I got some news today I didn't expect after having some bloodwork done.. Now I have to go in for more labwork & I'm scared.. 🥹 So many different possibilities & so much fear & anxiety.. I had a full blown panic attack after hearing my grandma say a word I didn't wanna hear..

www.twitch.tv/elivria We're live and yapping. 2.0 is ON HOLD so I come and say hi. ♥ #Vtuber #ENVtuber #Yapping

HAPPY NEW YEAR! Hello~ Let me introduce myself. My name's Elivria (uh-liv-ree-uh) or Eli for short! I'm your loud, chaotic, & Lewd Sakura Yokai Vampire-bat with my adorable familiar Fang! I know the change is long awaited, but I'm here! 🎨: @helleerien.bsky.social #ENVtuber #Vtuber

Big things coming next year~ Get ready y'all! Incoming 2.0!

LESS THAN 10 HOURS AWAY! There's so many of us 😭

As someone who is mentally disabled and unable to work due to the extreme of it I rely HEAVILY on my food stamps and the fact I have now lost this and wont be able to quite literally FEED myself until the funds are able to be provided. fucking SUCKS. I already struggle to feed myself as is.

A bit sappy, but I feel my suppressed emotions need to be spoken out loud as well as other stuff. This is going to be long... I've been a streamer since 2017, on and off since I was a freshy in college studying Pre-Nursing & Cosmetology. Last year I decided to finally 1/10

So.. how would you guys feel if I changed my current design because I may have come up with something that I personally think is absolutely gorgeous..? A lot will remain the same stuff regarding my more gothic style.. but it's more heavily in line with my lore at the same time~ ♥

Okay y'all. If you know of any @rtists that can draw JUST tattoos I so desperately need that because my 2.0 is still missing the tattoo that's supposed to be on my booddyyy. I can explain in detail what I'm looking for ;u;

I am trying so hard just to get the motivation to start streaming again. :( I really miss it, but something keeps holding me back..

My birthday is today, I'm not sure how to feel. But AHHHHH. There. That's how I feel y'all.

Sheesh.. What angle is best.. Maybe this one? Maybe he'll like it..? hmm.. Fuck it *snaps pic* Credits in the comments~ #Vtuber #ENVtuber

Beautiful artwork done by @harisunstudios.bsky.social ♥ This got a little.. Chaotic in the next photo. Please don't mind the mess.. 🥴 I'd also love for everyone to FINALLY meet my lovely Mascot that represent my community, Fang! 🥰 Also.. 2.0 has big changes for me as you can see.. 🖤🦇🐈

IT'S PEAK GUYS. PEAK GAMEPLAY. www.twitch.tv/elivria Come hang out <3 #vtuber #ENVtuber #TwitchAffiliate

Come hang out and vibe! It's been a little bit! I miss you all! c: #vtuber #enVtuber #TwitchAffiliate #lewdtuber #Streamer www.twitch.tv/elivria

We're just vibing! Come hang out! WE'VE GOT SCUFFED TRACKING! LOL www.twitch.tv/elivria

Things are getting hard and I'm struggling to tell the difference between what's real, and what's not. Once I'm more mentally stable I will return. For those who try to message me and I don't respond it's not you. It's me. Thank you all for all the love, support, and laughter. 🖤🦇

forms.gle/kyd61AaDigcT... I'm looking for mods once again. 🖤🦇 If you're interested please fill out and spread this around! #Vtuber #Twitch #EnVtuber #TwitchMods

Helloooo my lovely fangsss. <3 Would you guys be interested in Schedule I, horror, or some more extreme Souls like games?

We yapped, laughed, and cried on stream AND Y'all got to meet THE mumther of ELI in chat! I hope you guys had as much fun as I did while my brother was also chatting with us for a while! We got raided by @megolin.bsky.social 🥹🦇🩸 (Appreciate you!!) We sent the support train on to x.com/ChronosVT!

🔴YAP & Jam time! Come hang out and get your dancey pants on! #ENVtuber #Vtuber #Vtubers #Yapping #PartnerPush #TwitchAffiliate Let's spread some love today! www.twitch.tv/elivria

Spontaneous POP UP REPO stream with my brother! Come watch us get BLASTED in REPO, talk smack, and get scared! #Vtuber #ENVtuber #REPO #TwitchAffiliate #PartnerPush www.twitch.tv/elivria

I know I'm absent still even though I streamed today, but I do want to keep my support train running. I said it during stream, and I do genuinely mean it. I want to spread all the love, and support I possibly can. EVERYONE deserves to thrive, accomplish their goals, and be happy! 🥹

HEY GUYS. IT'S BEEN A WHILE. Let's chat some and hang out for a bit and catch up. ♥ www.twitch.tv/elivria

IT HAPPENED?! Do I have to summon something?!

As a lot of you may know, I was planning to return to streaming around New Years, but unfortunately due to mental struggles I'm having a difficult time with things, and have been seeking the proper medical help I need. I don't know when I will be back, but thank you to everyone who is still around 🖤

www.youtube.com/watch?v=hXBI... As promised, @yourhandsomehero.bsky.social and I sung Baby, It's Cold Outside for reaching 500 followers on Twitch! - Thank you to my good friend @digital-bluez.bsky.social for the most beautiful art of Hero and I for our thumbnail! - BE NICE OR ILL CRY!

Thank you EVERYONE for coming to my 2.0 Debut.🥺💜 - Thank you everyone for the raids my lord- I will tag everyone in the comments so please go show these beautiful people some love. You guys mean the world to me and I am so excited to show you guys more cool things! - MWAH! Thank you dreamers 🐉✨

For those who may be unaware I am taking a break until about NEW YEARS. I will be apart of a couple collabs prior to that so I will be streaming those days, but life has been proving to be rather unkind lately. 🖤 For those of you who are in my server saw my announcement w/ a better explanation.

I hope you're all doing well. <3

WE. ARE. LIVE! Yapping then... THE CHAOS SHALL BEGIN in LETHAL COMPANY! Come watch the chaos commence in 45 minutes after we yap! #ENVtuber #Vtuber #TwitchAffliate #LethalCompany #CHAOS #SubathonDay5 www.twitch.tv/elivria

Good Timezone, Fangs! Today at 12pm MST we'll be playing some Lethal CUMpany with 3 AWESOME, SEXY PEOPLE: @umbralcrown.bsky.social @megolin.bsky.social @baconpierogi.bsky.social Want Chaos? I guarantee it'll be provided! Come hang out and get milked in chat! WE HAVE A QUOTA TO HIT!

Good timezone, pantshitters Today we will be live at 2 PM EST playing some Lethal Company with three of my favorite boios: @umbralcrown.bsky.social @megolin.bsky.social and @elivriavt.bsky.social This is my first time playing so I am a wee babby. Let’s see how this goes. Hope to see you there!

Can we hit our quota? Probably not. Are we going to try? Probably not. Are we going to bring the chaos? Definitely. Lethal Company tonight with @elivriavt.bsky.social, @baconpierogi.bsky.social, and @megolin.bsky.social! 7pm GMT / 2pm EST. Hope to see you there! ✨

We finally got a job! Its working for a really cool company called [Redacted]!! Apparently we just have to meet quotas! Itll be fine, right? 7pm GMT / 2pm EST catch @elivriavt.bsky.social @baconpierogi.bsky.social and some guy called @umbralcrown.bsky.social as we struggle to keep a job

www.twitch.tv/elivria Pop up stream? OH NO.. What're we doing??? Come find out.. Teehee~

Mm.. Is this proof enough? Thanks Meg for tagging me hehehe Now.. YOUR TURN! Tag 5: @willowwyllt.bsky.social @luckyjene.bsky.social @primordialchaos69.bsky.social @vivrik.himbo.work @siriushauservt.bsky.social Have fun cuties~ 😉

I need some artist recommendations for sub badges & emotes! Preferably on Vgen! 🖤 Thank you in advance! #EmoteArtist #VtuberArtist #Commission

Hey fangs, friends, and people in between Subathon Day 3 has BEGUN and we're playing ba- I MEAN Buckshot Roulette then probably playing some COD BO6 afterwards! Come hang out! #ENVtuber #Vtuber #Subathon www.twitch.tv/elivria

SUBATHON DAY 2 HAS BEGUN! 🦇🩸🖤 YAPPING THEN COD! Come hang out and watch me cry 😭 #ENVtuber #Vtuber www.twitch.tv/elivria

VTubers, remember this: follow your heart. Don’t let anyone tell you what you should do. Your streams, videos, and content are YOURS. Be yourself without compromise. You're on the stage for your supporters—your authenticity will resonate. Keep creating, keep shining, & take care of yourself. #vtuber

Satoru Gojo is my favorite character.. l'm not really comfortable sharing him with others because he means alote to me. But it's okay if he's ur favorite too! But please don't mention him as ur FAVORITE character.. You can obviously talk about him to me!! But just remember he's my one and only..

Stream went FANTASTIC today despite all the damn game issues which tempted me to just yap the whole time, BUT I had a great time! We managed to hit a good few goals already so I'll be planning those! We'll continue tomorrow! We sent the Fangs over to @itsnakuma.bsky.social to look for a bite!🦇🩸

We're live! The Subathon OFFICIALLY begins!! Come hang out as we yap first for a while then hop on into FRANBOW at 12pm MST! #ENVtuber #Vtuber #TwitchAffiliate www.twitch.tv/elivria

Who's ready for start of my Subathon tomorrow!?

Not streaming for this long has been SERIOUSLY fucking with my head and my mental.. Streaming is my personal escape and enjoyment, and without it I feel like I'm alone not being able to talk to everyone and hang out or play something. 🥹😭

2 more days~ 🥹

Big week coming up! ✨💜 Chat is going to sabotage me while I play #DarkSouls. Then I'm going to show off my cooking skills for ṯ̴͐h̴͍͆e̵̦͝ ̴̫͝c̷̟̃r̶͓͋ě̵̼a̷̼͗t̶̳͗ŭ̴̬r̵̘̅ḛ̵̓s̸̠̈́ in #ArcticEggs. Finally I'll dial up the chaos playing #BuckshotRoulette and #LethalCompany!

We have a week of collabs coming up! As always, we're continuing with #Fate and #BG3. We do also have some #BuckshotRoulette with friends Saturday I am not streaming, but will be participating in MY FIRST SPELLING BEE And then we end the week with #LethalCompany and more cuties 🌿✨

Schedule for Nov 18th - Nov 24th! We'll be playing with some amazing people such as: @umbralcrown.bsky.social @megolin.bsky.social @baconpierogi.bsky.social Y'all ready for some complete and utter chaos? The SUBATHON will also begin on the 20th where we'll be coming back playing Franbow!