Going back to reality always sucks, but coming back home to my reality has been soul crushing. My home doesn’t feel like home anymore :c

Scenes from our Edmonton trip this past weekend with @rileyshep.bsky.social, @reakt.shep.id, and @rykerwolf.bsky.social! Two(!!) hockey games, seeing The Offspring in concert, Ice Castles, + so much more not shown! So thankful for these boys, my favorite people in the world 🩵

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When puppies invade your home you put them in the middle :3c w/ @reakt.shep.id

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I really needed a good week at the gym before my trip, got sick instead. I feel so fat and gross, all my confidence and self image are gone 😭 Not feeling great :(

Gotta watch out for puppies sneaking in from behind 😈 Thank fuck I feel good enough to be playing hockey again, been one of the only things keeping me going lately

Sheef at the gym always gives an extra little boost :3

Legs and lungs feel great, hands turned to stone gotta work on that but got two apples :3 Puppy’s back 😤

First hockey game back since October 😵‍💫 pray for me

Ghost paws are never out of season, they make for great friends around the holidays too and they knew just what I wanted this year 🥴 🎨 by furaffinity.net/user/butteredshep

Go Bobcats :3 Play Mony Mony #FTG

Wow do I have news for everyone 😭

On Sunday I will be checking into a treatment facility for 2 weeks. I was diagnosed with Lyme Disease earlier this year + multiple co-infections and it has truly ruined my life. My mental and physical health is currently the worst it has ever been, and nothing has really worked up to this point.

Saw a lot of Wild fans talking mad shit about beating the Avs Lots of crickets since they immediately lost to the Sabres… 🤔

(I Need Help) A couple days ago, I fled home. I have been dealing with a very difficult living situation due to my parents being emotionally abusive. This Sunday was a breaking point for me and I couldn’t take it anymore. On Monday, I discretely packed my bags, computer, and left.

First league game of the year and puppy scores ^^ played up on offense for the first time in a decade and I’m gassed 😮‍💨 I think it was my new helmet that gave me power :3c

5AM no sleep again. Nearly a nightly routine now. Just wish something would take me out of my misery at this point 🤷‍♂️

It's #FursuitFriday and HOCKEY IS BACK, BABY!!!! GO AVS!!! 🧵🪡 @twinkyarts.net

First day back at the gym in over 3 weeks and my trainer made me do Split Squats I HATE BULGARIA 😭😭

Never had a chance to post these after my heart scare back in July but just before that I had a chance to go on a lovely quad ride on the eastern border of British Columbia with some absolutely stunning, breathtaking views capped with a rappel down to the base of the waterfall, incredible scenery 🥰

I LOVE YOUR ENERGY 💛🧡 Dropped my Banana Brain edit from Megaplex over at Soundcloud! Check it out and if you dig it, please gimme a like/comment! It really helps the track reach a bigger audience. TY MWAH 💋 soundcloud.com/hey_syri/ban...

In under 24 hours my mother asked if my puppy's stomach issues are vaccine related, and called me to be careful around my "trans, gamer, and furry" friends cause they're the ones who were responsible for Charlie Kirk's death. I am not kidding, I wish I was.

mid 60s today im so FUCKING READY FOR FALL HOODIES LEAVES COZY FIRES BLANKIES AND HOCKEYYYYYYY

Painted and panting 💨💦 Commission work www.patreon.com/c/deaddoginc

A fursuiter dressed as a wizard walked up to me, handed me this, whispered “fireball” and ran away

Celebrated finally finding out what was wrong with me medically by buying a new car 🥰 Lots of good things to look forward to

Doberman wants to play

I’m slowly but surely growing the amount of friends who colloquially refer to me as just “Puppy” and it makes me so waggy ugh I love it so much 😖

Guys im not bullying @skudo.bsky.social, it’s just brotherly love 😏 #fursuitfriday

All through high school my friends kept telling me they wanted to bang my sister and mom Now that I have mainly gay friends they all just want my dad now 😭

Ah a crisp cold can of

Furthest I’ve been: N: Anchorage, AK E: Kruger NP, South Africa S: Johannesburg, South Africa W: Princeville, Kauai, HI I like travelling ^^

@reakt.shep.id and I certainly won't be dealing with any post con depression after Megaplex. These next few weeks are going to be agonizingly slow.

Happy #NationalUnderwearDay! Although undies are better when they’re coming off 😏

He's home! 🥰

Who’s gonna throw the ball with me in the pool at Megaplex? (Retrieval guaranteed, having it be returned is uncertain) 😋

Now that I have my diploma actually in my hands and nothing can go wrong, I can finally clean my Google Drive, OneDrive and computer of all my work and recycle every single paper I ever wrote in college. Im gonna bust so fucking hard

Opening up some badge commissions! 5 Slots at $150 ❓✏️These are going to be relatively experimental and I don't exactly know how or what they'll look like✏️❓ Form link: forms.gle/4GxgA3k4NShR...

Told y’all I could graduate obedience school 😋

Every Spectrum employee should completely, and thoroughly, clean a trampoline park with their tongue. What a dogshit company and genuine terrible experience being their customer. Can't get off their service fast enough.

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Any friends who know their way around a seam ripper and zippers going to Megaplex? I have a need and need help 🥺

Staring is free, but if you wanna touch or sniff then you better come spot me on this next set 😤 #fsf

I feel so ashamed that I have to do this, but I'm pretty much out of options. My financial situation isn't good. I'm already behind on bills and health insurance. I've been trying to find work, but I've had absolutely no luck. If you can help, my Ko-Fi link is ko-fi.com/zillionross

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Pulling cards with friends will always make me a waggy puppy 🥰

Pre trip/con butterflies keeping me up 🫩

No more IRL NSFW stuff here, just art from now on. Helps me mentally when I have my separate space to be horny away from normal stuff ❤️

🚨Quick-time event🚨 Creature approaches! Do you: a) Pet 👋 b) Run 🏃 c) Offer treats 🍫 d) Other: list below! #FursuitFriday