visited tucson’s “el tiradito” shrine - not endorsed by the catholic church - and one of the only shrines i know dedicated to a sinner. i wrote a wish/prayer and left it for consideration

Killing self

on my way back to tucson

downtown los angeles

christmas in los angeles looked a little like this

who THE FUCK took my who hash???

me at home on christmas eve

on love by khalil gibran is one of my favorite poems about love this month’s big lesson for me has been to bleed willingly and joyfully. www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/148579... side note: look how pretty the sky made itself yesterday ❤️

Hoping you all have a warm, light filled Longest Night from my little family to yours

hosted my friend group’s annual secret santa. you know you love your friends when all you can think of is how lucky you are to know people like this - people who are serious about love and friendship

trying to read more classics i haven’t read and found out this is how my library categorizes jane eyre - so i KNOW its gonna be good

i’ve already been to 4 holiday parties or dinners and i have 5 more to go - feeling like this eileen myles quote

thanks to the one and only @repoghost.bsky.social for the new icon 🖤

architectural digest videos are the intellectual’s mtv cribs

walking around town and some man stops me: “hey, do you listen to modest mouse?” “yeah… why?” (lighthearted, friendly tone) ”you look like a person who listens to modest mouse“

velvet antlers, velvet curtain, velvet mind

mood

and now, a repurposed poem

adult jazz and teen suicide on my top listened. i truly contain multitudes

checking out the new cat-themed bar in town

“dumb heart, come down from the walnut tree” (my second-favorite line from stacie cassarino‘s poem “northwest”)

all you've ever wanted #furryart

let’s move to the desert everyday, falling in love picture the road like rushing water and the sand like the setting sun

Struthiomimus crying in the bar after having his heart broken prints to north america: www.inprnt.com/gallery/guil... t-shirts, prints and much more to north america, europe and oceania: www.redbubble.com/shop/ap/1728...

i know its a tough time because every day for a week i have had to go on a cigarette walk to the cigarette store and buy a diet coke and drink it outside shaking like a dog to keep myself from posting lyrics on my IG story

a snippet from “hiroshima mon amour”

go find a jukebox and see what a dollar will do

watching hamster escape videos on the subway

one of my faves ❤️ golf is such a cute song and i listened to it at such a formative spot in my life. every time i listen to it, i feel my body become soft and the years pull back and its 2016 again and im learning to be myself

just sharing some music youtu.be/mhOu74T8BmM?...

15. Unchallenged by work; feeling of going mad a. Secretly write poetry on the job; recommend reading Anne Halsey’s work

“i’m halfway thru proust’s ‘in search of lost time’ and i think evelyn waugh was right when he wrote that “it must have been written by a “mental defective”“, i drunkenly say to the guy seated next to me in an arizona town of 400 people

this week, i read a poem i’ve read 300 times while sitting at a dive bar and cried

“where to find water in the ocean”

next theyre gonna tell us theres lead in cigarettes

grok, is spongebob uncut? show me photo evidence

one of the best performances ever recorded

if someone wrote an erotic short story and wanted to post it anonymously on a website somewhere where people read that sort of shit, where would they do it?

its persimmon season but here i stand, another night, empty handed again

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4 signs your cat is doing energy work

new phrase popped into my head: “oh, for the love of grok”

finds this weekend: • a set of 1940s-ish tony sarg designed cocktail napkins from the waldorf-astoria • a copy of the los angeles (new york) review of architecture magazine

just friends..?