My doubts about love

Something & Nothing The philosophical basics about trans*, X and fluid.

New Year’s Eve Fucker A short observation during my life as a male.

"What does it mean, to be a human?", the little princess asked her friend the mirror.

Becoming Free

Gender And Truth

What does it mean to be a woman? Nobody knows. There is only a picture in my head. A misfit.

4 Questions • Have I ever been loved as Sophie, as a woman, as me? • Why it’s so important for me, to being loved as Sophie, as a woman, as me? • Is it important of being loved at all? • How to substitute love, if it isn’t available?

About Peace

Pootin waiting for sanctions.

About becoming yourself.

About living in our head #thelittleprincess

About happiness #thelittleprincess

What does it mean to be a human?

Other soul

"The night sky was so beautiful […] and I asked myself what is a shooting star and what is a hovering drone. [...] It's really hard to tell what's a shooting star and what's a rocket. Then I said to myself, rockets are a kind of shooting star, because that gave me a hundred wishes."

Sun & Clouds #metamorphose #transition #transgender #littleprincess

Echos A story from the little princess.

Belonging And where do you belonging to?

Cheers Another short shortstory from the little princess. #selfacceptance #selflove #transstory #transition

Rotating Earth How to fight and cope with monsters.

Pages A story about telling your story of life. - And not to stop telling it. #transstory #littleprincess

What does it mean for a life, when healing will take more time, then you have days in your lifetime?

Ghosts of Grieving #transition #feminity

Becoming A Bride #transstory

This picture is very important for me. The angel is the symbol for my feminity, I have in my head and feelings, and I try to fill out with my trans identity. But I don't fit in. And would I have had shooted it last week, you would have seen the angel, and a single hand from me, on the margin only.

The Picture #transstory

I am looking for zines or texts written by trans people in Ukraine (or more generally queer people in Ukraine, Belarus and Russia) for my queer feminist library in lausanne (switzerland). Preferably texts that have already been translated in english :)

#Gaypropaganda have been available as special offer this week in my supermarket. Will send it to next week, with regards from #Gayrope. #deathtoempires

6 years on HRT

As a trans* person, something changed for me in the last weeks.

As long, as we had been subculture and stealth, everything seems to be okay. Entering the mainstream wasn’t that good idea maybe. We brought the idea of disruption into the very intimate concept of identity into the society. And now they are hating the messenger.

Alexia, a trans veteran from Ukrainian military painted a picture from me. She’s calling it „Gender Dysphoria Relief. Thank you for this beautiful painting!

The little princess. About getting comforted and pain.

A bullying cis guy, complaining about hate, because he showed a nazi gesture. Sorry Elon, no mercy for fascists, as you have no mercy for minorities and stigmatized groups as transgender! www.businessinsider.com/elon-musk-te...

Another truck from Go 4 Ukraine e.V. have been loaded today. #staywithukraine #deathtoalltyrants #deathtoempires

Thank you! The fundraiser „HRT 4 Ukraine“ collected 5637,- Euro There will be a last solidarity event on 06.03. in Leipzig. Afterwards we will start the procurement. Feel free to contact me via DM, if you like to contribute.

Grey

A story about open doors.

When you install some docker on Linux, and some open source activists added comments, to show up more courage, as some so called left, but pro-imperialism, politicians, who give a shit for firewalling fascists. You know whom I meant!

A very short magic trans* tale.

About kindness. About kindness to yourself.

Where would you travel to, in case you could access a Time Machine?

TY! All 3D printers and StarLinks from the fundraiser arrived finally. Here some words of gratitude. Hacking the war, using flexible technics and technology is a key component in modern warefare. Sure, it will never scale out like industrial mass production, but resistance is handmade.

Today on stage: Two cis males learned from history and make peace, not war, by dividing the world in two spheres. Later on stage: Some of this cis males, likes to show the other cis male, how nuts are looking and will start a war.

Please spread the current fundraiser „HRT 4 transpeople in 🇺🇦“ We reached 5460,- Euro so far, but 400 siblings needs support. www.paypal.com/pools/c/9bOU...

Another shitty trans* thought: Every time I access my hotel in the evening, and the room service tidy up my room, I ask myself: „What did the room service would assume? Was a male or female in this room?" Passing is ultra complex. And I hate myself, for thinking about such shit.

I had a trans* nightmare tonight. I dreamed about my first life as a male: I bought secretly a dress and slipped in at home. But a friend came over to visit me spontaneously, and I had no time to get the dress of.