I’m so depressed, I’m on day 5 of my head feeling off and having neck and shoulder pain. I keep having headaches, my head feels full and foggy all day and I just can’t get comfortable

I’ve had 3 days of headache/migraine/idek and now my neck and shoulders also hurt so bad

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pet portrait for @psychedile.bsky.social of cappy! [ #art ]

Okay think I’m happy with it, found a few more things and then captains new art came in so I got that set up too

Working on Captains memorial

Missing Cappy

Recent artwork I commissioned of Cappy

Orb

Also how Dave cuddled me today

Not a single thought

He’s at least home now 🧡 I’m very relieved he is

I hate the holidays like I’m so fucking over the stress my mom puts on me. I’m sad, I’m tired and keep having fights with her bc this year isn’t going how she planned

Just missing him

Mentally I feel so absent I’m really not ready to go to work but I can’t afford to not go

2/2 chibis for @psychedile.bsky.social ft their bulldog Captain 💕 Thank you so much for entrusting me with this piece <3 #furry #furryart #SCSart

Captains gone

I’ve only been posting sad things I’m sorry my life is a mess. We had a long talk about cappy this evening and we are leaning to possibly having someone come out this week

Ellis is home! He’s a little drunk off pain meds but he’s eating his new food well and it at least comfortable

Ellis is doing better! His kidney values are improving!!! Which is a good sign he’s at least not in failure yet ;; they’re still elevated but much better than they were. Going to see if he’s okay for me to take him home or recommended he stay one more day

Ellis has severe kidney disease 😞 he was acting off this week not finishing his food fully and acting wobbly on his feet. Did labs today and his values are very high

Some cappys from today

been struggling the past two days mentally w/cappy. hes doing ok, but he has a new arrhythmia that i know indicates his heart disease has worsened. i heard it a couple days ago and its kinda been intermittent

all i want to do rn is try and make a beef wellington

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Muzzled Wolf - my first piece of laser cut acrylic art! Up for action right now at the MFF art show, in the general section! Panel A56, near the entrance.

like an unchecked rope, frayed ready to break

🐊 Kyle 🐊 31 • 🔞 • They/He • Married 💜💖 ER/Specialty Vet Tech • Rabid for Glass Animals • JJK/BNHA/Pokemon/Godzilla I love yapping about my animals and my ocs

Cappy and his jacket!!! 🧡

So glad we got to go see JJK execution early it was so fucking good I am so excited for season 3

Spotify wrapped :3

Eughhhh i think ive caught some of the crud thats been going around at work. its either going to be the flu or strep

1/2 chibis for @psychedile.bsky.social ! 💚🧡💛 #furry #furryart #SCSart

Called out of work. I need the day I am physically worn out right now

Battling calling out of my part time job again tomorrow we don’t even have a doctor until 2pm and I’m sooooo sore and tired from these past 4 days

Little vampire

I’ve slept 5 hours over the past two days, I can’t do this schedule with work I have got to have a more normal schedule or I’ll never rest

Apple was enraptured watching NGE with us

Happy 11th Birthday Captain! 🧡🧡 I am thankful he has made it to this age and for being able to share all these years with him. Love him so much!!!

Me and cappy took a 3 hour nap today and he stayed this cuddled with me the whole time 🧡🧡🧡

The cats being silly

The neighbors kept their dogs off the fence for a bit and now they’re back to letting them jump and try and get into our yard

Eugh im so steamed tonight im glad to be home but hate that I gotta be up in just a few hours to work my other job

He noticed me trying to take pictures LOL

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we went and saw the chainsaw man movie and it was good but my only gripe is that there were a lot of parts of the movie that ended up being blurry i think bc of the theater

i ate dinner last night and passed tf out as soon as we went back to the bedroom i was EXHAUSTED from work

Also my cake shruu got me 🧡 they’re also making me dinner tonight

Work got me a sweet treat and a card for my bday today ;;