I know it's the stress talking and I don't actually feel upset at anyone but man it's hard to not feel discouraged when my commission posts get ignored. People want work from me but they won't share/promote my posts when I open. I don't know what more to do to get work. I guess I can work on YCHs?

Sketches for Celebrating Imagination piece I posted a couple days ago! Really trust the process lol

My heart is absolutely broken, Sam Neil has passed away I don't normally lean into caring about celebrities. The last celebrity death I cried to was Steve Irwin. I'm so glad he was cancer free before he passed, what an achievement.

Daydreaming about a suspiciously wealthy furry finding and adopting me as their artist and just paying my bills and letting me draw w/e I want as long as I do one drawing for them every once in a while

Occasionally I open up the blend file just to spin them around like a beyblade

I kid you not when I say this is going to be possibly the biggest piece I have ever done

TMI time that feel when you're fresh from a shower and literally as you're about to get dressed, aunt Irma blasts through the door and now you have the jellyfish I'm nonbinary my body needs to get the memo

My children

Joob came into the office to hang out

WIP of a commission....that involves Aspen???

Edgee is one of my best friends in the world, and I hope you’ll consider giving him a follow and maybe watching his streams 🌸❤️🌸

Jupiter being a cuddle bug He's been enjoying being under the blanket lately

TW: Pet death, grief I can't bring myself to do more, I miss him so much I tried to hold it together the past few days but coming home from our trip and him not being here to greet us tore me up inside.

Look at this lard

Jupiter has been such a good kitty. He's been very clingy to me since Willow died and also more talkative. I think he's working to fill that void for me. Since we got back from our week long trip to LA for Mark's birthday he's been even more clingy -

Just gonna say it: People are looking at the GabeCube the wrong way. It's not a "game console." It's a computer. It has a computer processor, a graphics card, internal storage, and its own operating system. People are comparing its price to a PS5 when they should be comparing it to a custom PC.

On the way home we've stopped by the Grand Canyon this morning 💙

TW: Grief My heart still hurts and today was just....an angry day. I am mad at the world, the universe for taking him away from me so young. I still feel that strong desire to just scream into the heavens but I know that won't bring him back, so I wont.

I can't wait for my new avatar to be set up. I'm excited to just...be them in VR also potentially new Vtuber? I might stream path of titans when streamer mode is enabled

I am begging Activision not to skimp out on the merch this time around. Some of the Reignited merch was left to be desired. I want some quality plushies and Youtooz is the only one that's provided so far.

Whenever people ask if I'm a Spyro fan

MY BOY

We looked through photos of Willow for the first time since the vet last night...there's so many of Jupiter using his butt as a pillow 😭 It's so funny and so cute

I think beyond this grief I'm looking forward to some art I've commissioned last month of Sonder. I am happy I was able to support some artists again for a little bit. I could use some joy.

TW: Grief I'm proud of Willow for becoming more brave over the last few years. Since I moved to Texas he's come out of his shell so much and I owe that to my wonderful partner. He didn't push his boundaries or scare him for fun. He treated him with patience and Willow opened up so so much -

I can't sleep because he's gone. I can't turn back time to change my mind. I can't change my mind because it would've prolonged his suffering. I miss him so fucking much already. That cat loved so so much.

I had a dream that just solidified something in me that I know I'm in the right place now. I'm where I need to be and that I'm grateful to be here.

I need Pokemon to make a life size Pidgey plush

Gender dysphoria is real bad today :'>

I wish I could just spend $500 to have a life size Altaria plush 😂

Surround yourself with those considerate of your disabilities and lets you unmask and explain your worries in a safe space 💙

You got games on your phone?

If anyone would like for me to give my presentation again, give me a week or two notice and I'd be more than happy to!

Gave a presentation on Titanic in a Titanic VR world made by @cababear.bsky.social and even though I crashed twice and had to redo the entire presentation again I still feel it was a success ^^ Now I just need to go back to re-record it for a video!

Right now the character only has UVs/textures. They'd need weight painted, expressions, and visemes. Not to mention they're a feral dinosaur and I'd to work something out like this image So unfortunately, very complex

I can't wait to play this in VRC ;; gotta wait to see if I can commission someone to get them rigged for me tho. So we'll see!

A peek

More #Pokemon! These are all 10+ years old. Super Sculpey and Apoxie Sculpt #art #sculpture #commission #pokemonArt #commsOpen #commissionsOpen

My Alio model I commissioned a few months back is nearly complete ;; they just need textures! Then it's the fun thing of figuring out how to weight paint and rig it for VR 🫠

Headshot raffle!!! Also I’m opening 5 commission slots for June Raffle Info in below: 🐕follow me+retweet this tweet 🐧reply w your clear character reference sheet 🐺any feral/furry species, including fantasy creatures 🦉1 winner will receive a headshot w simple background

I was on the fence about my dinosona's design for a little while. I really thought I had it with the first couple iterations but tbh I was trying so hard to make them different from Aspen that it truly didn't carry the qualities I adore. I've been stuck with this made up ruleset on how my own OCs-

The collection as it is now! There's been some rearranging and new items added (notably the big Kellytoy Spyro on the chair!) Folks have been loving seeing the collection on Tiktok so I figured I'd give an update here ^^

just have one more simple icon to do and then it's on to the big projects!

Made Chili for the first time tonight and it was bomb! Definitely adding it to my personal cookbook :D

Every time someone points out I don't have something in my collection I link them to my throne 😊

Witness the mesmerizing murmuration of starlings in Italy, a stunning display of nature's coordination and beauty as they dance through the sky in unison.

I phased on my next shiny but I'm gonna keep trying! (Hunting mareep)

The Dragon Prince is simultaneously beautiful and awful. It has a great story that's just covered up with horrible character writing/lines. It's trying so hard to be funny but it desperately needs to take itself more seriously. I also think it would've benefited from being 2D animated -