Someone told me I'm their best friend today, and I almost cried.

Got the polycule to watch wrestling and I've never been happier.

I changed the lock screen picture on my phone. I'm cooked.

I feel like I'm really wasting the New Love Inspiration by spending time with them instead of languishing in front of my keyboard.

Dating another southeast Asian after exclusively dating white people has permanently altered my brain chemistry.

At a work party. One of my coworkers asks where my partner is. I tell him I got a divorce. Coworker gets confused. A different coworker yells from across the room, "You can't tell? He's happy now!"

Reciprocated feelings? Why didn't I think of that sooner!?

My situationship was outed to our friends because their cat fell asleep on me. He notoriously hates strangers.

I don't dare set a reading goal for myself in 2025. Unless...

I just remember a critical piece of my WIP's original concept that I just forgot to write down when I was outlining 🙃

Mark Zuckerberg: I built this platform to give the people a voice Me: okay but actually you built it to rate how hot the woman at your school were

Here I am, writing essays in people's DMs again.

Several customers have called and asked if we were open today. I forgot that J6 is a holiday for most of my client base. I love the construction industry* *Im living in a nightmare.

I've started taking myself out to breakfast before the gym every weekend, and I gotta say, it's doing wonders for the self-worth.

Ahh. I see. So THIS is what healthy attachment feels like.

Nap

Having someone in your life who makes you feel genuinely wanted goes kinda hard tbh

Today truly is the last day of 2024. Only one thing could make it more emblematic of the past year... and I hope to God I don't see him.

🏳️‍⚧️ Huge step forward: The first trans suicide hotline is now available in the U.S. and Canada. Hopefully a sign support is growing and change is happening. Please share for our trans loved ones in crisis. 💗💙🤍💙💗 translifeline.org/hotline/ #TransRights #LGBTQSupport #MentalHealthMatters #TransPride

The level of character development I experienced this year proves that I'm not writing my own life. I'm not good enough to come up with this shit.

My year ends in 6 hours. Fucking. Finally.

Finally hitting a flow state when you're reading is divine... except when you forget to eat for 7 hours...

Reading about death and longing probably isn't the move right now, but I can't quite stop.

I'd like to thank Brent Weeks for the phrase "hadded your way withed." It's in my vocabulary forever.

Got a bunch of books from a local bookstore today, and only one of them was written by a white dude! I'm so excited to get through this stack!

Oh no! I can feel the urge to shelf yet another WIP rising!!

The only thing between me and my long-awaited unconsciousness is my laundry...

Write because you are going to run out of everything else: time, money, fucks to give. But you will never run out of your own bullshit. You could live forever on this unlimited fuel of emotional damage and charm. Plus people think you're funny. You're such a good writer. Live más.

I yearn for the void.

Merychippus everyone 🎄🐎

This is the first Christmas I've ever spent alone. Even when we couldn't travel, I at least had my ex there. At the same time, I've also never been surrounded by so many people who really understand me. Merry Christmas, from my family to yours.

There's a kind of existential stress that comes with wanting to talk to people but having nothing to say.

THE CLASS FROM HELL IS OVER!! IM FREE!!!!

I swear I'll start posting about my WIP as soon as this fucking class is over.

It feels absolutely insane to have someone want to be around me this much. I can't remember the last time.

I love Revengence because you get to fight Trump at the end.

My imagination is incredible for TTRPGs, awful for interpersonal relationships.

I already have 10 days to request off in 2025, and I can't fucking wait!

Is it a rest day, or is it depression? The world may never know! . . . (It's depression)

I wrote for the first time in a month. It's not a lot, and it's not very good, but it's a start.

My screen time lately is absurd.

In honor of my new Kirara tattoo, I will be exclusively blasting the InuYasha OST all day.

I would absolutely die for this tea if it didn't involve me. Unfortunately, I'm on the inside for this one.

Society began to crumble when we collectively turned our backs on colorful, translucent tech.

I think I made a grown man cry today and for once I'm not proud of it.

Letting me have money was a mistake.

I must not fall back into my Schwarzenegger movie spiral. And yet...

I'm fundamentally against any kind of Minecraft movie... but Jack Black ...