a bunch of insecurities in a trenchcoat pretending to be a functioning woman

Normalize chasing your dreams in your 30's - - - Learn to draw in your 30's! Learn to cook in your 30's! Open that shop in your 30's! Write that book in your 30's! Start that podcast in your 30's! Pick up that guitar in your 30's! Do the thing in your 30's, or 40's, or 50's! It's never too late.

My boss is like, "Maybe I'll fire you. :) I haven't decided yet, but maybe I will. :) I'll let you know when I decided. :) Just be patient. :)" (yes, with that friendly face) I'm taking A LOT of extra shifts atm, because I'm pretty sure he's gonna fire me and I want my last paycheck to be big, lmao

Guess what disappeared again, lmao. BOTH of my left-handed tools, gone without a trace. I was the one putting them away on Saturday, Sunday they were gone. My boss is pissed, I'm just resigned. It actually seems like someone simply threw them away this time, not hid them. Who hates me so much? 😢

#SGDQ2025 is over, but it was once again my pride and joy being part of the mod squad, forgoing sleep for Silly Block and other runs, talking to chat, and feeling so much love and hype for the community, the event, and MSF. Thank you from the bottom of my heart! 💖

On a positive note: I told my boss about this incident and now we actually have TWO of the left-handed tools! (Turns out my boss is actually left-handed as well, but from a generation when people were still forced to use their right hand, so he understood my struggle!)

I took the whole week off for #SGDQ2025 and I think I've never needed a vacation more than I do right now. Things have been messy and nobody ever tells me anything at my job - it's exhausting. I'm glad I get to distract myself with awesome speedruns for a week. 💖

A colleague of mine hid the only work tool that is specifically made for left-handed people and let me work with the one for right-handed people for 3 days, making my job harder on purpose. Another colleague found it in a place nobody would've ever expected it. Imagine thinking that's funny. 🙃

Remember that? Things actually got *worse* since then 🙃

If things go as planned I'm probably done with a lot of exhausting stuff by the end of next week. Question is, should I hope for things to go as planned? And how many times will I cry until then? Because tbh, I've cried a lot in the last few days and I don't know how much more I can take 🙃

No matter how much I'm struggling, @gamesdonequick.bsky.social gives me so much joy and meaning, and I can't stress enough how grateful I am to be a part of this twice a year. Shoutouts to the whole mod squad! Already put in my vacation for SGDQ '25 to spend even more time with y'all! 💖

I hope everyone is having wonderful Holidays! 🎄 If you've received a message, card, or even gift from your friendly neighborhood Christmas elf, please know that I love and appreciate you and that I'm not taking you for granted in my life, especially on days when I'm not good company. Thank you 😭💖

My sister said I should buy something for myself with my 1st paycheck from my new job, so I decided to commission @seabiiart.bsky.social to draw me a chibi - of course including my little dinosaur! It's adorable! 😭 💖

I love this fandom so much, you guys. I love being here. I love this little space we have. I love the stevetonies. I wanna hug you all so tight. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Got my Spidey Platinum trophy in less than 2 weeks! What a super fun game! I think it was even better than the 1st part, and I already loved that one! 💖

Today's gonna be a great day! 💖