😳 I got many compliments for my acting tonight at the dress rehearsal 🙈🙈

Screenshot. 🔫 Blitz hot. ❤️‍🔥

Shit my physio is a gamer too? I want to be his friend 😂 On a different note, dress rehearsal in 3 hours. Guess who is freaking out?

Even if the ending was the original planned from Terry and NG, I'm sure Terry would have changed it for the characters. The importance of Az and Crowley shifted with s2 existence. With the book alone, it would have worked, but not for the series as it is. #GO3 Remember, it's my own opinion

“Why don’t you use your library instead?” Because I’m a mood reader and the books I want are reserved for months and months (physical copies and ebooks alike)

I can’t stand when people imply that bullying and human stupidity were invented by social media. Fam, I grew up when the internet didn’t exist and I can assure you they were always there. Not to talk about the policing of AFAB bodies… small local communities were never wholesome utopias

Cat tapped the pillow again to persuade me to throw it out and make space for him in my arms. Except I can’t tonight, I gave him a flea&worm preventative. He is now sulking, sitting on my hip 🤣

New therapist thinks I might have OCD. Old therapists said I didn't meet the criteria at all. But it's basically the second therapist who suggests OCD, even though I did not work with the first one for long... Surely it would explain A LOT.

I missed my wife she's SO HOT *_*

I’ve been bitching about dealing with Tenosynovitis for the past three months… not being able to type, having to switch to dictation, not being able to draw as much as I want. Today I learn that Rachel Reid, only 4 years my senior, has Parkinson‘s. And she keeps writing. Perspective is powerful.

Spindlehorse artists support train 🚂 Quote repost with a drawing in support of the Spindlehorse employees affected by the policy change @stellahasarrived.bsky.social has created this list where you can go support them bsky.app/profile/did:... #hazbinhotel #hazbinhotelalastor #hellaverse #alastor

also hate that I'm considering this needs to be said but DO NOT HARASS ANYONE FROM SPINDLEHORSE ABOUT THIS LETS BE REAL, YOU DON'T KNOW WHERE THIS DIRECTIVE CAME FROM SO DON'T JUMP TO CONCLUSIONS ABOUT BLAMING ANYONE WHEN YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING A LITTLE PATIENCE GOES A LONG WAY

I AM SO HAPPY WITH MY FATHER'S DAY STICKER OMG ❤️

Had a super upsetting dream featuring my mother, yay.

Shoutout to the ex friends who saw me struggle to keep my eyes open at about midnight and got offended… I know I’m a shitty host but I had had a rough week ok?

if you apply, i’ll hire you… maybe. #stolitz #helluvaboss

I think I’m finished with it. Pushed myself a bit so have to rest that wrist. Worth it though.

drawing is pretty crazy, have you guys tried drawing? i think you should try drawing

"Goodnight moon" #synthart

OMG peeps… the locations for the play are STUNNING and I want to WATCH this show in the audience (but I have to be up there 🤣)

Can’t sleep. Have an early start tomorrow. Shit…

Spellbinding 🌙🎪

🦉🌛: I still love you... 🦎🎪: Ya know, i never program you to say you love me. 🦉🌛: I know. > #TADC x #Stolitz < . . . #Helluvaboss #Digitalcircus

🦉🦎Stolitz x Tadc 🎪🌛 - Caine x Moon scene! 🛍️🪇 Merch shop - Link 🖇️ on my profile 👤🌸 #Stolitz #Tadc #bluetooth #Helluvaboss #theamazingdigitalcircus

Going to see the location where we’ll perform next week (it’s in the open). Shit, it’s real. I’m gonna be on stage for the first time in 15 years…

I’m begging y’all to just read or listen to One(1) single forensic psych case about fatal DV profiles where the victim didn’t make it out Where the victim thought they could love the cruelty put of their abuser, and it cost their lives. Cost them their kids’s lives

Flat colours finished! I regret nothing (they said, while icing their hand)... Might not finish this for a couple of months, by then my recovery SHOULD be complete but... it means SO much to me that I got this far with this piece. I missed drawing with all my heart... #hollanov #thelonggame

ALSO: several mental health professionals say that often an abused spouse finds the strength to leave their abuser because an affair partner has shown them their worth for the first time. Life is not b&w. The "Stolas is bad because he is a cheater" people need to grow up and learn to see nuance

Good stabilisation tools allow me to draw with my left hand too, yay! The colouring has been done by finger tip XD with the power of obsession. once my hands rest a bit, I will fix Shane's head shape, but overall, I'm kind of happy with the direction this is taking.

“Is this because I almost died?” Ilya teased. “No. It’s because _I_ almost died.” (I know, I shouldn't be drawing yet, wrists not fully healed... Worth it though) #thelonggame #spoilers #heatedrivalry #heatedrivalrly2

I can’t believe I posted this a year ago. Nearly 1k likes?? 20k views?? WHAT??? Still struggle to believe it… If my wrists were healed I’d go back to fix so many parts of it. But also, I still like it. Wish I could do another animatic… *sighs in tenosynovitis *

It's still pride somewhere you can pry this out of my cold dead hands- (still surprised how fast i managed to do this, ty stolitz challenge) I did some pride month art finally ahhh 😭 #blitzø #stolas #stolitz #helluvabossfanart #helluvabosspride #pride2026 DO NOT use in AI/Reupload/Edit Thank you!

so what I’m getting from everyone’s art posts is that we ALL collectively, as a fandom, believe that Stolas should spend S3 enjoying Blitzø’s cooking so he can grow into his thick-thighed, juicy-assed potential

Sweet dreams,baby(re-upload) #huskerdust

Damn, I’m back into my Heated Rivalry feelings. I blame The Long Game. Also, don’t know why I empathise more with achillean stories despite being AFAB. Prob it’s the soft queer masculinity that I relate to the most.Still wondering sometimes if I’m trans masc more than non-binary. Nope, not

OMG my Juliet (I’m playing the Nurse in this production) was born in 2001 like my nephew, my nurturing instincts amped up to 10000

Also, I am obsessing a bit about The Long Game now. Wish I had the money to buy the whole Game Changers series. Must download the library app again and see if there’s any book of the series I can borrow there

I’m at a point where I had a shitty day and a fantastic night at rehearsal and… I come home and I don’t feel good for having had a good night. Why is my fucking brain like this??

lonely night #huskerdust #hazbinhotel #HazbinotelFanart

Feeling bad. The LAMDA exams results for my students have arrived and for the first time since I started teaching… I have three passes. I’ve had low merits, but never passes. One the bare minimum even. This is the year of my failures really.

Random thought: why didn’t Boyfriend Material by Alexis Hall get a screen adaptation? I think it has the potential to do as well as Red, White & Royal Blue and other M/M stories. Is it because of the fade to black? 🤨 can’t be just that can it?

Now that I read The Long Game, I can’t wait for Heated Rivalry Season 2

Found bumps on the cat’s face. Vet appointment later this afternoon. This stressful summer is neverending.

Reading The Long Game… started it a couple of hours ago, I’m at 40% of the ebook 🙈 wanna give Ilya the biggest hug

💕Happy Floobie Friday💕 The Losers are still happy together and Husk is exactly where he wants to be! No objection from Angel 😂✨. #HuskerDust #HazbinHotel #Husk #AngelDust #PrideMonth #Pride #FloobieFriday

The sheer shock on my cat’s face when I dared to fall asleep hugging a pillow… “excuse me?? Mother?? That would be MY SPOT right there??” (Ditched the pillow, hugged the cat, all was well again)

belated piece for #stolitz week: jealousy 😈