I was showing my mom pictures we had just taken with the kids and swiped back one too far and ofc it was a body check and my mom goes “oh, legs” 💀💀💀

my mother was just here to watch my kids for the evening and as expected I got to talk about weight related things for like 75% of our conversations 🙃

hi loves 🤍 so I was feeling a lot of (self-made) pressure to be on here constantly and btwn here and lose it I was really starting to slack off so I got off here and only used lose it to update my weight whenever I weighed and now IM AT MY UGW???? Like uhh it worked??? I fucking did it?!? 😭🤪🎉

Hi loves 🤍 sorry I went mia for a lil bit, I was having back to back bad binge days and it was nottttt okay for my mental health 😅 but I’m back on track starting today! and will be more active to keep myself more accountable

not me gaining on the last day of the year, pretty much sums up 2024 😭💀

all the fam is finally out of town anddddd my whole household now has a cold 🙃 yay for reduced appetite for me, boo for having to spend extra energy I don’t have being doctor to everyone

Good morning loves!! 🤍 fam is finally leaving town today so I’ll be back to my regular scheduled programming of being on this app lol

I’ve been feeling like crap and off for two days now (sore throat and just blehh) and my husband is being an ass and convinced it’s due to “me not eating enough” 🙄 like sure, I obvs get symptoms from that, but this doesn’t feel ed related and he’s insisting that he’s right

Hi loves!! I’m so sorry I haven’t been as active, I’ve had family constantly in town since Christmas Eve and it’s hard af to sneak on here

Merry Christmas my lovely moots!! 🤍🎄✨

swear to god that phrase is cursed for me

also I’m just now realizing she said “I know you’re a small but I’m worried about length…” as in she thinks my official size is S which fmlllll means I need to lose more because I can’t have her start buying me clothes and them not fitting 😭

on the one hand, I’m obvs absolutely elated about my new pants and fitting them and being at a lower weight this morning but on the other hand now I feel like 100x more pressure not to fuck up over the next week while family is in town and gain a ton

not only do they fit, but they fit PERFECTLY 😭😭 me?? in size S pants?? unheard of 😭

my mil just stopped back by briefly after leaving earlier to give me a hug and have me try on these pants/leggings she got me in a size S to make sure they weren’t too short but the whole time I was upstairs trying them on I was praying to the freaking weight gods I could get them on to begin with 😅

I feel so incredibly un-Christmassy rn. Idk if it’s because I’m the one who decorated and picked out all the gifts and bought them and then stayed up until midnight last night wrapping them and my husband has put exactly 2 pairs of socks in my stocking or I hadn’t planned packing anything yet 🙃

Merry Christmas Eve to all who celebrate 🤍

oh and my in-laws sprung it on us yesterday that they’ll be here today in like 6 hours and I still have to clean my entire kitchen and upstairs bathroom (while keeping my 3 young children happy) love that for me

It’s like I see myself getting close to a goal and my brain self sabotages and is like “wow you’re doing so well!! Binge time??”

whyyyy do I start to lose all resolve after like 3/4pm?? 😩

uhhh so like ~80 of my moots follow @/rottinglia 😅 if you’re one of them, maybe look at this thread/interaction?

✨8.8lbs to go until 130✨

do you think my mom will notice me losing 10lbs between Thanksgiving and Christmas lol

My white cheddar baked cheeto puffs look holy rn like ok saint

I need to lose at least 4.6lbs by the 1st

Good morning loves!! 🤍 it’s friday AND I woke up in the 130s 🥹 fingers crossed the good vibes continue!

I swear it’s like my stomach saw the 130s in sight and was like “alright, this is good enough, let’s say fuck it and forget all of our control tactics 🤪” and like I think tf not???

Hi loves 🤍 sorry I was a lil inactive, I had a major binge yesterday and have been pissed tf off at myself since 💀

it’s only 1:35pm and I’ve already eaten so much today and for why???? 😭

updated bmi check from May to today hit 141 this morning! I’m going to feel much better once I’m finally in the 130s

good morning loves 🤍 I hope everyone slept better than I did last night lol I also hope this is a good week cuz wtf do you mean Christmas is in 9 days?? 😅

how does pinterest see you? search the categories!! ♡ ♡ fashion ♡ color ♡ mood ♡ food

been awake since 4:30am and it’s nearly 10:00pm I need my body to let me go to sleeeep

ate wayyy too much tonight. it wasn’t even /that/ much cal wise technically but I feel too full and gross 🤢

Good morning loves 🤍 been up since 4:30 when husband woke me up because my middle child was awake (but not like up and awake just starting to adjust in bed) so today’s gonna be extra long on another note, I need to lose 2.2lbs to officially be in the 130s for Christmas, so it’s game time 🫡

got 2 new tattoos 🤍

also my body needs to chill and stop shivering bc that’s gonna make getting tattooed awful

still waiting to get tattooed 🤪 the good news is that I’ve been inside for a while (still really cold though) and at least being here means I have no food around for temptation I do feel guilty being here for so long while my husband is at home w/ the kids and a migraine though.. ugh..

outside shivering for 30 min in the cold while I wait in line to hopefully get a flash tattoo. At least I’m burning calories 💀

Good morning loves 🤍 somehow there’s only 11 more days to lose a ton of weight until Christmas?? fml 😅

what’s the point of me getting excited over my chest bones if I just BINGED ON CARBS

I notice I mainly cave to eating now either around 7:00pm or if I’m nauseous. The 7:00pm thing I can handle but the nausea I need to figure out how to get under control bc I cannottttt handle that and it forcing me to eat

Hi hello sorry!! I had to reset a bunch of passwords this morning and then had to remember logins to emails and all that mess and long story short I just got back in here 💀

my anxiety/stress heightening due to the whole “who knows what’s gonna happen come like 2 months from now” for my family thing is starting to really trigger my ocd and on one hand I’m like boooo no, but on the other I’m like 👀 ocd make me skinnier please???

omg obsessed

I need my brain to find the serotonin boost from writing again so I can actually put some decent work into my novel today