The last year of my vtubing was spent with assholes who made me feel like shit fuck you I’m not ashamed of myself anymore

Incel music

Fucking for sex reasons

People tell you that a life in solitude is empty and meaningless, and it’ll eat you alive. When I left Doomworld, a few people said that about me behind my back. They had no idea what they were talking about. I am healed!

I’m so much happier now, honestly. Being a little selfish was the secret — If you don’t stop giving to people there’ll be nothing left of you

Please for the love of god Admiral Piett lock screen get me through today

What a great girl

I am working as god intended

Force Commander time 🔥

I am

I have to be quiet

Blood really tastes like crap sorry vampires

I spent new years with a cunt who called me a man all night

Two wall

Blood plasma edible

Dena

I wish Human blood didn’t start to taste kind of bad after you drink it for too long I would have been a cannibal

Calidor

In Doctor Who Spearhead from Space the Autons have a setting on their hand gun that completely atomizes whatever it shoots, organic matter and clothes and jewelry and everything. The bin bag that controls the Autons could have colonized Earth just by selling a service to atomize all of the landfills

People have more respect for people who tell them to fuck off

I think I should have been more angry, I think people behave with me the way that they do because I believe too much in diplomacy

A new type of sex where cum is involved in the process somehow

Currently sleeping 16 hours a day

plasticman

You’re playing Dungeons & Dragons Me and your bitch are playing Snakes & Ladders

My Mars Guo pod racer wallpaper, I’m very sorry that you’re jealous

I’ve been playing one of my favorite hidden gems, Blair Witch Volume 1 on my dad’s old PC. The first time I played it, I didn’t know what dgVoodoo was and so I just managed to get it running natively, with tons of bugs. This is my first time playing it as it was meant to be played.

I wait for the bathroom at this desk

Welcome to the hole in your brain

MAP03, Blacktooth

One of my guinea pigs for testing my IWAD was @lvendead.bsky.social's FORLORN. I kept second-guessing my work while testing in vanilla Doom 2 because the texture use is so eclectic, but this mapset gave me a really lovely cohesion to compare my textures and make sure they went together nicely.

Being ogled by porn addicts does not empower me.

Finally… There it is.

Balarcks fly east in adolescence.

Karomaïs en il nepra karo.

Continuing, and then stopping

Ten heads and counting!

It’s going to be okay because I decided it’s going to be okay. I can walk through the tall grass and touch the grass that is next to me because I chose to do it.

Pilot light

In increments of two

You can’t disappear without people making things up about you — At least in death I wouldn’t have to worry about it.

I think I would have stayed on Doomworld if someone had sat down and took the time to understand what I was saying. People wanted to believe that I don’t want my work to be critiqued, and now even very dear friends think that I don’t believe in critique, and speak on my behalf to say just that.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Rn9... I don't usually cover my VOD content on here but last night's was different, and I urge any of my mutuals who like #DOOM content to watch me try and tell the story of one of the community's most talented transgender mappers and the reasons she felt she had to depart.

I am a person

Fuck with me...

My Doomworld profile gets so many more visitors now, lots of them I’ve never spoken to. You know how sometimes conceited people express that they’d like to see their own funeral to see who turns up and who cries or whatever — This reminds me of that in a sort of way.

If I said something you will know that it was me.

I still play with toys, secret to my immortality