Happy Halloween, everyone! 🎃

I got a haircut about a week ago and now I have bangs again.

Fun in the sun looking for critters! Most of the horseshoe crabs were dead, sadly. We found a few little crabs darting across the shore trying to get back into their little burrows.

A horseshoe crab! I had a blast hunting around the shore trying to find a live one! Matt held this one up for me so I could get a photo of his legs. He was so cool and must have been old because he was huge!

I went to Slaughter Beach today with my love. We found some cute and cool things like this sea purse! It contains eggs from either a skate or a shark. I was so stoked to see one!

Does anyone have any tips for dealing with extreme depression while not having access to meds and a doctor? I literally don’t know what to do or how to fix it.

Going to the cardiologist, scared of what i might learn today.

In my way to a cardiologist appointment. I’m actually kinda scared to be going in the first place. Fingers crossed things go well.

I was having a bad day but then my bestie came over and it got much better. 💕

I had to reschedule an appointment with my psychiatrist but I’m proud of myself because 2019 me would have just cancelled and never went again. I still intend on seeing my doctor, just a week later than planned.

still waiting to see if i can go just one day of my life without committing a very embarrassing and preventable social mistake

it’s giving “he’s right behind me isn’t he…”

I’m currently ugly crying because I finally have a partner I feel safe with because I’m healing from past traumas and never allowed myself to feel fully safe with him until recently. He’s so kind and patient. I really do love him.

Happy Friday! 💕

Do I go home and play DBD before work, or do I go home and nap before my second shift? 🤔

He’s so beautiful 💜💜

The Dead by Daylight masquerade has wrapped up and now I don’t know what to do with my free time! :0 You mean I have to play the base game with not silly modifiers now.

I want to interact with the internet more but I’m so shy.

Every time I look at the news I feel like I'm in a deranged clown car and all the clowns are on quaaludes.

by the time you realize my worth i’ll be burning frozen pizzas for someone else

The lipstick in question.

I put on lipstick and my coworker told me I was “all done up” for work. For context I don’t really wear makeup to work.

It’s Wednesday, my dudes.

My son, my boy, my pride and joy.

This could be fun! :3

McScuse me? Mcsqueeze me? Begging your greatest pardon? Hello?

now you guys might think ‘I wish they’d not gone so over-the-top with the butt’ but I want to stress *I dialled it back*

I’m so glad I got to see that fuck ass hat live. #Ghost

We tried standing in the merch line, but it was too long. So we snagged bootleg shirts outside the venue lol.

Almost all of my social media feeds are showing me Ghost content and I feel so blessed. The algorithm knows what it is doing.

Scalp tingling is how I would describe my experience last night. Scalp tingling and tear jerking performance!

I have post-Ghost depression.

👻❤️ I’m sorry for the spam 😱

Going to the ritual tonight felt like going to prom.

I really enjoyed my makeup tonight. :) I don’t wanna wash it off.

Who else went to #Skeletour in Philly?

If anything happens to Blessing in Dexter, I will vomit. That man is too pure for this world. #Dexter

The way I’ve had Ghost, new Dexter, and the DBD anniversary event all in one month! All my hyper fixations in one month, truly amazing.

I haven’t drank in some time, but I finally found something I can drink, so I’m feeling good.

Ghost really shot some life back into me tonight.

I had a lot of fun putting an outfit together for tonight’s ritual. 💕

Hey gang! Who else is up and enjoying some summer good vibes? 💕

I just experienced the Ghost Philly ritual and I’m speechless. #thebandghost #philly #ghost

Insomnia is the worst when you have an impending 12 hour shift looming over you.

I’m just gonna start posting here again like I didn’t stop posting for months.

Look how cute this small ghost is! I need to get some batteries for him because he lights up!

This meal was so goddamn good, gang. The cheesy spinach had me drooling!

It’s been a while, Bsky. 💕 I did my makeup last Saturday! :) How is everyone doing?