twelve (12) breaded shrimp and some ibuprofen have fixed my headache so now it’s time to fall asleep thinking too much about the album full collapse by the band thursday

when you work on yourself and try to be supportive and happy for your ex but you realize no she just kind of sucks now.

i could really use some help with food and getting by for the next little bit. i’m going to spend some time today applying for some loans and stuff but $100-$200 would be immensely helpful to make sure i can eat during this transition phase. avaisantisocial on cashapp/venmo thank you

$20/$200 so far. and it looks like none of my polycule qualify for the loans we were looking at so… 🙃 i’m so tired yall

when you work on yourself and try to be supportive and happy for your ex but you realize no she just kind of sucks now.

Got less than an hour, and still $195 away from my goal!

i know the democrats are flaccid dickheads and everyone is angry and i’m hungry and nothing is good buuuuuut i got to play drums a lot today so i think it’s a net positive?

boom boom

STOP DONATING TO DEMOCRATS AND DONATE TO YOUR FELLOW STARVING AMERICANS INSTEAD

what fucking year does tim kaine think it is?

i really regret the years i called myself a democrat

$20/$200 so far. and it looks like none of my polycule qualify for the loans we were looking at so… 🙃 i’m so tired yall

sugary sweet chili is a dangerous virus infecting america and leading countless good, hard-working chili recipes astray

i think i need to make drumming and actual priority. it’s the one thing i actually KNOW im decent at and with regular practice again i think i could get back to being good enough to be a session or backing musician.

i could really use some help with food and getting by for the next little bit. i’m going to spend some time today applying for some loans and stuff but $100-$200 would be immensely helpful to make sure i can eat during this transition phase. avaisantisocial on cashapp/venmo thank you

day 3 or 4 of constant compulsive self harm thoughts. ocd is fucking awful and the stress of everything else going on has it in high gear and i’m really struggling with it

i told her how much it hurts that every time we were supposed to spend time together lately, she’s fallen asleep. literally spent the morning crying about it. she’s literally asleep on me again. oh well. at least it won’t matter soon.

i don’t fucking matter just let me die somewhere quiet and unnoticeable

i wish it felt like my partner wanted to spend time with me

i’m just so fucking tired of being a burden

sad day. brain be bad. bleh.

i’m just so fucking tired of being a burden

i just feel really alone

i could use a hug

moonsun

mid afternoon horror movies are the best

also i signed up for trials to two separate streaming services because their sites showed they had nightmare on elm street 3 even thought they don’t! like i said: very hard day.

hard day. it’s easier to see the ones you love age when you see them regularly. not when every time you see them, it feels like you’ve missed years of their life. do everything you can to see the ones you love as often as you can.

seeing my dad for the first time in almost a year. going to be an emotionally stressful time. woo

Mel is less than 200 days away from bottom surgery, after being stuck on a waitlist for over 1200 days Recently, North Carolina passed a law that banned her state health insurance from covering bottom surgery, something she needs to stay alive If you're able to donate I would greatly appreciate it

i think maybe i’m having an intense mental crash from all the change and uncertainty

anyway all of that is why i’m pretty quiet and high stress and stuff right now

trying to focus on the good. now that i’m in okc and steps are being taken to get to minneapolis, things could get a lot better really quickly. but in the meantime im jobless, have no real way to contribute, and im living entirely on someone else’s generosity and it’s really hard sometimes

the person who had my phone number before me keeps giving it out to people and i just got a text notification to confirm or cancel an upcoming appointment. so tempted to cancel it for her but ill have some restraint. but courtney, if you somehow read this, stop giving people my phone number

i’m really sorry to be asking again but the apartment we just got out of is trying to charge us like $1000 because they won’t accept the multiple voicemails we left as notice we were moving out and i’m broke from moving. any help would be so appreciated avaisantisocial on cashapp/venmo thank you

i’m allowed to have feelings too. i’m allowed to have feelings too. i’m allowed to have feelings too. i’m allowed to have feelings too. i’m allowed to have feelings too. i’m allowed to have feelings too. i’m allowed to have feelings too. i’m allowed to have feelings too. i’m allowed to have feelings

all moved! i could still use some help getting food to last until wednesdayish when i get paid. but im finally out of that shitty apartment and constantly worrying the roof is going to suddenly cave in on me and my cats again. thank you everyone who helped!

all moved! i could still use some help getting food to last until wednesdayish when i get paid. but im finally out of that shitty apartment and constantly worrying the roof is going to suddenly cave in on me and my cats again. thank you everyone who helped!

turns out carrying everything you own is really tiring really quickly. so far, one of the easiest moves i’ve done though (we’re only like 1/3 of the way done at best)

i’ve got most of the costs covered except a u-haul, which my meta is covering. that said, i could use help covering gas and so i can contribute to food and stuff while we get settled. if anyone wants to help, id love you forever avaisantisocial on venmo and cashapp

finally moving to okc tomorrow. so anxious and a little nervous and a lot hopeful this is the start of things getting a lot less stressful

I'm fine with aggressively spreading the rumor that JD Vance and Erika Kirk are fucking. What do I care

i can’t wait until i’m moved and can get a consistent job and live a normal boring dreary life

having to rely on help from others until i get to somewhere more stable is so stressful. i’m endlessly thankful for all the help and support of course, but the uncertainty and constantly feeling like im not doing enough when there’s so little i can do contribute is really tough on me mentally

gopuff is offering $50 in free groceries (broken into two $25 batches) to people on SNAP in nov. if you have older folks in your community that rely on SNAP, make sure they know and offer to help them set it up/order since they may be unfamiliar with ordering food like that

This was just posted by a CBS News producer on their Instagram stories.

woo almost done at the urgent care and it cost less than i was afraid it would. just gotta pick up a zofran prescription and get helper settled down

the person giving her fluids is so much nicer than everyone else has been but i still want to scream every time my gf gets misgendered here.

minneapolis urgent care: caring, kind, fast, treated us like humans even though we had to leave because maeby forgot ID tulsa urgent care: rude, condescending, slow i can’t wait to leave this fucking state.

minneapolis urgent care: caring, kind, fast, treated us like humans even though we had to leave because maeby forgot ID tulsa urgent care: rude, condescending, slow i can’t wait to leave this fucking state.