I'm home and healing, thanks y'all <3

It's been brought to me that I've made people uncomfortable with my health posting, apologies.

Had some really bad thoughts come up, everything that's happened over the past year, and I'm really proud of myself for how I just handled things, I'm still a little bit shaky, but I've managed to calm myself down from a crisis. I am healing, I can be okay, Thank you guys for being there.

I present to you, the completed shell of the Synth head :333

Taking things slowly for a while, sorry I have been so... Bipolar, a lot of stressful things have happened and I'm not handling them well, I'm sorry for stressing y'all out and worrying you

Synth Head 3D Printing Timelapse :3333 I am so excited to get this lil creature assembled

I love my peoole

Halloween game night with friends. So grateful for the people around me, I love y'all, thank you for getting me through these times

Synth production in progress...

Final product :3

Making Pizzas with friends :3

where im currently living is way too expensive and i cannot keep up with living costs without proper employment. i need some help while i continue to look for work.

I am not doing okay, I am not safe, but I am alive. Apologies to those who I have worried.

Protogenic (adjective) - a protogen who is photogenic. Picture taken during the @leedsfurs.bsky.social furmeet on Saturday the 18th of October 2025. Other fursuiters: @thepiguy24.meemu.org.ap.brid.gy 📸: @deakia.gay #furry #protogen #protogenfurry #furrysofbluesky #furmeets #leedsfurs

Welcome to Thicc Thighs, how may I help You? #FursuitFriday 🪡- @jawsandpawsuk.bsky.social 📸- @deakia.gay

Inktober day 23 - Firefly for Angelica I had a lot of fun trying to make this one feel atmospheric with just my 3 ink pens!

Currently watching through all of the Harry Potter movies with friends, but doing it in an extremely Autistic way of looking at all the tiniest of details, and pausing the movie ever 20 minutes to have a 40 minute discussion on why a line of dialogue feels wrong. I love my friends.

"He's right behind me, isn't he?" Photo taken during the @leedsfurs.bsky.social meet on Saturday the 18th of October 2025. Other fursuiters: @dergyvai.bsky.social 📸: @deakia.gay #furry #protogen #protogenfurry #protogenfursuit #furryandproud #furrysofbluesky #furmeets #leedsfurs

"Take the picture just as I'm looking over my shoulder!" "NOW!" Picture taken during the @leedsfurs.bsky.social meet on Saturday the 18th of October, 2025. 📸: @deakia.gay #furry #protogen #protogenfurry #protogenfursuit #furryandproud #furrysofbluesky #furmeets #leedsfurs

something they don’t tell you is when you become a furry you automatically get sorted into one of four houses

I am so stressed out with dealing with all this PTSD and trauma and getting ZERO support for it. "Oh you were in an abusive relationship? Have you tried callong this phone number that gets you NOWHERE?" This country has some of the most horrific mental health support and it's becoming too much.

Hey Y'all, Had an amazing time at @leedsfurs.bsky.social this month, thanks to everyone for making this such a fun meet! Photos will be uploaded to Furtrack as usual, but here are some previews!

Hopefully gonna be at @leedsfurs.bsky.social tomorrow! Looking forward to seeing y'all

Got released from the hospital, taking it slowly for the next few days

Update: I am now stable, doing better and no longer ICU worthy apparently

Guess who landed themselves in the hospital (again), apparently my "condition could deteriorate very quickly", so making this post while I can :3

I cant stop reading two specific unrelated words wrong Autumn becomes Autism And According becomes Accordion I think my eyes are telling me something

Had a lot of fun at @yorkfurs.bsky.social Yesterday! Took a lot of photos, here are some highlights!

Beer and Darts. Nuff said. 🎯 ⬅️ @digiwolff.bsky.social 📸 @deakia.gay #FursuitFriday #Furry

I’m human hardware that runs on cat software meow meow

So called “Free thinking” Kobolds around ANY Dragon… Y’all got no self control

Currently working a project about the state of mobile photography, and its companion to older generation devices. Work in progress, but shall be updated soon

Mahjong time - with @miloandcomet.bsky.social and @echoproot.bsky.social

Help…

My friends treat me so well 🥺🥺🥺 Why y’all make such good food

Reskeet with your photos of fursuiting in the mountains!

Y'all more photos are on the way :3 Going to another Fur meet tomorrow, so expecting some stufffff

Much improved.

That sure is… a food…

Nooodles

Did something huge today: I went outside without the face covering that o wear 24/7 for anxiety and Dysphoria, I went for a 5 mile run without it, and I am feeling extremely motivated to continue this path of self care, especially with all my friends surrounding me.

Pizza NIGHTTT

We back on that food again, damn I love me some noodles

Really suck ass thing happened. I’ve not even been in this house a week, and one my roommates has stolen from me, they’ve stolen like, so far I’ve calculated like £300-£400 worth of equipment, and the police can’t do anything about it because there’s lack of evidence

The Abode had been moved into <3

Smash nightttt

Officially using Meshtastic <3 If you're ever nearby me, feel free to send me a message, will be broadcasting as "DEA" and "Deakia"

Hey hey y’all, I got a lot of projects coming up for the next few weeks - 6 months, some really huge and important projects, so I might be a little slow with replies and communication, I want y’all to know that I ain’t ignoring you, or forgotten, I really appreciate each and everyone of y’all <3