Just feeling sad, tbh.

"Brightwater" Sketch for @piegeo.bsky.social #commission #art #digital #illustration #artwork🎨

A commission for @piegeo.bsky.social. #MassEffect #Turian #parachute #parachuting #ArtistOnBlueSky #SmallArtist

"Brahim the Sky Pirate" Sketch for @piegeo.bsky.social #commission #art #digital #illustration #artwork🎨

The official Avania post-update update is out, updating you on all the updates that have updated since the last update: worldofavania.tumblr.com TL;DR worldofavania.com is on ComicFury now and will update once a day until all pages are posted. Old site still gone. Thx tumblr!

A commission for @piegeo.bsky.social. #Dieceratops #dinosaur #triceratops #scalie #ScalieArt #CoD #airbag #car #AristOnBlueSky #CommissionsOpen

"Toolkra & Brightwater" Commission by @piegeo.bsky.social #separatist #commission #art #CIS #starwars #clonewars #digital #illustration #artwork🎨 #starwarsart

@tumblr.com support still hasn't responded to my support ticket about AvaniaComic getting randomly nuked, but on the bright side, I have been rebuilding the site even better than before over at ComicFury: avania.thecomicseries.com

May have been working on some Star Fox ocs…meet Coco Palmetto! A mech mechanic that starts being trained to pilot the mechs she repairs. Shes very dedicated to what she does, and is constantly pushing herself to prove herself to her peers.

"Toolkra" Commission by @piegeo.bsky.social #separatist #commission #art #CIS #starwars #clonewars #digital #illustration #artwork🎨 #starwarsart

Made a chocolate cake #baking #chocolate #cake #bunt

"Toolkra" Sketch for @piegeo.bsky.social #separatist #commission #art #CIS #starwars #clonewars #digital #illustration #artwork🎨 #starwarsart

🌊Ferno Brightwater🌊 [Commission by @piegeo.bsky.social‬] #separatist #commission #art #CIS #starwars #clonewars #digital #illustration #artwork🎨 #starwarsart

I am sad.

For the people following me because of a few specific commissions, you’ll be disappointed. Since that isn’t a topic I draw and probably won’t be commissioning for awhile. If I even do.

Doesn’t matter that I’m frustrated, upset or whatever. It’s always me that fucks up. I’m always the one that’s the problem. No matter what I say or do. I shouldn’t waste my time trying to interact with people, period. I’m already depressed enough as is.

You fight to see the broken smile again someday...

I am tired of all this snow (he says as there’s going to be another snowstorm)

A new digimon for @piegeo.bsky.social. It digivolves from Gremlimon. #digimon #pilot #dieselpunk #fakemon #ArtistOnBlueSky #SmallArtist

Random thought. Have been putting off ordering tea from a local shop, purely because I know I can’t trust myself and will go overboard. The quality is great and the blends are great too. Used to go there all the time when I was living up there. Really good loose leaf tea.

Welp, it’s my birthday again.

OOM-195 [Commission] #separatist #commission #art #CIS #starwars #clonewars #digital #illustration #artwork🎨 #starwarsart

Sooo… My favorite Digimon seems to be prominent in next week’s episode. And it’ll be their first depiction in animation no less. I am hyped. #Digimon #Beatbreak #Anime

Really hoping the nor’easter prediction for this weekend is inaccurate. One snow storm is more than enough (the roads are still pretty bad here)

So I beat Digimon Story: Time Stranger (still gotta do the DLC tho). Final verdict? Easily the best game I’ve played this year, genuinely. I highly, highly recommend it. Do wish Commandramon and their line was in the game, however #Digimon #TimeStranger #Game

Sunrise Commission for @hazelpam.bsky.social

So Ace Combat 8 exists

Everyone has secrets deep inside and ambition on their face. The Zone can prove that all that's inside is blood and bone, and replaces that ambition with fear and shock.

So I don’t really post political stuff normally. But holy shit. A unanimous senate vote these days is crazy. I do wonder if it’ll actually get released or if there’ll be some bullshit to prevent it.

I choose to believe that Gekkomon’s singular braincell bounces around his head like the DVD screensaver #Digimon #Beatbreak #Anime

Pumpkin soup. Can’t get much more autumn than that (it was good) #Fall #Pumpkin

I hate allergies. Not much else needs to be said there. Constantly feeling lethargic, stuffy nose, etc. etc.

I don’t like being negative all the time, it’s mentally exhausting. But at the same time it’s not like I can just flip a switch and be positive… Especially with the way things are these days. It’s not like I enjoy being negative. But it’s one of those things I struggle with.

A commission for @piegeo.bsky.social #scalie #dieselpunk #ArtistOnBlueSky #commissionsopen #ScalieArt #StarWars #nosaurian

When you want to draw but feel very low energy pretty much every time you get the chance to draw.

When there's nothing left to go back to but the Earth, why go anywhere but on?

Drawing on Magma with @guardpone.bsky.social and @allhorsenoplinko.bsky.social and he tells me, "I want the F7F Tigercat to serve into Vietnam" And this is what we ended up with.

For @piegeo.bsky.social

Woke up and did some baking. Scones with a tiny hint of cinnamon, ones on the left are also topped with coconut. #baking #scones #food

Normally wouldn’t really post this sort of thing on here but eh… Just been real sad lately. Like for the past few months. And it just feels like it’s only been getting worse regardless of what I do. And before anyone asks, yes I do take depression medication. So it’s not like I’m not doing anything

#ducks #birds Was out on a walk today

A commission for @piegeo.bsky.social #scalie #dieselpunk #ArtistOnBlueSky #commissionsopen #ScalieArt

Just been feeling sad. Lot of stuff has been getting to me. Don’t really have much in the way of motivation to draw or write.

Pizza I had made a couple of days ago

Waking up still exhausted despite seemingly sleeping well. Guess today calls for some form of coffee with an espresso shot added.

Meet Riot, the punk crow! Fun little project based on a cardboard mask pattern by Paleo. Everything is upcycled materials I had kicking about already. He has a moving jaw too and is I guess the first toony fursuit adjacent character I’ve made! #furry #fursuit

For @piegeo.bsky.social

Guh. Woke up on Thursday with a sore throat and it’s still going strong.

Got a sizable backlog of photos I’ll probably upload over time, in addition to art and that sort of thing

More bird action