I'll go to bed then wake up a couple of hours later drenched in sweat and freezing cold.

A solid week of getting hot cold sweating at night. Generally feeling sick.

Donnie Darko vibes with that sped up cloud scene #frightclub

Watching Ghost Master with #Frightclub

I am stuck in the movie Groundhog Day.

Everyone I know with years of experience is being laid off, or is feeling like they're about to due to AI.

BP slowly coming down, thankfully.

Reading about rem sleep. We go through 4 to 6 sleep cycles.

New high blood pressure score 160/122. I guess that's not good?

You can't stay awake forever, mostly. Your body goes into micro naps.

Feeling every object and reliving the memory in each. I do have a lot of good memories.

Staying up to the normal 10 pm before bed.

Really deep dreaming makes me feel recharged, refreshed.

Goal would be 8 hours of sleep.

I am totally relaxed and soft. Like I keep petting my hair.

I guess things fall apart so they can get better.

I lost 7 pounds in 24 hours.

Practiced sleeping for 4 hours. Nothing bad happened.

3 am melatonin pills, the nuclear option.

Entering the phase of insomnia where I know my body is real and awake yet I'm dreaming?

Insomnia club where we check in hourly if still awake and reassure each other.

2 hours of practice sleeping, nothing bad happened during that time.

Anxiety at this level remits eventually but I still don't enjoy it while it's happening.

You know that feeling when you've been awake for 48 hours and your body is shaking, like micro electric shocks, muscle cramps?

Other nights I will go to bed immediately and wake up after 10 hours fully rested.

It's like I need someone to tell me it's safe to go to sleep, or someone to sit in the room with me while I go to sleep.

I have an intense fear of falling asleep. Does anyone else get this and what makes it resolve?

I want a bed made into a giant paw.

Thank you nose bleed, what did I ever do to you?

Hot throbbing latex dragon..

I don't think you can become punk later in life?

I'm getting better at focusing when high levels of anxiety happen. I just stop paying attention to someone who is asking me questions.

Sweet delicious outdoor oxygen.

Fox that can work the glory hole like no other.

Unsweetened grape juice tastes like non-alcoholic Franzia.

Join the #hyrcrew this Thursday, Jan 15th, for our next Promise of A New Day. It's a first watch for me of "The Day After" at 7 pm CST/8 EST. Follow the Youtube link below. youtu.be/TOPaaHSjMcw?... #mutantfam #horrorfam

Always bareback for him.

Head empty, mind blank 🌀🌀

Why are you incompetent? Lack of a support network, friends. Family not in the same industry. Nothing to look to or draw inspiration from.

Let go after the first day of work at new job.

Yeah. That seems to make sense now. I can do anything else except having a job.

I wish there was an alternative to not having to think.

Open the windows to let in that sweet oxygen.

2026 is the year of the what? (🐎)

Tell myself that everything is going to be safe today.

Giant allergies sneezing coughing this morning.

If you have trouble sleeping, think of yourself as a sack of onions.

8 hours of sleep is a hell of a drug.

Catching up with Final Destination and #Frightclub

Horrible nightmares about being in a mental hospital.