patting myself on the back abt my ywmtbh playlist. i popped tf off

caleb hammer downfall…i feel so vindicated. i HATE that man and have since day 1. i can smell a rat a mile away

finished. cruel and unusual. cried at my desk. i have to stop listening to queer tragedy horror at my desk

i love that ill have like 3 quotes from a straight book but i already have 3 from the first 27 minutes of this queer book (elegy for the u dead by matthew vesely)

i finally beat scylla and made it to chronos and got his first phase to 1/4 heath. i’ll never be able to do that again

i also have cashapp $ariley832 venmo @ ariley832 and paypal at paypal.me/babypinkhook...

I found out yesterday that the house i'm living in is being auctioned off in 1 week from today. Anything can help, even just a repost. gofund.me/6c591a0f6

never leaving the cottage #heatedrivalry

my newest novel, YOU’RE NO BETTER—a teen thriller about messy trans kids and serial killers—has an official summary! this book is a rough one, and it tackles a lot of ugliness, but I love it so much and can’t wait to share it 💕

saw a 1* review for the handmaids tale that was a whole essay that boiled down to “gilead wouldnt have started in a blue state >:(“ …bro LMAO the comments ripped them to SHREDS (deserved)

Small presses and self-published authors are still writing queer books. Support indies, because publishing sure isn't.

if any of my artist friends wna give me line art to color like im their fidgety 7yo audhd daughter at a public function id actually cry (/hj only half bc i like to color esp my friends things)

DAN AND PHIL REACTING TO HEATED RIVALRY ON THE PHATREON???

already feeling the heat of my reading goal even tho i am, indeed, ahead of the approximate schedule to meet it (3 books in 13 days, 100 books/yr is ~2/wk)

i want like a gay romantasy duology or trilogy thats just fuckin filthy like thats what i want rn but i do not have

getting pavlov’d by a pink christmas hohoho tin

I DID IT!! I HIT 75 BOOKS READ!!

and that is all i have to say !

anytime i would otherwise be alone w my thoughts ive been going “hollandur, u r havingk a panik attak”

update i finished 73 and am 25% the way through 74 I CAN DO THIS

ah, yes. 80 degrees today, 40 degrees tomorrow. amazing

hmm…75 is such a nice round number…im already at 72, and 14% through 73…

got an email a few days ago of someone commenting on a fanfic i last updated 4 years ago saying they come back often to reread…ill cry rn wdym the fics i wrote at my absolute lowest brought someone else joy?? what am i supposed to do w this info i cant write anymore im too mentally stable now

diamond painting a photo of my cat while singing along to rewrite the stars and million dreams from the greatest showman like the absolute nerd i am

6pm on a sunday night and im crying at atmosphere by taylor jenkins reid w a cat in my lap

if u ever wondered why i use snapchat at my big age, its so send videos like “a witch who’s familiar is a cat who’s only job is to emotionally regulate the witch while she does spells. the cat is voiced by john mulaney”

im gonna be adding taylor jenkins reid to my regularly read authors methinks atmosphere has been really great so far and i thoroughly enjoyed evelyn hugo

for anyone in the Orlando area I am at elf mart today! 💕 I have WOL stickers!

addie was just genuinely running in circles in my room. shit was that good, huh, babe?

im gonna shoot for the stars next year and aim for 100 books

legend has it you can always hear mack and i going “open can”

writing about queer, trans, and autistic boys and men is a gift 💝

im 410 pages into a 638 page book and ive been bored this entire time but i refuse to wnf

a few choice shots from our attempted christmas photo shoots

i keep getting tiktoks abt how confusing TLT series is but my ass was ON IT once i understood. it took until halfway through the second book but yk💀 alecto…alecto when will you bless us w release

wtf do u mean dan and phil have ariana grandes metal and lace cat ears

apple stop forcing omw changing to on my way! every 2 months

not one but TWO queer horror books in the B&N best horror of 2025 email i just got🫶🫶🫶

legend has it i never stopped crying

both adam silvera books ive read have made me cry multiple times

If Crane was the personification of blowing up your life to avoid responsibilities you can’t handle, Gunwyn is the personification of trying your best nevertheless and feeling So Fucking Bad and Stupid the whole time !!!

needing help with basic adult responsibilities, struggling to live up to expectations, & being judged for acting/sounding “too young”… even though you’re a grown & “smart” man who should be “better” than this…. Ohhh Gunwyn Byrne, the themes I’m going to stitch into you…

i start plotting my next adult project in the spring & I am rubbing my hands together. the feelings I have about being a developmentally disabled adult who struggles to live up to societal expectations of “adulthood” are gonna be y’all’s problem in *checks notes* several years

ROBERT

Support transgender creators ✊️

I have a day job!! I have one of the most boring 9-to-5s on the planet!!! I make VERY GOOD money from advances/royalties alone (hi, I’m a bestseller!), but I’m also the breadwinner and we need health insurance. No way am I abandoning a stable, quiet, low-pressure “email job” in this economy.

the evernight edition of ywmtbh is the most beautifully grotesque special edition i have ever seen

Our Evernight October book was You Weren't Meant to Be Human by Andrew Joseph White! 📸: carsenslibrary; tabatha_reads_books; the_phantompages

omg its time for my favorite part abt wednesday. dwts

i hate when i lose to the final round of ante 8…