I only have one smile, leave me alone. But that third fit speaks to me a lot..

Now that my bones no longer itch (thank you my loving wife), I have new clothes I wanna try on.

Gods my back is so itchy... These spasms are gonna make me tear my fucking ribs out..

my wife is still the only one on the whole star who loves me

AND WHO THE FUCK IS HEATHER

// another fun thought of something I want you guys to consider when thinking of me writing stuff, songs are my director. I listen to songs and they illustrate the story for me. For example During the fight between Ingrid and Fina, this is what's playing to inspire that cw: stutters and loud

// Ingrid has lost a bit of her whimsy since her mental is very rocky rn but lest anyone forget she is such a lover girl; even if she's a big dog, she is puppy in her excitement. I think it hurts her a lot to reflect on her actions and have to fight the urge to say "Fareeah wouldn't've done this."

// at some point I wanna do the "can you pass me my glasses" trend with Ingrid and someone else just as an excuse to personify just how much of a lover girl she is

// I wrote a lot more than I thought

// so because Isothol functions like a voidsent and has made a pack with her, I'm imagining a form much like Reaper's Enshroud form but after we see Zenos', we obviously know not all Enshrouds are the same in appearance. There aren't any lore implications that this is the case (as the description

. .. ...

// man. was gonna do a quick angst gpose and then ddos. tomorrow, ig.

MISS HONEY WAAAAAHHHHHH

// i'm still not over this she looks so good

// everyone having pretty intros makes me wanna redo mine and hopefully take a picture where the quality doesn't go to shit again 🫠

Hm. Now that shit's calmed down, maybe I should look to get back into it..

Alright, no more crying, my eyes can't handle being so puffy anymore.

Yeah.

\Sobbing uncontrollably, inconsolable.\ Fuck dude I fucking love my friends.....

// feeling very convinced @ myself to start making ingrid drop the g in -ing words. it always felt right but i felt like that wasn't her character even though i'm the one who fucking MADE HER KJBERKJHGBKREWGJ

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Okay, y'know, lounging on the couch watching shows really is a vibe..

- Brood Queen.

// eyeing my doc of the very long Colors Arc finale that is long already and yet unfinished, sweating profusely

// her deepest (metaphorically at least) is when fighting her sister and being stabbed and pierced and skewered over and over in the attempt being held back and having to just walk through them to reach her sister. The biggest is just from being stabbed with a greatsword through the chest

// oh miss olwen the woman that you are

I'm sane again.

New house design is... Weird. I tried brighter, more relaxing colors than such darker ones I usually use but. It's. Odd. I feel out of place in my own home but it's. Comforting still. Makes no goddamn sense.

// this is pre-fucked up ingrid but man i absolutely love this meme

I agree.

// there's so much anger Ingrid hasn't been allowed to really let out after suffering the way she has and just feeling forced to move on from it. She attributes this to how she can't exactly regulate herself properly, crashing out easier, anger being baited out of her by simple words and functioning

Better now.

Did I go manic for a bit? Maybe. Did I redesign my whole house? Yeah. It looks nicer.

This actually makes the constant heat bearable. Just a little.

// i haven't done a sinday for ingrid in a good while and i finally have an idea to work with but i'm uncertain how much people would be chill with scrolling and getting hit with sudden gock on the screen ejkfbnwekfw

Happy sinday ❤️ I like this picture best because of the flowers.

Why the fuck is it so hot...

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Aether Veins

Guh.. sweaty..

.....

- But when I close my eyes I think about you every time..

The blood of the covenant (2 people who met online by writing about fictional characters fucking nasty) is thicker than the water of the womb

i love my giant puppy wife i wish she could smother me to death

Good morning I implore all of you to consider

I'm sinister, don't you know who I am?

I'm sinister, don't you know who I am?

Y'know, despite everything. I do look damn hot.