting my new employee handbook to all the employees aaaa 🫡 even on 3hrs of sleep (since i woke up at 4am to a tornado watch) and that the breakfast + meeting took FOUR HOURS. celebrating this big win, my anxiety stayed under control !!

my oc rin is based on this wraith skin, so dont mind me re-using her face to doodle up bbgorl lmao her legend class just got a very juicy buff yesterday and i’m hyped ehehe havent had much time to play yet tho sobs

mechanic #5 may have finally resolved the last of my 4runner’s issues, and for a reasonable price too 🥲💕 was quoted $1,800 to even look at it by #4, after #3 botched my head gasket/waterpump overhaul. so i’ve been saving a while, but #5 has a fix AND is replacing my swaybar for $700 !!

maaan. this heat (a whopping 75F) is making my tennis elbow/whatever the heck’s wrong with my lower arms/hands flare up so bad. 🥲 wintertime it barely bothered me ! but now its back ughh.

got myself a scrubbing steam mop as my adulting present (and a new journal as a fun one) and sheeeeshh it spins and steams so you just have to guide it around, vs actually scrub and it is magical !! i can actually do the whole house without dying haha definitely worth the $ !

completely exhausted lately from stopping myself from how the youngins say,,, “Crashing Out” lmao. idk whats going on, i cant tell if i’m burnt out or if i need to socialize more ?? i definitely feel off balance mentally. and i’ve even been exercising and spending less time on my phone ?? 🥲

if u saw my crying abt red dead 2 not working, i patched it twice and now its fine, but alas… too late to actually start it til tomorrow 🥲 ggs gamers

another wip for the ever expanding wip pile … tavi’s “horse” his dad breeds these spindly, tiny-headed, champagne/gold true horses, so naturally tavi chooses a bulky half-feral mountain unicorn, named Qwylle (quill). they’re wily and can ‘speak’ telepathically if they feel like it.