Hello, been awhile huh? Going forward I’m taking a step back from the Abdl community. I’m still an Abdl, and I still check Bsky and Bird Site regularly and will answer DM’s, however the behavior of some select people have made me so exhausted I had to hide my account for a bit.

I’m just tired

"Secret Admirer" was just posted on my FanBox (SubStar post is still under review)! ahbagels.fanbox.cc/posts/11455001

I found all sorts of fetish edits of the "Couple texting in bed" meme. Didn't find any #Abdl ones though. So I made my own edit. Strange how I found three seperate vore ones though. #DiaperArt #abdlart #diaper #diapered #diaperfetish

I had the mental thought that this May will be the official 10 year anniversary of me graduating highschool. 10 years as an adult. My Biggest regret? Really wish I could tell my younger self to not get involved with 4chan or any other message board. Probably my biggest regret for several reasons

Played Battleship with bagels a few days ago. Made me realize board games are super fun with your significant other and that I wish I had more to play even if he does silly stuff like this that make me go ‘what the hell is this’.

I’m just gonna come out and say it. Lay it all bare to see. Fuck AI I don’t think there has been anything that’s been shoved in my face more that I vehemently despise with every cell in my body. It’s eaten up ram supplies, it’s been horrible for the environment with all the data centers popping

Can we please talk about how every Abdl/Diaper company is guilty of some shady shit or using AI to promote their products? Like I was so proud to recommend Megamax’s to anyone asking for recommendations and now it’s just like… All this after tykables uses AI. Man what a punch to the gut.

Brat

"Playing with the Kitties" was just posted on my SubStar and FanBox! ahbagels.fanbox.cc/posts/11393532

You know what one of my favorite things about having a partner who shares my fetish is? I get to just bounce horny ideas off of him without fear of judgement. Coming from someone who fought tooth and nail to get me to drop my fetish it’s like… the best thing ever.

72 hours here probably wouldn't fix me, but it would be WAYY better than going to work tbqh

Found an 86 Soundwave for decent price. Ordered it from Walmart. It was a siege Soundwave in a Studio Series Box. That’s a 5 year old outdated figure. I got a figure swap. I’m going to return it today but I’m two for two on not getting on one of my most hyped figures and it feels really bad man.

Calling this ‘Art’ instead of ‘Manufactured Slop’ is certainly a take. AI is incapable of making art. Art requires a soul with passion and commitment. Both of which a machine, and the soulless automaton who chooses to call this art, lacks. Fuck Tykables. They don’t deserve another cent.

Still mad about my Soundwave. *grumble grumble grumble*

Walmart cancelled my preorder for my studio series Soundwave figure and now I don’t have any way of getting him aside scalped prices :( This came after I had a conversation with a person there that my preorder was still valid and he’d be here within the week.

Bullying is my love language so when someone other than bagels does it my brain is just like ‘I like this but you aren’t my person and it makes me feel weird’

Why are legos so expensive like goddamn I like building them but as an adult I need the really big expert ones to feel any sense of challenge but I don’t wanna spend 300 dollars for it

‘I already saw this’ is one of my least favorite responses to when I send things to people. If someone cares enough about you that they think about you when they see things I feel like you could have the decency to just be ‘Oh thanks, that’s cool!’ Idk Just a pet peeve of mine.

One day I’ll get invited to the secret Abdl transformers discord One day

I spent like 10 minutes making this so that means I have to subject my follower base to it that’s just like the rules or whatever

Currently thinking about me telling Bagels about how if he wanted to get me a studio series Soundwave that he’d probably have to reenact the entirety of Jingle All the Way to get one. Yes that means he’d have to end up on a parade float dressed as Soundwave.

Idea, png files with secret coding that’ll melt any computer trying to use said image to train AI

Chronic inability to form irl social interactions. Between work and our local munch it’s been hard to find someone I click with.

"Thirsty Puppy" was just posted on my FanBox and SubStar! ahbagels.fanbox.cc/posts/11211511

Also just as an FYI I post more pics on my fetlife under the same handle I have here so if you wanna follow or add me there feel free, I’m trying to use it more going into the new year

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Bagels won’t give me my slime canister back :(

One of my favorite pictures I’ve taken uwu

Hi everyone~ slots for my Big Bagel tier over on SubStar are opening soon! - Slots/Tier will open Jan 3rd at 5pm CST on my website (subscribestar.adult/ahbagels) - 1-2 characters, in color - 3 slots available - $65 base price See you guys then! Happy 2026!

I got a nice water bottle at a dirty Santa event (technically bagels did but we traded) and I plan on using it a lot for the new year. Gonna plaster it in stickers but I could use some suggestions for it! Stuff you think I’d put on a water bottle.

New Year’s resolutions; Don’t be such a people pleaser at work. Grow a spine and learn to say no. Nurture and grow my personal relationships. Make new friends and try to actually reach out rather than just wait for people to talk to me. Drink more water.

Love it when I’m doing my best to socialize and carry a conversation via actual sentences while the other party can’t give me more than 3 or 4 words at a time. Like man, it’s frustrating to want to socialize and make friends when people do stupid stuff like this.

Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to all! I hope everyone has a very merry day and enjoys a nice break from the hustle and bustle of the season.

I love when I have literally no reason to be sad or depressed but my brain is just like ‘Hey you’re gonna dwell on some stuff that happened 6 years ago that makes you feel bad and remind you that you will never be free of your bad decisions’ It’s my favorite. Just great.

"MDTMBH?! page 31" was just posted on my Fanbox and SubStar! ahbagels.fanbox.cc/posts/11041705

People who keep up with me on bagels’ server know I’ve been on a bit of a blokees kick lately. Normally I don’t do nom transforming Transformers but these lil buildable dudes are so charming and posable I can’t stay away. This might be my new obsession. ‘Don’t talk to me or my son ever again’

Why should you have to listen to what your MOMMY and DADDY tell you?! Afraid of a spanking? How about instead of crying like a baby, you throw a F!*%ING TANTRUM! Loved this commission! Happy to make a diaper design, even if it's not real. (pattern reference in the replies) #babyfur #diaper

I do not care for clothbacked diapers. Plastic feels better and doesn’t itch nearly as much. I hate that it feels like more recent diaper releases are cloth only. I would be more willing to get alphagators and little kings if they came in plastic as well tbh.

Mm, Rewarding your partner for wearing diapers and using them. Not in like a sexual way just like reaffirming that they need diapers and how proud you are of them for using them. But also maybe like a trip to the toy store after a straight week with no toilets. Nice.

TMI Tuesday; It’s my birthday edition!

Mmmbirfday

Pin-up commission!

Oooold commission I never posted on bluesky but felt would fit the weekly prompt. Drawn by @shyguardian.bsky.social featuring Pierce and FaalofMan’s character Vance! #ABDLWeeklyPrompts

Current mood; debating selling my kidney for WFC Omega Supreme or GenSelects Trypticon. Just need a big BIG figure to have a cool battle with involving all my smaller dudes idk