Miku just caught a tiny mice today. I am going to take it to a nearby park and set it free 🐭 hope it can survive in the winter.

To People who messaged me that wish me not to do well, I suggest you hit the unfollow button. I created art because I had no choice. My art isn't great, but I don't owe any apologies to anyone if you don't enjoy my content.

I have learned to make vegan dumplings for Halloween 🎃 I tried to learn Chinese baking that my family didn't teach me. I feel kind of fun to make my own since I want to save for the long term.

I am packing and organizing my stuff for the move; it would help me to save a few hundred bucks for rent. I would share the place with a Chinese landlord lady. I wish we could get along so I can stay a bit longer to save more money and slowly figure things out.

I just started packing my books for moving. I found out the art book I got for 12 kingdoms. One of my most favorite fantasy novel series I read in high school. The illustrations are just stunning from artist akihiro yamada. I feel glad I got them and it makes me really happy.

As I wrote this personal story, I am not asking for any pity. I write it to remind myself that I still have to work on lots of things. I am getting more comfortable to express myself publicly It is already a huge stepping stone for me.

Also, I wish I had started eating healthier and saving every penny I had earlier, learning how to invest or read more books and listen podcasts, exercising, etc. It is a lonely journey since those habits were never taught by my family in the first place.

As a lower-class immigrant growing up, I strived to overcome all the obstacles and am currently in the process of healing. Every time I went home, I saw my family give me a complicated feeling, which used to be hate and anger of neglect and abandonment.

Study in the morning

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agony

little mice

Finally finished this sketchbook Struggling a lot, but I made it. I did a lot of master study and also some of improvisation sketches #sketchbook

Study #sketchbook

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I'm Eileen Kai Hing Kwan, an illustrator based in London. I love to draw haunting, romantic, dream-like moments 🩸

Falling

mood, if I were a pup

stomach ache, no Ac and heat warning is getting me a headache. I used to get headache often, now I trying to listen to the sign of my body more, have been eating more healthy and still trying to improving for quality of sleep in general...

no Ac is killing me....

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angel's prayer

requiem dream

#sketchbook Study

Study today

flee of war

I took a really long walk today and don't have enough energy to focus on drawing. I feel I have no muscle at all.