251 net cal for the day

Lunch and then 40 cal for the two squares of dark chocolate

New person@ alert

695 cal for a whole pot of lentil curry 💕

Been a while since I have done a song of the day 💕 music.youtube.com/watch?v=oLIE...

I miss vaping sm but also..I have seen stuff about people’s lungs collapsing from it :(

i fully believe in aromatherapy cos nothing is more soothing after a suuper overstimulating day than showering with yummy smelling soap (´ ω `♡)

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Sweet potatoes-427 cal

I love them so much- I think I’m going to name them snuffles Also for added bonus content for this post I also got this lamb recently but they don’t have a name yet I just couldn’t pass up the pastel sheep

Does anyone want to see the new j3llycat my partner ordered me?? They noticed I was hyperfixating on it :’) Not really ED related but I thought it was cute I’m kinda using it as motivation not to eat like a pig since it’s pig related

Started a liquid fast

Ugggh the government and just the world has been so stressful that I cant tell wether we have been involuntarily regressing or if it is just someone who is younger fronting Although we can still seem very adult like and things so nobody has noticed .. We just have some discreet tells.

Cal for the day Way better then I have been doing But on the downside I purged a couple times today… Going back to not doing that and just sticking to my budget tomorrow

Hiiii how is everyone doing today?

Pumpkin with cinnamon a serving of maple syrup,cinnamon and dried cranberries 🖤-239 cal Also this is really good and might be a reoccurring thing

Good morning everyone! How is your days going?

I’m curious on what you guys think of me

Made some v3nt @rt

New grocery list lol

373 net cal for today 🖤

Remaking grocery list because my contamination 0cd is making me paranoid about meat products again Yaaaay Oh well back to plant based

I love this picrew sm I want to make so many

Okay so my safe foods tend to be low calorie and very high protein so my grocery list contains a lot It’s also a longer period between grocery days so I had to get a lot of stuff I am excited for the fresh salmon so I can make some sushi rolls

Does anyone want to know about my grocery list for when I go grocery shopping in a couple days? I’m getting a lot of safe food

Full pot of tomato and roasted pepper soup with frozen peas I added-598 cal

That’s better :3

Not really liking this theme might change it

Net Cal for the day 796 Ugh

I feel so fucking disgusting I have gained weight since one of the people in my system convinced me I “needed more food” I fucking want to tear my skin off it worsened my dysphoria as well FML So now I have to loose these couple pounds AGAIN UGGGGH

2 am body dysmorphia for no fucking reason apparently

PCM didn’t give me a glp1 unfortunately so I have to continue locking the fuck in.

Goats cheese with cucumber and tomato and ciabatta bread with red pepper hummus and red pepper hummus-290

Weighing myself after basically chugging water all day was not a great idea 🙃 I feel disgusting

Getting back on track officially tomorrow Unfortunately will have to do a higher restriction until I can work myself down again

Uggggh gender in so confusing

Guys I think I’m cooked because this song sums me up so fucking much especially this cover music.youtube.com/watch?v=icIM...

More coffee 319 cal

50 cal coffee for breakfast

Cal for the day!!!,also 3 day streak of going to the gym 🖤 Locking back in because fuck plateauing I will do better tomorrow

Thinking about making a new Person@ again that is B1gender because I’m still exploring this label and feel invalid for some reason? And maybe making a character about it/persona with updated gender stuff might make me feel a bit better?

Fuck this forcing myself to go back to 350 cal a day starting tomorrow I am going to make this happen

I feel bad because I had to raise my cal limit to 1000 cal I feel like a fraud

Ended up doing an omad of chicken and rice :( Over estimated cal of 850

Period weight fluctuations are going to be the end of me Istg

Started a liquid fast

Might delete this later

Would you guys like to see the makeup I did today?

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Locking back in again because I need to stop plateauing 🖤