Just bought the gayest shoes ever

Ok so I thought I noticed my friend’s new roommate also looking put off during the convo so I pulled her aside at one point to confirm and we both were freaking tf out that my friend was so chill with it… and she gave me permission to bring her name into it when I talk to my friend too

People are talking and joking about their experiences of drunk driving… I think I might leave

I was about to say I can’t believe I have to wait until Tuesday to see her again but I actually don’t because she and her friend are going to the same exact concert as me and my friend on Sunday and the venue is basically a shoebox 😌🙂‍↕️

I told my friend I’d go to her place like 45 min away for a small gathering tonight but I’ve been feeling like this all day… and half of the gathering are cis het men

This is so stupid

My wait time is 88 minutes wtf

She got picked up early!!!$

I’m going to be picking up a 5 year old from the bus stop at 4:00pm if someone buys me a signed variant (I’ll pay you back immediately I promise) I will literally worship them

WHO ASKED FOR THIS CHANI UPDATE?!?$ I know I didn’t 💔

Germaphobe by Mim Jensen 🔈🔉🔊

The child I’m watching is wearing skims pajamas I didn’t even know skims made kids clothes

Dress played at the bar tonight and THEN I GOT TO LIVE IT?!?! And she already texted to say she wants a second date?!?! Chat did I meet my future girlfriend tonight?!?!

Feeling very nonbinary Feeling very pansexual

Of course the fucking target variant is my favorite 💔💔💔💔💔

CALLING ALL QUEER PEOPLE IN MY PHONE please give me first date advice or words of wisdoms and encouragement ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

If I go back to school I will have to get a new (at least to me) laptop I hate it here I don’t want to spend $$ on that

Meeting with an academic advisor about what my options would be should I decide to complete my degree with the uni I dropped out of in 2023. I’m hoping there are some classes I could take locally and then finish my degree in 1 year at the college… then I’d get my masters in education 😌

I was just reminded of when iOS updated from 6 to 7. Back when Apple actually innovated at least a little bit

BLURPLE NAILS that is right it’s still midnights era in this house 🙂‍↕️

Not to mention my weekly reminder? “If I love us, I have to want us to evolve more than I want us to be comfortable.” ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

My CHANI daily reminders as I like to think of them have been so on the nose it has been truly incredible

I can’t get over the NFL allowing Charlie Kirk’s propaganda filled memorial to take place in one of their stadiums. Taylor has so much choice over who she works with and honestly… wish she would just use those matches she said she always keeps on her 🙄

This was such a fascinating read!!! The man who originally coined the term “autism” defined it via the subjects inner world but then in 1950s/60s the definition basically did a complete 180 in order to support the new line of thinking around child psychology 🥲🥲🥲 pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC...

I have a first date tomorrow 😌 we’re going to a cocktail bar and there’s an old movie theatre nearby that has a late night showing of the new Paul Mescal movie! if the date is going well around 8pm I’ll ask her if she wants to go see it and then I’ll slip off to the bathroom to buy the tickets 😇

at the rate things are going… the liberals are gonna be so shocked when we don’t get to see the new hunger games movie next year because it’s banned

I am so glad I bought a ticket to go see Lola Young this tour 😩

We should stop giving out praise to artists who get the most presales… it should be about how many people listen to it and decide they like it enough to buy it AFTERWORDS. Like it’s more impressive if more people buy it after it’s released than before people have even had a chance to buy it IMO…

Taylor Swifts not a capitalist! If she were she would have made like at least two different Midnights: The Til Dawn Edition vinyl variants, duh!!! (please know this is a joke)

I just had the most HILARIOUS conversation with my neighbor who is an 80 year old black woman and it was so amazing to hear her finally share her truth about how she feels about my parents who are white and were raised religiously and conservatively in MO but have lived in MA for 30+ years now

Ok so do I tell my sisters queer friends that they’re not talking to me over Charlie Kirk or what… because if I were them I’d want to know!!!

I have therapy in two hours and I’m tempted to record my therapists reaction to me telling her my sisters not talking to me anymore because I stuck to my values and they got offended about how they think it reflects on them. My sister said I was comparing her to a Nazi sympathizer before I ever did🫣

So if I text my sister happy birthday today it will be seen as making her day about me but if I don’t text her happy birthday she’s going to be all “you didn’t even bother to wish me happy birthday”

I’m so heated about this so I’m venting here a lot for better or for worse. I’m going to try to put it in my journal more for my sake and the internets

My sisters don’t like CK and I know that they ultimately just wants me to be safe as a trans person. I just think their stances on this are ignorant and harmful. They don’t like that I called it out. They can take the high road, but MAGA is still going to come for their rights as a woman.

I keep reminding myself that like there’s no moral difference between being a night owl vs an early bird. Both are valid. Both have pros and cons. But I also want to be able to wake up early when I need to without it being such a struggle every single time.

I struggle with lashing out when I feel emotionally hurt and violated. So I definitely said things more harshly to my sisters than I wish I had. But then I think about how just because they asked me with “respectful language” to take my post down doesn’t make it kind or not harmful.

Sally Ride was so hot oh my god I have the biggest crush

Finally watching Sally

BRO ALL OF MY SIMS 4 COLLECTION IS ON MY SISTER’S EA ACCOUNT BECAUSE WE ORIGINALLY BOUGHT IT TOGETHER WHEN I WAS LIKE 15 BUT IVE BEEN THE ONLY ONE PLAYING / BUYING FOR YEARS NOW 💔💔💔💔💔

It’s my sisters 29th birthday tomorrow and she’s not talking to me because I am insisting it’s ok to be glad a racist xenophobic islamophobic antisemitic homophobic transphobic fascist is dead

Hot take… Lola’s new album is what Sabrina thought she was doing 🤡 I’m sorry I’ve tried to give man’s best friend to many tries I just can’t with it. Glad she’s sticking up for LGBTQ rights but I still don’t like the album

Listening to Lola Young’s new album and I AM OBSESSED

Touch me while your boys play grand theft auto… could that be a round about way of saying “let’s do PR while the getaway car is brought around to the front”

It’s weird how free I feel after this fall out with my sisters… it hurts like crazy don’t get me wrong but I don’t have to worry about what will happen when I be myself anymore. I know. I’m still alive. My closest friends are sticking by me. My parents haven’t cut me off (yet). My sisters need time.

There’s a beautiful building being turned into apartments that I drive by on my way to work and I’m so tempted to call the number on the sign posted out front and see if they have kids / would be interested in accepting 10hrs/month of child care for free in exchange a reduced monthly rent

The more time that passes I can’t believe that my sisters aren’t talking to me because I’m legitimately willing to die on the hill that we should be able to say “I’m glad Charlie Kirk is dead” without fear of legal retribution. Social? Fine, whatever you’re a loser anyway. Legal? Absolutely not.

I may have just found a house full of LGBTQ folks to rent a room in hehehehehehehehhe

3min 10seconds is when Taylor begins to peek out of her coffin before she climbs out of it… she’s about to rise up from the dead she does it all the time but she’s getting tired even for a phoenix always rising from the ashes. So get the matches. Toss the ashes off the ledge. Get it off her desk.