Aaannd I decided to color and shade it. I stole the hair highlights from deb XD Messing around with the airbrush pen was really fun XD

Xie Lian sketch for Ghosty’s AU

Xie Lian sketch for Ghosty’s AU

Trying to find a new name makes me feel like the fae XD I hear a cool name and I‘m like „hm, that‘s a nice name, do I steal it? >:)“

Hmmmm should I learn a little more for that physics test I‘m writing tomorrow or accept defeat?

The topic for my presentation in my history class is so interesting, but unfortunately I can barely find any sources?! >:(

Why do I have to do homework instead of continuing with learning Japanese? Why can’t I just learn what I want to? >~<

Listening to Hostage makes me think of all the AU Wu Mings and Xie Lians. Does anyone get what I mean? www.youtube.com/watch?v=skHb...

I‘m celebrating my grandpa‘s birthday with my family in a restaurant in which it‘s way too loud. I already have a headache and it‘s not helping.

Does anyone know if making a binder myself would be safe?

youtube.com/shorts/p7j2e... This makes me think about deb’s merlian knocking his head on the other sea creatures in his tank XD

Such a pretty sky today :0 My phone camera doesn‘t do it justice >:(

Why is figuring out your own gender so fucking confusing

Halloween cats WIP I put all of them in silly little costumes

My singing teacher: “If we have already done this exercise a couple times before, I’m expecting you to be able to do this!“ Ray, very close to crying: “…ok“ (I was able to do the exercise after a few more tries, I don‘t know why I‘m still so hung up about that moment)

Translation: “this is your brain, use it Learning” this is one of the posters in my chemistry room, it’s right next to the whiteboard. It’s so passive-aggressive. It’s in my direct line of view, and I can always feel it staring at me judgementally.

Why does this stupid website want me to generate a job application with AI?! All I wanted was to remember how to write one!!! 😭😭😭

It's that dreadful time again where I have to start looking for an internship. Did Ray procrastinate the entire time until now, where there's only like 2-3 months until the internship starts and she has to have been accepted somewhere in five weeks?

I totally forgot that I have a French vocabulary test tomorrow that I still haven’t studied for.💀 I have to learn the vocabularies of over two pages. I have to go to school later than usual tomorrow though, so I should still be able to get some sleep.

Since you all gave me so many good references, I decided to draw your little furballs celebrating Halloween together. But since it’s late, and your girl needs to sleep, it’s only a sketch for now. Plus I’m still very much artblocked.

This is my outfit. I don‘t think it‘s spooky enough for Halloween, but I‘m gonna have to work with what I have. I wish I had a binder, but I feel like it‘s not that noticeable. I wish I had more accessories though.

Why is there no one I know who wants to celebrate Halloween with me 😭😭😭 I‘m gonna see if I can give out sweets to children, since I‘m too old to go trick or treating, but because of Corona it kind of died down in the region I live in.

I don’t even like sugar that much, why am I still addicted? >:( the gummies I‘m eating right now literally just taste like pure sugar and chemicals.

Bluesky is hiding posts from me again >:( Also today was my first day back in school, and you know those teachers who just refuse to give anyone a full score just out of some fucked up principle?

To most other people I‘m not intimidating at all, they either don‘t take me seriously or just don‘t know what to do with me so maybe like a 2-3 Maximum. But it‘s happened a few times that little kids were scared of me because I literally look like a corpse.

My friend came over today, and we made bracelets, so I tried to make a Hualian one. I wanted to make the silver butterflies, but they don’t really look like butterflies. If I try again, I’ll probably use different beads and colors for them.

きょう、わたしはべんきょうしましたにほんご。むずかしいです。

I’m almost finished with the first book (so no spoilers please!) and it really just gets better and better. It’s genuinely one of the best books I’ve ever read. I really need to talk about it with someone, why has almost no one read it!!??? )))):

I drew myself a profile picture. The character is my persona that I designed back in summer for artfight. If you have any tips, they would be greatly appreciated.

Was no one going to tell me how good Little Mushroom is? I've read a little over half of the first book now, and it was a little hard to get into at first because a lot of things needed to be established first because of the worldbuilding, but as soon as the plot really gets going? I'm hooked.

Please help if you can, this sounds absolutely terrifying, no one could ever deserve something like this.