Went to my favorite taqueria spot since my return to portland (it’s on the other side of town). They literally cheered and my taqueria mom came and gave me a hug celebrating my return. Why did I ever try to leave to a remote baltic sea island when this community existed around me 😭😭😭😭

thinking about riding the giant spinning franz bread like a mechanical bull

Dysmorphia and dysphoria go brrrrr, but at least I climbed rocks today

a galaxy quest style film, but instead of aliens using a star trek show as their “historical records” of earth, its twin peaks

my youthful dykes are going to a club night called “JUGS” while I opted to stay in, eat a whole trader joe’s pizza, water one piece, and play diablo 2. Cause I am 35 and maybe 12. I don’t know.

Watching Marty Supreme and damn Timothy Chalamet was cast so well to play the worst man you have ever seen who is also kinda ok at ping pong

I should go to the beach next week.

The only acceptable AI is BMO

I need a new phone and kind of want to go back to android. But like all my group chats are imessage :(

Had a formality re-interview for a job. It was weird like basically to just put me back in the pool for HR to reconsider me. Fingers crossed I hear back in 1-2 weeks. I need jerb.

I should get off website where I yell to void and find void to yell in

I should be living the hobbit life, working in my garden, smoking that south farthing pipe weed, having an ale with my wife while we lez it up at the green dragon.

I am so tired of getting rejection emails :/

Cool girls wake up in the morning and cry about leaving a picturesque island life and lovely gf because for some reason the island made me more sad than being unemployed and lost in portland oregon. Still sad tho.

I made $1.50 today. Really racking in that dough while unemployed.

watching invincible and gosh viltrimites are so stupid. How did this knuckle heads become an empire?

Interview at a coffee roaster went well. I left with free beans!!!

There should be something where you get money just for being alive on account of you need it to live

I worked in software dev for 10 years and all I have to show is rocking tits and soup brain (my brains just soup now)

I hate how useless my archaeology degree is in the US lol. Like dude I can still dig clean trenches and identify flint and pottery…

No mom, I cannot just “go work at google” because “they have GIS jobs right?”

liv long and squander on

GIS job postings be like “help us map our electrical infrastructure and roads!” or “your work here will help us drone strike kids :)” There’s like no middle ground.

Ok starting the bottom surgery wait list grind, wish I did this sooner 🙃

when a friend gives you their pickle you know you are eating with the correct person ☺️

I know my mom is trying to help but please can she just give sympathy and understanding to my job hunt instead of sending me irrelevant job postings and telling me to go knock on doors of companies I want to work at 😭

I won a free bike via a grant from the city. Huzzah to being unemployed! So excited to become a cool bike dyke.

I appreciate my internet homies cause they give me people to crush on but also are unrealistic pursuits so it’s just like “wow this person is so cool” and that’s about it and that’s nice and simple :)

thank goodness the maniac walking around my neighborhood with a rocket launcher threatening to blow people to bits has now promised not to use it for two weeks. we can all relax, it's fine. let him hang onto the rocket launcher, i wouldn't want to hurt his feelings.

I think we all collectively hate being trapped in an abusive relationship with the president of the united states and his threats of annihilation

The new earth rise photo is soooo cool

I hate job hunting 😭

I went to the movie theater and saw a movie. Yippie! I love movies!

Maybe I go see a movie tomorrow in the theater

28 years later: the bone temple was such a wild ride, wowie zowie

I am on a space kick since Artemis II launch and also this new season of For all Mankind. Fuck space is so cool.

it’s 2003, you’re 12 years old. It’s 2 am and the Toonami block is restarting with reruns of cowboy bebop. You’re a level 29 Tarutaru pld/war riding the airship from Jueno to Kazham. It’s ok.

Went to a queer run club today and just about died. Tried to keep pace for the first km and then was huffing and puffing to the end lol. I gotta get fitter.

I just want to be self sufficient again. Fuck.

Dang, I did not win the powerball. This universe is transphobic as fuck. I was meant to be big chilling from here on out :/

the trader joe’s passion fruit guava greek yogurt is one of the most off putting colors I have ever seen

companies sending out rejection emails at midnight as I am falling asleep is mean.

I want my new running shoes. I gotta become speed.

Artemis II launches today :) To the moon! 🌕

Once again stating that owning a Kei truck would fix me.

I ate pizza :)

Ok so what do you do AFTER chasing your dream and it does not work out, cause I don’t know what I am supposed to do?!?

trans day of can I just not see negative news about my people today

Just remembered that my brother destroyed all his items in ragnarok online when he quit for WoW instead of giving them to me. And that’s why he is not in my will.

I wish my PhD attempt did not change my friendship dynamics so much since returning to Portland :/