maybe rewatching lake mungo after a bad day combined with a migraine isn't the best idea

eepy

having a slight emotional breakdown (in a nice way for once) that the album people most know my music for is 4yrs old and it actually genuinely holds up for me too. it's crazy i had this kind of... Anything... in me at any point in my life i guess. soundcloud.com/formerhero/s...

i cannot believe that this time next week i will most likely be in a butlins on the 2p machines (or even more likely extremely caffeinated as hell watching a gabba DJ melt my face off) i'm so excited!!

🥰☺️

i'm going to cry. today is the first day i've been able to swallow food properly without having a moment of anxiety in over a year. the magic of emperosol (and more importantly actually getting diagnosed after 18 months of putting up with it) big day for mike-heads

i'm a happy boy tonight 😊

conversation thread = yapestry

watching this because a) my hometown is one of the main shooting locations b) both of my dads are in it (and allegedly my literal actual dad too as he walked past while they were getting drone footage lol) www.youtube.com/watch?v=ES_T...

oh and for those who don't know, i make and DJ electronic music that's a lil emo for a living. might as well plug every so often lol. here's the latest single. i don't suck too much i don't think (i had another more well known alias too, u can find it easily) www.youtube.com/watch?v=sVSZ...

the past few days have been really weird, not good, bad. but i got a long walk in and made loads of progress on what i intend to be the last song i put out this year (likely in a couple weeks), so that's something at least unrelated selfie

got a media server set up for the first time since i was a teenager and i am Absolutely watching every elm street movie over the next week

anyways hi

remember to gatekeep every artist you enjoy. make sure they continue to struggle to make a living so you can feel cool for knowing their art before they give up 👍

save me bangface

cunty pumpkin catboy clown who thinks it's christmas.

i'm prooobably going to be dipping from being online for a while because i've spent the last 24hrs feeling like i'm going to have a severe crashout so bare with me if i'm not social or don't reply.

last-minute going to a halloween party to take my mind off of yesterdays diagnosis. stopping at every shop possible on the way to hopefully locate a costume, otherwise i'll just be going as Me but sober

unfortunately this was right on the money.

worst part of waiting for my endoscopy is the radio purely playing TS. it feels like a final destination type bad omen

We are on the pixel 3a with the gross fabric case for the next few weeks

finally having my throat looked at properly tomorrow to HOPEFULLY find out what's actually been causing the issue after 18 months of having major problems with swallowing (not like that). had a less intrusive thing last week but tomorrow is a lot more intense. bare with me if i crash out or dip pls

sometimes i leave the house

think i finally got the album cover sorted wooo. like it won't be ready til early summer but i rly like the direction it's all taking

okay. lets be naughty. lets order fries for the table

who can i yap to about the first episode of welcome to derry. let yourself be known pls

its my birthday next week...

today has been one of those "oh jesus fuck i actually have a proper genuine direction for my sound" days after feeling like i wasted this past year trying to make music that 'fit in' with where club music has been. fuck it, i'm making emo happy hardcore / donk / whatever the fuck i want now

😛😛

okay i started what i think is gonna be the lead single for the album i'm writing and i think i might have actually struck gold. sober mike brain is way better at music than drunk mike brain can confirm

oh my GODD the Welcome To Derry pilot was so fun. no spoilers from me but YEAH what a way to start it 😭

a rare bit of pride was felt walking through leeds yesterday after seeing the newly opened chick fil a completely empty at lunch time

in hindsight i think he's just confused that i seem to be dressing like him

got new trousers, cat approved (or hated them, idk)

dont think i've ever been so thankful for the clocks changing. best sleep in months and awake early enough to go for a sunrise walk woooo

yeah

that machine girl album came out today btw. i literally can't stop listening to it i'm completely obsessed lol

triple fuck my life, i just chewed a crisp too hard and a fucking FILLING came out. it's so over lads

truly homophobic that i FINALLY started to feel physically well again after the past few months, and the universe decided to give me a cold just to keep me on my toes or some shit. iconic

anyways it's been a very good day 😌

SO i bought a more reliable/better quality blood pressure monitor and i can now confirm my pressure is back to a totally normal level, not even slightly above average! and all of the withdrawal stuff seems to have completely disappeared outside of a lil bit of sleeplessness. i'm so relieved jfc

i promise i've probably worn different clothes this week

christ this new Jay Som album rules

just slightly obsessed with my praise donk hoodie lol

past weekend was incredible. NEED to make it out to more of these chaotic grassroots raves (especially if they have beyblade tournaments and are donk-cult themed) anyways gm from a very sleepy and very happy mike

who wanna kiss immediately

just finished premiering a new mix, figured i'd share it here. if you like fast pretty (kinda emo) and Fun dance music you might like this soundcloud.com/birkham/birk...