the upside is that i can also work together with my meta to make sure my partner is okay and taken care of and safe. it’s nice to have someone else that i know is on my gf’s side.

girding myself for potentially the hardest week of my life and telling myself it’ll all work out as long as i stay hopeful, focused, and positive

one of the hardest parts of polyamory is dealing with when shit blows up and you have absolutely no control over any of it. just having to do my best to shove my feelings down and be present and supportive and idk im not great at just standing on the sidelines

guess i’m probably not sleeping tonight

instead i got emotional and had a weird kinda rough night and just want to go to sleep

oh, and being cool af

after looking through literal stacks of childhood pics, it is clear i’ve done 2 things my entire life: cuddle kitties and play drums

i was such a cute kid tho

when did i become the type of girl who cries looking at childhood pictures?

been a while since i was really able to relax but today is working well so far. maybe i’ll fuck around and have a nice night?

“I know there are demons in the world! I work with them!”

not my mom just casually mentioning that my dad used to bang hookers out of nowhere

i miss my girlfriend

this may be a dumb question: my local comic shops should have cardboard shortboxes i can pack my comics in for moving, right?

even if all my plans fall apart, I AM going to get somewhere safe soon.

very much having a “i don’t want to leave the house” day but i’m out of boxes to pack stuff in. i may need some coffee for this

had dinner with my mom tonight. she gave me edibles. hell yeah

didn’t think i enjoyed the new motion city soundtrack album *that* much but now i can’t get it out of my head

Eat. Sleep. Exercise. Nurture the relationships that sustain you. Protect your health. Find joy. Don't mistake any of these for the resistance itself. Joy isn't resistance, neither is rest. But you need to be whole to resist for a lifetime.

errands are stupid, i should be gaming, drawing, or playing music. not whatever this is.

been saying it for years. fuck sinclair, they are nothing but fascist media

no, politics isn’t going to fuck up my mood today. not gonna happen.

i need a cute trans person in my life again who will spend the afternoon just cuddling, watching cheesy horror movies, and laughing at them with me

liberals when immigrants getting rounded up by gestapo and trans people losing rights weekly and Black women getting purged from the labor pool but talk show man back on air

yall should still cancel your disney+ subscriptions

Hey bsky, I’m homeless after eviction. Me, a friend, and three dogs are living in a rental van. We need help with gas and meals, as we drive to find food and camp spots daily. Anything helps! Please share. #mutualaid Cashapp: $brixandbats Venmo: @elohelexe

also i couldn’t give a shit about jimmy kimmel getting brought back. it was bullshit he got yanked off air. it’s several orders of magnitude more bullshit america cared more about that than the wholesale destruction of our rights

recently “grocery shopping” for me has basically consisted of dissociating while grabbing the 2-5 things i can afford on any day so getting an entire cart of stuff i’ve been needing for weeks really felt revelatory. also panic inducing because money is still tight but i’ll take the positive side

maybe it’s just the high from being able to get a full cart of groceries for once

sorry to be emotionally honest but thank you so much to all of you and this community. for the first time in a long time i feel like there’s a genuine chance things are about to get better. i feel like i can breathe and do what i need to do to get somewhere new and better and safer.

i imagine them as parappa the rapper style games where instead of vegetable themed raps you are making revolutionary funk music

just crossed some wires and wound up telling my gf she should play “the sly stone games” and now i wish those were real

I talk too much when i’m anxious/stressed/not doing well mentally

sometimes i post lyrics that mean a lot to me. this is one of those times: GOT A BIG BOOTY SO I CALL ER BIG BOOTY

sometimes i post lyrics that mean a lot to me. this is one of those times: GOT A BIG BOOTY SO I CALL ER BIG BOOTY

everyone wants to get slapped by a 6’5” woman but no one wants to slap the 6’5” woman

swear to god our cats are doing everything in their power to drive me crazy rn

growing up in rural OK, there was a man who would pull a cross just like this (including the wheels) along the highway near his house every weekend. it never seemed like it took all the much effort and it seemed to defeat the purpose. he was also a hateful prick.

can’t sleep so here’s a bad 3 am drawing of dax harwood with a broken nose

If they're going to try and retcon Charlie Kirk, then we should try to retcon him too.

maeby and i are still unemployed despite job hunting and we are now prepping for a move soon to eventually escape OK before it gets worse. we could really help covering groceries, bills, and moving supplies. thank you so much for shares or donations, we love you! cashapp/venmo: avaisantisocial

posting this again, $1400 short of the goal. anything helps 🩷 #MutualAid #transcrowdfund #urgentrequest #bipocMA #queermutualaid #MutualAidMonday

can’t sleep so here’s a bad 3 am drawing of dax harwood with a broken nose

space jam 2 should have brought back michael jordan and made it an exploration of aging and mortality balancing michael’s inevitable death and failing court skills against the looney tunes’ immortality (and superior basketball skills) while they instead grapple with irrelevance in today’s world

there are only two movies that star wayne knight and michael jordan: space jam and my special cut of jurassic park with jordan edited in to replace the t-rex

Please please please help my friend! She has paylinks in her bio! 💕💸

i hear this is true all year in Boystown

a moonsault off of another girl on all fours is CRAZY

i adore willow nightingale

Weirdly, the pledge is written in circa-1930’s German