chloe
@sappho.systems
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private account for bunny pls don't follow if i dont know u
sorry if you're having to see me complain on your timeline. i kinda get it none of this will matter in a few months anyway, hopefully by then i just end it all so at least i don't have to suffer anymore
about 23 hours ago
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i will forever be jealous of anyone in western countries they don't go through these struggles they're just living their lives and my followers are most likely looking at my posts and thinking im insane
about 23 hours ago
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why did i have to be born here of all places
about 23 hours ago
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i dont want to wake up anymore please just take the pain away
about 23 hours ago
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i will never make it out of here i will be stuck here and get drafted after i graduate i hate this i hate all of this i never want to end up there a year of my life wasted away while i get bullied or harassed or assaulted or worse
about 23 hours ago
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i dont want to cry i just want to end it once and for all i dont want to go through this pain anymore
about 24 hours ago
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i hate waking up i hate dreaming about living in safety together with her only to wake up for another day in an authoritarian and cruel regime
about 24 hours ago
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i dont think i will make it after i graduate
about 24 hours ago
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im feeling this might be my last year
about 24 hours ago
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one of these days I wish to just disappear
about 24 hours ago
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thank u all for the kind words
about 2 months ago
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im sorry if i haven't replied to you immediately these past few weeks i can't control my thoughts anymore. everything is so scary. i wish it could all stop
add a skeleton here at some point
2 months ago
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disappearing off the face of the earth would solve every one of my worries right now it would also mean my partners being in a state of grief that i cannot even imagine it's so hard to go on i don't want to the last few weeks have been nothing but thoughts of self harm
2 months ago
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up to a year or two of my life being gone and being and living in horrifying conditins at that point i just want to disappear off the face of the earth
add a skeleton here at some point
2 months ago
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thinking about cutting back on eating by a lot so i don't go flat broke worrying about my scholarship just being gone after this semester due to my lackluster performance in 2 subjects worrying about getting drafted after i graduate in just a few months from now i don't think it gets any better
2 months ago
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i so don't want to visit my family during the new year but i might ultimately just be forced to
2 months ago
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nothing is going right lately
2 months ago
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hΠ°limΠ΅dΠ΅ apparently has a discord server (scary) joined it by accident but it's fascinating
2 months ago
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hop
2 months ago
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2 months ago
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a few more i took the other day... π΅βπ«
2 months ago
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pspspspspspsps
2 months ago
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my nipples should not be this sensitive on injections even with me barely touching it...
2 months ago
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hi
2 months ago
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reposted by
chloe
Wam β¨
2 months ago
playing this in the background of my stream simply refusing to acknowledge it and making sure it's on the VOD track so it doesnt show up in any clips or recordings
add a skeleton here at some point
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wamwamwamwamwam ,,,,,, π₯Ίπ
2 months ago
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reposted by
chloe
2 months ago
aristotle getting a job in trust and safety
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conservative filesystem call that exFAG
3 months ago
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feeling scared and anxious i could really use a hug
3 months ago
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maybe i should just go to japan on a job seeker visa
3 months ago
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tempted to reply with the winston churchill quote ("worst form of government except for all those other forms that have been tried") but i don't think many people will like that one lol
3 months ago
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am i invalid handle...
4 months ago
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bleh chloe jumpscare
4 months ago
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heartbreaking: girl who messaged me on a dating platform im in turned out to be cis not trans
9 months ago
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reposted by
chloe
cinnamon π π³οΈββ§οΈ
10 months ago
at-backshots now has rollover of live dataset so that i can do compaction. and also so that it doesnt fill up the live store's in-memory cache tree forever
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i don't want to go on anymore
11 months ago
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my timeline so green
11 months ago
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"the rookie" looks interesting but im hearing it's just copaganda: the show
11 months ago
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π
11 months ago
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i love collecting my friends' jellyfin instances
11 months ago
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a kasey themed cafe
11 months ago
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sometimes i wish i wasn't around and imagining myself in a year from now is fucking terrifying but hearing willow's voice notes late at night is enough to make me cry and stay for a little longer even if the rest of my family members lash out at me simply for breathing and existing
11 months ago
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you can't migrate an existing account to use did:web right? does it have to be a new account? asking cause i might be wrong
11 months ago
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my phone overheated while i was recording a 15 minute voice note for willow this is so awesome
11 months ago
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chloe
yeah i think i may have fell in love with her
add a skeleton here at some point
11 months ago
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yeah i think i may have fell in love with her
add a skeleton here at some point
11 months ago
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i love willow,.,.,.,
11 months ago
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