Going back to Kalos

I can’t believe it’s almost been 20 years since I came out. So much has happened since then, but I’m grateful for the life that I have now as I now get to share it with the person that I love so very much.

Mall haul

(Almost) Daily Oshawott 1006. #pokemon

#digimon #agumon #inktober

If you’re not hiring, don’t say that you are on your website. It’s misleading and unprofessional.

I finally feel at peace

Made it to ny new home safely

Today is the day, in about 13 to 14 hours, I will be on the road to start my new life. I’m excited and maybe just a little bit nervous, but this is the clean slate that I desperately need and my partner gets to be there with me every step of the way.

BIG NEWS: On September 30th I will be moving to Kansas City, MO to be closer to @grayzstars.bsky.social. I am excited to make this next step in my life and happy for him to be apart of it.

Why can’t all humans be like these adorable fur babies the world would be a better place… 🐱 🐶 ❤️

Happy birthday to my wonderful and amazing partner, @grayzstars.bsky.social. He is the most wonderful partner I could have ever asked for. He is what perfection would look like if it were a person. He is kind, gentle, sweet and accepting of me, flaws and all.

Suddenly an angel Smiled tenderly towards me And kissed my cheek without fear Feelings come closer And I know he cares for me As I return to work My cold dark life seems so bright Lights up from Heaven’s light

I see a night we wish could last forever I see a world we’re meant to see together And it is so much more than I remember More than I have known

Moving forward I will be referring to @grayzstars.bsky.social as my partner.

Just dropped off @grayzstars.bsky.social at the airport. I am very sad right now.

It’s official, @grayzstars.bsky.social & I are a couple. What a plot twist.

First time drawing Agumon! Have an excellent Sunday, he is watching to make sure your day is awesome 😼 #digimon #agumon

Package from Israel, the Hebrew Lion King soundtrack plus some Elton John & Green Day CDs.

Build A Bear Wooper

Got to meet Starset again tonight at their Acoustic Experience. Always a pleasure to see these guys again.

So many memories in this house

Lunch with friends

Move in day!!!!

Tomorrow I start a new journey in South Lyon. It will be so surreal living there again as I haven’t lived there since I was 16. I am excited.

Package from Sweden, the CD single of the End Credits version of Far Longer Than Forever from The Swan Princess.

Yamper Build A Bear

Going out and looking at more potential places to live today since I didn’t get the place, I looked at on Saturday

Death is the perfect punishment for all the pain I have brought people.

Depression has hit me like a freight train yet again. I feel like I am everybody’s burden.

I still don’t understand why people can delight in hurting others and ruining other people’s lives when they’ve done nothing to deserve it.

(Almost) Daily Oshawott 750. 750 WOTTS!!!!! Celebration with meme that maybe isn't the most reflective of hitting a milestone but this one always makes me laugh and it says congrats 😅 #pokemon

Mall haul

Got a Fidough plushie today

Now I'm all alone, And that out there Is no longer my concern. I lock up the longing. Forgetting what happened, Never again close to tears Basically no longer there Completely and utterly As if made of stone!

I’m getting kicked out in April. I don’t know what I’m gonna do.

So I have made the very tough decision to quit my job at McDonald’s. I will miss all the amazing people I met while working there, but it’s starting to become too much on me mentally.

Don’t kick someone while they’re down.

I feel like suicide is the only way out.

Gonna say it again, never ever insult my grandparents.

(Almost) Daily Oshawott 734. #pokemon

Three days off woohoo

I feel like everything is hopeless.

My coworker gave me this Armored Mewtwo pin today.

I need a new job. I’m getting too overwhelmed where I am at.

Too depressed to sleep.

I exist. That is my crime. It is... inexcusable.

I no longer have motivation for anything

Everyone turns their backs on me. What’s the point of continuing to suffer? If something looks too good to be true it always is. Bad things always happen to me. Nothing good will ever happen to me.