non zero i guess

i need to stop looking at webmd while i wait for test results to come back lmao

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lots of hot people on here it seems

took me 7 years of my life but i FINALLY committed to playing more than a full year in-game in stardew and i think i might be truly in love with it

albums of the year so far! initially had it set to just ten but it turns out i've loved a lot more this year than the last few (basically everything after the first four is in a random order because idk yet)

spent my day fixing my baby 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

brain has been developing too many wrinkles as of late. time to smoothe it back down by watching MAFS UK

tonight will be the night i finally nail this fucking mix i swear to god

if i look tired it's because i probably am

gonna be making stardew valley my personality again for a few weeks while i do the whole gradual detox thing so bare with me if i thirst over both Gus and Willy this week

good god i need a proper break from what life's become. also some sloppy and also £500

just got told my london set was filmed and will be up online tomorrow. i remember being very sweaty and nervous and fucking up a couple times so i'm a lil anxious about it lol

in my element (overhearing extremely cursed gossip a couple tables over)

the new La Dispute record might actually be my favourite thing they've done since wildlife, i'm floored

was ungodly amounts of h-word today and i will apologise for none if it. maybe a lil bit.

omw to go listen to gabba in a pub for several hours brb

its bandcamp friday today, support ur local gay idiot dance music producer: birkham.bandcamp.com

it's so like.... cool that my sexual identity makes no fucking sense to me but is also exactly what it should be. i keep trying to figure it out and the next day there's a new asterix to add! i didn't realise i hadn't really thought about it until this year, outside of demi/ace

omw to the store anyone want anything

they need to invent a Me that sleeps at a time that is Normal and not (probably) 6am. but i'm absolutely rinsing myself through riverdale so.... i guess not time well spent, but time definitely spent

thinking about Weapons. and how i am going to see it for a FOURTH time tomorrow because this is this years hyperfixation

can't believe my first time going to a butlins is going to be at the age of 30 and also a rave festival. any time not spent breaking a sweat will be spent on penny machines

thankful that my dad is doing a load better now. i am extremely bad at looking at the bright side of things but tonight i'm choosing to focus on that rather than how difficult the rest is. time for an early night for once

Reclaimed/Buried out now stream: snd.click/8n8w bandcamp: birkham.bandcamp.com/album/reclai...

once again grossly misusing and underappreciating my free time (watching the new war of the worlds sponsored by amazon prime)

if anyone has access to a katamari please roll the katamari over to my location and roll me up into the katamari also

decided to grossly misuse my free time (start rewatching Riverdale) and i am astounded at how much earlier in the show the Dark Betty stuff begins???? actually harrowing stuff lmao

they should invent a version of me that wants to play and get engrossed in RPGs rather than idle clickers

here are the two tracks i'm putting out on wednesday (providing the distributor actually sends it to ~the platforms~) soundcloud.com/birkham/sets...

things have been a bit smoother than i expected the past couple days. thank fuck for that

dad's coming home from hospital tonight and i'm in no way shape or form ready to look after him after his baseline cognition's changed/declined drastically this is about to be one of the most difficult weeks of my life so bare with me for probably not really being on here for a while

probably the most gorgeous dance song to come out this year. can't stop listening, it's kinda helping me through my current mental breakdown i think youtu.be/voDA0FaczOI?...

just wanna scream yet another big thank you to the people who have dealt with me being a bit insane recently. things arent really looking up and i'm sure i'll scare a bunch of you off before/if things get better but fuck it. it's life now

i have new music coming out next wednesday woo

a rollercoaster would fix me

probably seeing detective pikachu and a child behind me fairly loudly saying "it's bulbasaur" when a pokemon that was very much not bulbasaur went on screen. etched into my memory forever, it was so hard not bursting into a laughing fit

finished another song today, so looks like i'll be releasing a two-track at the end of the month instead of just a single. then gonna aim to be more prolific in releasing stuff. if i can't tour/play shows as often anymore, i'm definitely gonna refocus on writing music that helps me cope with stuff

brother's gone home after helping me get stuff in order for the past week so i'm actually home alone for the first time in absolutely years. it's weird

mornin

things have fortunately (so far) turned out a bit less awfully than anticipated. fortunately family stepped up and have made the stuff with dad a bit easier, at least for a couple weeks or so. he's doing a bit better now too. thanks for baring with me having a now-deleted meltdown on here

took me about 7 months but i've finally finished a couple songs with enough time to get them out before the end of the month with a decent promo approach. i've been completely neglecting pretty much any proper creative outlet for the last few months dealing with ~dad stuff~ so this is a relief.

creatively making a very big swing later this month that i'm pretty sure will make a lot of people angry but also maybe happy depending on how much they like the music i put out in the past so lets see lol

unfortunately i am still up at 2am thinking about this. already asked multiple friends if they wanna go see it so i can see it again, i think this might be this years Substance (i saw that five times with different people and it was the highlight of that period of my life lol)

okay so the hype behind Weapons is very very real, easily the most fun i've had at the cinema since the substance. it's going to be very hard for any other movie to top this

omw to be Seated for Weapons

at least there's Weapons in IMAX tomorrow

certainly a Look of some description

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