i think i might be too traumatized to hold down a traditional job cptsd is robbing me of my life it hurts

my devil horns grow in soon ♡

evil transexual deviant is what they're calling me

older clip

don't smoke 🚬

The Evening Dews - John S. Davis, c.1874

Nastassja Kinski

falling out of love with an artist you loved for a long time really sucks. i've listened to ethel cain forever since like... before inbred and i just can't bring myself to listen to her anymore ever since my ex broke up with me and im just really turned off by the fanbase

nicole dollanganger save me.. if you can hear me nicole please save me..

is it true that this site is run by tenderqueers who act like cops now? because that's been the general consensus ever since i left

Merriam-Webster’s human editors have chosen ‘slop’ as the 2025 Word of the Year.

each time i log online i am constantly reminded of how much society truly hates trans people especially trans women and it makes me want to withdraw and live in the forest and become a local cryptid

they finally added a bookmark feature on here? wait i might actually use this a lot more now.

Jane Birkin - BOTD in 1946 Photo by Tony Frank

Ogroff (1983) Mind melting no budget French backwoods slasher about a hermit who murders anyone that enters his territory. A milestone of outsider cinema. Starring, written, and directed by Norbert Moutier, a video store owner who thought he could make good money renting the flick to his customers

BELLADONNA OF SADNESS (1973, Eiichi Yamamoto)

this year was anything but gentle </3

boosting this so i can afford my estrogen

recent pickups

alive and barely kicking (wish i wasn't at all)

VIDEODROME (1983)

i own the dvd and honestly it has the best dvd menu ever made

RED LIPS MENTIONED !!!!

there's not much of a support system for me in this state anymore. i have a slightly better place to move to in months time or possibly a year if i can secure funds. i hate asking for money, but it's getting worse and unlivable in florida for people like me. www.gofundme.com/f/help-lydia...

dating in this generation is so beyond cooked

there's not much of a support system for me in this state anymore. i have a slightly better place to move to in months time or possibly a year if i can secure funds. i hate asking for money, but it's getting worse and unlivable in florida for people like me. www.gofundme.com/f/help-lydia...

september really was the worst month. hoping october will be gentle.

Bonsoir (Nastassja Kinski)

Catherine Deneuve et Pierre Clémenti 'Belle de jour'

Anna Karina

Je vous salue, Marie, Jean-Luc Godard (1985)

Le Guépard (1963) dir: Luchino Visconti

i haven't been able to bring myself to watch a single film ever since she decided to break up. i usually always watch a movie a day, but i just can't anymore. maybe since it's the first of the month i'll try my best to watch something.

i cry myself to sleep and wake up the same way. that's all it is now. i miss her so much.

coming back here since i want a place to post privately. my gf broke up with me last week and i haven't been handling life all too well.

can we all go back to cursive writing

by susannah carson ⊹ ࣪ ˖

“Look up！” 素描本 #oc #illustration

one of my favs off the album you can't tell me she isn't channeling nicole dollanganger on this one

Prom Night (1980, Paul Lynch)

being vulnerable is literally a humiliation ritual

Bonsoir (Nastassja Kinski)

Art by • Julien Delval

A PAGE OF MADNESS (dir. Teinosuke Kinugasa)

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