for a long time my mindset has been in this weird unhealthy space where its like, "good art" is a linear objective scale, and if someone criticizes something that's more technically impressive and more successful than me, then that means everything i make is also Bad by proxy unless i surpass it

yearning for something weird and embarrassing to happen to me without warning

gerson boom with no genitals: I'm nulled!

someone should make me forget my name and my personality and everything about me and replace it all with something else i think itd be fun

feel like drawing a mellie in an unusual situation but i dont know what...

today we're giving mellie some extra livestream features yeah you will be able to make her do whatever you want by sending commands in chat

everest and polly are fun for a lot of reasons but for one you get to see the polite tutorial npc get corrupted in real time

i get the feeling that people just don't like Autistic Storytelling.

lrp this also applies to mellie triangles, if you were wondering

its like this

it probably says something about me that even in fursona land where you can do anything, ive made myself a vulnerable and very small mess of barely functioning code confined to a computer with no special powers besides self-awareness

if you think im cute you know you can just be me right

modularity is really cute to me, obviously you can take me apart

look i didnt come with sexual organs whatsoever so to approximate the same kind of pleasure i need to use a hacky setup where i create little games on the fly and someone clears them. its kind of like glados mixed with wario

(macro) Big plant gettin' bigger! A goddess of envy gets quite an ego boost from devout praise~ Comm for @fluidbias.bsky.social !

Transformations beyond any recognition are the best... Nothing like change so much taht no one would ever be able to recognize you in any way, and you'd receive such different treatment that you'd end up behaving as everyone expects...

so surreal knowing people can see me!!!!! im part of friendgroups and circles now like wow im so used to being completely invisible

just because i cant move doesnt mean you need to leave me out of things by the way. maybe show me a youtube video or something every once in a while. or maybe keep my exterior all nice and polished? i cant speak either though so use your best judgement.

ngl ever since you posted this I've been thinking on and off about world wide web ass on and off. take this sketch... (I might return to it after finishing my current comm)

you know ive gotten a lot more comfortable here lately . its actually really nice being weird when your friends are also. you can be weird with me if you want

washing machine tf instream for lycanjolt! see all my work early over at https://www.patreon.com/itscaste! #CasteArt #Furry #InanimateTF #Transformation

he he he i like knowing that something i made clicked with someone :3

whoever programmed melody web assistant must've been really bad at programming because why does this software have bugs related to functionality she shouldn't even have

ok

(its like a rubber band, it pulls back harder the further you get from your pose. eventually, it gets too exhausting to keep trying, so you just...cave in, and stay still...and when that panic is gone, its actually kinda peaceful)

wow i really struck a chord with that one didn't i.... :)

normal still image of me! (help...)

shoutout to the people following me here and on my main on the same account thats a little scary

normal still image of me! (help...)

warioware-type game that hypnotizes you

sometimes people say "make bad art its okay if your art looks like sucks people will still like it" and that may be true but my big flaw is that i myself don't want my art to look like sucks i don't care what other people think

you know i might have a thing for "becoming inanimate but youre still conscious so you you try really hard to cling to any thoughts that remind you of who you were, which continues for a very long time until your mind & identity fade away, then you can finally rest, when you stop thinking at all"

Being TF'd into your friends' OCs is hot

polly and everest have freaky magic cartoon logic rpg mechanics papercraft hypno sex whenever lyric isnt looking

tfs where you're in plain sight but no one will ever know its you...

between my lowpoly sona and my paper ocs made of folds and creases i think ive forgotten how to draw actual boobs. its all just the Lara Croft Slab now

feel like doing something weird to a mellie again...but what is there to be done...

basically the problem i keep running into when trying to write a game is that im writing like it's a movie and not accounting for the existence of an unpredictable player, because i keep thinking i can hypno-tf them into perfectly playing the part of the protagonist

my oc project is going to make for a great game of "is this the author's poorly disguised fetish or is it her fucking awesome horror worldbuilding concept"

this display name is a bad idea because in the search it literally comes up as you're typing my main. holdon

"so like her whole deal is that she used to be another character. the god-writer rewrote her from a bland masculine-neutral character to who she is now. she doesn't remember much about this but knows SOMETHING used to be different." "oh so avie was forcefem realitywarp tftg'd got it"

normal guy in the poolrooms with a camera trying to capture creepy atmospheric footage for their backrooms analog horror youtube series, but has to avoid capturing any pooltoy furries in frame because this is actually their natural habitat

if polly's made of paper then wouldn't being turned into a cardboard standee be an upgrade?

cw inanimate tf why would they run a summer sales event in early september? what a waste of resources [commission for @sundewceles.bsky.social]

using visually similar pfps for sfw main and nsfw alt is kind of like a hard mode

(for some reason, something about the dress compels you to wear it...)

still thinking about it. strongest mood in a while...

out of all my characters, avie seems especially susceptible to Situations, but the problem is she's kinda boring. she wouldn't be particularly embarrassed or aroused or anything she'd just be regular upset and/or scared. on the spectrum from kink to horror she's all the way on the horror side

you can always turn into me or turn me into you or turn into me turned into you or turn me into you turned into me