james theycaster

Kinda crazy that I’m going to have to take hrt for the entire rest of my life eh?

Did NOT expect a need for motherhood to hit me like a truck this Christmas but this is where we are ig

Sometimes being trans doesn’t feel real. It defies probability that I was born [indeterminate gender] and have had to go through all of this effort to be…not quite something? This isn’t a complaint, per se, I think I’m better off trans than cis, it just sometimes doesn’t feel…real?

Best thing about getting up for work in the morning is trying to chug a coffee whilst your body wants absolutely nothing to do with it and is trying to throw it up

Argh my eyes are so asymmetric I NEED FFS nowwwwwww

Omg I should NOT be staring into the makeup mirror 7hrs before I need to get up obsessing over every imperfection in my skin, every bit of visible facial hair, and every eyebrow hair out of place on my entire face

Do you think it’s possible to exposure therapy yourself out of dysphoria?

My friends trying to convince me that I look good at 530am but I know the Truth

Darkfriend who got into it for career progression and frankly wasn’t prepared for all of this apocalypse shit is my favourite genre

Bonding with my gals while repairing our makeup after SOBBING through the last part of Wicked 2

Putting makeup on while your eyes are still goo-ing from sleep really does give the best looks

Tonight, I’ve successfully excised a spectre of agp that’s been haunting my closet (I tried on a pre-transition dress again and it actually looks pretty good!!)

London is…actually pretty sometimes It’ll be back to grey tomorrow but today it’s blue skies and no Tube so I don’t mind being forced to come here …still moving to Manchester asap of course

proud to live in a country where our Money Parties are red and blue. can you imagine living in a country whose money parties are blue and red?!

I wrote this on one of the darkest days of my life. It gave me an anchor to hold onto.