Idk how regular people just go about their day not counting and not losing control. if I don’t count my cals then I lose complete control and binge

Finished the day way under my calorie goal now idk if I should eat or just go to sleep. Probably just sleep

Weighed in this morning 1ln less than yesterday I’m so excited

I want out of my flesh

Watching the scale go down little by little every day is so euphoric

I like watching messy mukbangs when I’m hungry to control my appetite, it really does work

Saving up all my cals for an omad dinner works so well, I highly recommend

I can’t believe like 10 years ago I used to restrict consistently under 400cals long enough I lost weight. Now I struggle to eat under 1000cals :(

lord I love sugar free pudding mix bc what do you mean an entire package of chocolate pudding is only 80cals

I need movie recs that are super triggering. My fav rn is My 200 lbs Beauty, it’s a Korean movie and SOOO triggering

Help why does normalsky keep finding me and interacting, leave me alone

Long nails make me feel so pretty

Resisted my favorite food today and stayed within my calorie goal, I feel so powerful lmao

Ate over 1000cals today I feel so gross

I’m getting a refurbished apple watch soon and I’m so excited, I can start tracking my steps and hr and everything again

I wish I’d never recovered, I gained 100lbs after I got better and now I’m worse than ever

Totally restocked my fridge and pantry with diet drinks and food I’m so excited to start losing weight

I can’t wait to get groceries tomorrow and do a whole diet food restock

Genuinely so terrified of getting loose skin now that my weight has climbed so high

Currently reading “I’m glad my mom died” by Jeanette mccurdey and fr I relate to nearly everything she’s saying her mom did to her. Did we have the same mom growing up?

I’m back and I’m gonna relapse

I can’t believe I gained sm weight I’m enormous now, like over 200lbs enormous

Jus found kombucha for 10 cals a bottle I ordered 10

Help normalsky has found me and keeps leaving comments on my posts 😭

Can’t wait to not be fat

lowkey just wanna starve so that people care about me

My brother is gonna take me out to see a movie next week I’m so excited! I love my brother and rarely get to see him so it’ll be really fun

You can be pro-Ana toxic to yourself but keep that shit inside, do not comment on other people’s posts spreading that toxic shit at your big age, disgusting

I think I might intake too much caffeine

Had a really good birthday despite my parents giving me almonds, sorry I kind of freaked out yesterday my parents really stress me out

I got so stressed at dinner that I cleaned my plate like an animal, that was the most stressful anxious dinner ever omg

I’m dying my mom rammed into the table full force with her electric wheelchair and sent me flying across the restaurant like a looney toons character

I need a drink or a cigarette or both

My parents really gave me the one thing I’m allergic to for my birthday, it’s the way they blatantly just do not give af about me that upsets me idk

My parents gave me almonds for my birthday, the only thing I’m allergic too. Thanks guys 😐

My step dad has turned the car around twice bc he forgot something at the house we’re finally leaving Jesus

My parents have the heat blasting full power and the Christian radio blasting I’m gonna lose my shit in this car rn istg

Today is my metab day bc I can’t avoid all the food for my bday

Birthday pineappleeeeee

Is it safe to take Metamucil every day?

It’s my birthday! Calories on me lovelies

Lowkey my gma is so brutal, I was telling her how I was gonna make a second cup of hot cocoa and she deadass responds “ok it’ll just take a little longer for that summer body then.” 🥲😐

Just hurt my own feelings trying on the brandy melville clothes bf I lost the weight

Here’s what I got

This is silly but I’ve always dreamed of being able to fit into brandy melville clothes

Letting myself have some pineapple as a birthday treat for tomorrow I’m so excited it’s so good

I’m doing a grocery order I need suggestions for low cal treats/snacjs

It’s snowing outside!