Finally broke through the cycle of gaining and losing the same 5 pounds and hit a new mile stone this morning ^^

Warmed up a whole can of pumpkin with a little vanilla and brown sugar-375 cal

Hand check

Tada!

Thinking about making an aesthetic for inspo

picrew.me/en/image_mak... I found another one,I thought the art style was cute

picrew.me/en/image_mak... Found a new picr3w! Here is mine I thought it was cute

New mug! Also passion fruit tea with honey-150 cal

Chicken bone broth is so good and low calorie I have been obsessed with it again, I had it with lots of vegetables yesterday 💕

Sorry for the change but I hope you like it!! Also trying out a different name because some stuff changed with our system and some stuff changed because of different hosts.

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Thinking about changing my profile decor again

Ended my liquid fast and had a small serving of pasta witch ground chicken and tofu-350 I over estimated the cal but better safe then sorry

Feel gross after eating even though I haven’t gone over today I’ve been over the last couple days though and I feel fucking disgusting Thinking about liquid fasting until I burn off all of the stuff I have eaten the last couple days

Realized might be genderflu1d instead of tr@ns masc But -I think being a D1D system doesn’t help with that Idk why it’s hard to accept that I mean it’s valid to be that ofc but it doesn’t feel valid for me to be it- But no matter what I do to try and cling onto a solid g3nder it just keeps-

Might Liquid fast for a couples days

Ugh I hate being on my blood sacrifice time of the month I have to wait to weigh myself :(

Vent art about being tr@ns in this fucking t1meline

Early dinner of steamed vegetables and miso with rice paper noodles A whole pot is 226 cal

Finally getting back on track again I’m so happy 💕 Yogurt with jam-176 cal Sparkling water-0

Hope you guys don’t mind more of our @rt getting posted on here

Cal for the day I feel so gross :(

Telling myself a pumpernickel bagel with cucumber,tomato and red onion isn’t that bad.. It has no cream cheese and it is around 350 cal Although I accidentally picked half and half instead of oat milk for my chamomile tea so I am ✨stressed✨

Had a sh relapse yesterday and today

Vent art from the last two days It’s been rough

251 net cal for the day

Lunch and then 40 cal for the two squares of dark chocolate

New person@ alert

695 cal for a whole pot of lentil curry 💕

Been a while since I have done a song of the day 💕 music.youtube.com/watch?v=oLIE...

I miss vaping sm but also..I have seen stuff about people’s lungs collapsing from it :(

i fully believe in aromatherapy cos nothing is more soothing after a suuper overstimulating day than showering with yummy smelling soap (´ ω `♡)

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Sweet potatoes-427 cal

I love them so much- I think I’m going to name them snuffles Also for added bonus content for this post I also got this lamb recently but they don’t have a name yet I just couldn’t pass up the pastel sheep

Does anyone want to see the new j3llycat my partner ordered me?? They noticed I was hyperfixating on it :’) Not really ED related but I thought it was cute I’m kinda using it as motivation not to eat like a pig since it’s pig related

Started a liquid fast

Ugggh the government and just the world has been so stressful that I cant tell wether we have been involuntarily regressing or if it is just someone who is younger fronting Although we can still seem very adult like and things so nobody has noticed .. We just have some discreet tells.

Cal for the day Way better then I have been doing But on the downside I purged a couple times today… Going back to not doing that and just sticking to my budget tomorrow

Hiiii how is everyone doing today?

Pumpkin with cinnamon a serving of maple syrup,cinnamon and dried cranberries 🖤-239 cal Also this is really good and might be a reoccurring thing

Good morning everyone! How is your days going?

I’m curious on what you guys think of me

Made some v3nt @rt

New grocery list lol

373 net cal for today 🖤

Remaking grocery list because my contamination 0cd is making me paranoid about meat products again Yaaaay Oh well back to plant based

I love this picrew sm I want to make so many