I must refrain from publicly bitching about my ex I must refrain from publicly bitching about my ex I must refrain from publicly bitching about my ex

Repost with 4 random facts about you 💜 I speak 2.25 languages (English, Spanish, learning Japanese) 💜 I was a band nerd AND play on the football team 💜 I had a parkour/freerunning phase and could do a backflip on flat ground 💜 Im the oldest child of 7 👀

Less than 20 hours til my appointment...

I just realized... im probably gonna be starting hormones in pride month 👀

Wisdom from a coworker today: Me: "I noticed ive been listening to a lot of *lofi* hiphop specifically the past few months." Him: "Lifes been crazy youre just lookin for peace" Yknow what fuck yea, youre 100% right

Yall see that starbucks commercial?

New #promosky finally, just in time for gay month Hey, Im Lexi! Your local transformer! I very much enjoy 🐵 Pokemon ❓️ League of Legends 👑 Apex Legends 💨 Dat Good Good 📈 Daytrading 🎧 Lofi and Hiphop 🏳️‍⚧️ Trans pride And probably a bunch more i cant think of in the bathroom at work You should follow 🙂‍↕️

So this blew up way more than expected... to the point shes gonna do whatever she can to get out of the lease early...

Ok i lied one more post about it Told her im hanging out with a friend who happens to be trans on wednesday to, yknow, communicate with someone i live with, and she blew up talking about how i "continue to disrespect her boundaries" by "getting deeper into the trans community" and that she 1/

Bruh bsky keeps crashing on me over and over again

Head hort 😣

Yknow i still havent deleted all of our pictures from my camera roll yet for some reason. I think i was just nervous she would find out and make a big deal about it, but ive changed my passcode a while ago so she cant look through my phone anymore

Scrubbed all the posts bitching about my ex/living situation from my account again call that spring cleaning 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

And i call this seat position, "The Suicidal Ideation" I was literally leaning over the wheel to pull it out of the bays

Dont make me tap the sign

I been bitching about my living situation too much here again lemme chill

If i dont stop losing so much hair every single time i shower imma just blow my shit smoove off at this point

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My old switch oled had custom joy cons i made. Bought a pair of pastel pink and blue shells and white buttons and made em a pride flag ofc. I got my switch 2 and passed my oled to the child, whos also trans Now they have a switch 2 and my ex has the OLED... idk if she realizes its 100% trans coded

Anyone have a favorite home remedy for bloating? I feel like ive been bloated for months and i dont really understand why 😅

Thats my girlllll~

I just want an ass so fat i can make it clap with no hands 😔

I found this song pretty early on in my transition process, back when i was still doing a lot of mental work and deliberating about if it was something i wanted to do or not. I swear the song was made for me. Every word resonates so well. Its not even close to my genre but it doesn't matter at all

I know its only been like 2 weeks since i started this minoxidil but i really need it to start doing its job cuz im losing too much hair every time i wash it and its genuinely getting concerning Lowkey part of the reason i decided to kinda expedite the hormone appointment process Im stressingggg 😭

Why were there at least 10 squad cars in the grocery store parking lot all facing the building

Yesterday an older lady hit me with "You have pretty eyes. And eye lashes! Oh no! I shouldnt have said anything youre blushing im sorry!"

This woman is gonna have one hell of a time with life when im gone "I gotta be independent" *cant put on her jewelry, loses stuff constantly, rarely on time for anything, etc...* Good luck bruh 🫡

Oh fuck they actually had an appointment for june 3rd i wasnt expecting that... its the same time as therapy so ill have to cancel that but i dont think my therapist will mind 🤭 Still shaking, so much anxiety

Ahhh the clinic should be calling today to schedule my hrt consult im shaking

Watched Maleficent for the first time She absolutely was not a villian

One thing im excited about with living in my own place that ive never been excited for before is decorating. I wanna create a baller place to be that really feels like me, whatever that means

Clouds rolled in so we went for a walk. Saw a couple bunnies and a lil snake 🐍

81°F, 18% humidity. Opened all the windows to air this bitch out while i boot the emulator and play some Alpha Sapphire 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

I now have a pic that really shows how much laser has already worked on my face but posting unshaved would feel like posting the toilet bowl after taco bell to me so ill just keep that one on the camera roll for now

"Im off work and the stock market is closed! I think i may sleep in." *naturally wakes up at 730 instead of 7*

Ok i went back to sleep for a couple hours a feel a bit better

Nice drifted into consciousness just in time to hear the cat throw up on the othe side of the room and then immediately fo back to eating. Its 5:38 an you little fucking asshole learn to chew your foooooooood

Ive been wanting to cry all day and im not entirely sure why but it just wont happen. Even watching Coco didnt do it (though it was damn close). Estrogen, when i get my damn mitts on you, you better fix that shit. Im so tired of having the emotional range of a splintered wooden plank

Man i always forget how good of a movie Coco is

good morning bluesky friends ❤️

Rare sleepy no makeup Lexi pic cuz my hair fell wonderfully when i took the bonnet off Also this is 1 day no shave which is fucking nuts to me im so geeked. The laser is already doing wonders after 2 sessions

GOD i wanna be a badass girl so BAD just running around bein a GIRL all BADASS like n shit

So EEP 😴

Chat ive never played a zelda game should i play breath of the wild

A very highkey "fuck this entire government" is in order

Gathering intel for the future If i were to wear makeup to work, im gonna need it to really stay. I work in a garage so i can dirty, hot and sweaty, and theres wind blowing my hair into my face a lot. Setting spray? Setting powder? Which is better? Any recs? I need helping being gorl 😅

When politicians say they can't hold corporations accountable, remember: they can. They just choose not to.

The worst part about being honest with your friends that working too much was why your body shut down for a month is when they start to do that thing where they "slow you down" and "feed you" and "caretake." How am I supposed to have unhealthy habits in these conditions.

Japanese is fuckin hard

And here i sit, staring at the appointment request page. "Gender affirming care" selected from the drop down. The thing I want to do more than pretty much anything at this point. I have support from friends, both online and IRL, and i have full support from my dad and that side of the family 1/2